Dear Lord
I come to you hungry and tired,
you give food and let me sleep.
I come to you weak,
you give strength and that's deep,
you called me a sheep,
and leed me to greener pastures
only asking that I keep the focus
between the chaptures.
You give me the word and only acts I interpet,
And give me the eyes so I can recognize the serpent
You know I ain't perfect, but you'll like me to try
And just like the devil who wants me to lie
Till I die.
Lord why is it that, that I go through so much pain
All I saw was black and all I felt was rain,
I come to you because it's you that knows,
To show me that everything is black,
Because me eyes were closed.
You give me the light and let me bask in your glory.
So it was only right that when you ask for this story
I put together to do all dogs some good,
All dogs being all the brothers and sisters in the hood.
Plenty of times you sent help my way but I hid
I remember once you held me close but I slid.
There was something that I just had to see,
That you wanted me to see so I can be what you wanted me to be
And I think I am seeing it but I don't feel the same.
Matter of fact I know I have seen it I can feel the change!!!
And it's strange almost got me beating down your door.
But I have never known love like this before.
It's a wonderful feeling to get away from the pain,
And up under the ceiling I get away from the rain,
And the strain that I feel when I'm here is gone.
I know real so I wipe away the tears son
And I almost lost faith in you when you took my Girl and our new born
wanted to chase her mother down.
And I fear that what I saying won't be heard until I'm gone
But it's all good, Cause I didn't expect to live long
So if it takes for me to suffer for me brothers and sisters to see the light
Give me pain till I die but please lord treat them right.
Lord I beg you bring my family back.
Amen!
Let us pray
Lord Jesus it is you, who wakes me up every day
And I am forever grateful for your love..
.. this is why I pray
You let me touch so many people, and it's all for the good
I influenced so many children, I never thought that I would
And I couldn't take credit for the love they get
because it all comes from you Lord
I'm just the one that's givin it
And when it seems like the pressure gets to be too much
I take time out and pray, and ask that you be my crutch
Lord I am not perfect by a longshot -- I confess to you daily
But I work harder everyday, and I hope that you hear me
In my heart I mean well, but if you'll help me to grow
then what I have in my heart, will begin to show
And when I get goin, I'm not lookin back for NOTHIN
Cause I will know where I'm headed, cause I'm so tired of the sufferin
I stand before you, a weakened version of, your reflection
Beggin for direction, for my soul needs resurrection
I don't deserve what you've given me, but you never took it from me
because I am grateful, and I use it, and I do not, worship money
If what you want from me is to bring your children to you
my regret is only having one life to do it, instead of two
Amen
Be a witness, as I excersize my exorcism
The evil that lurks within the sin, the terrorism
Possessed by evil spirits, voices from the dead
I come forth with Demons in a head full of dread.
Ive been examined ever since I was seamen
They took a sonogram and seen the image of a demon
At birth the nurses surrounded me with needles
And drugged me all up with the deseases of evil.
Grew up in hell, now I dwell, in an Holly temple.
Im fighting a holy war in the mental.
Look deep into my eyes, youll see visions of death
Possessed by sueicide is what Im obsessed
Giving niggaz brain dimples,
Dragging they asses on my hook by they temples
The cause of death is unknown to the cops
Cause when I kill them, Im not leavin one element to autopse
First Ill assasinate em
And them Ill cremate them
And take all of his fucking ashes and evaporate em
Or creep through the graveyard and hunt down your tombstone
Dig up your skeleton and stomp all your fucking bones
You try to haunt me nigga, I aint trying to hear it
Buck buck buck, Ill give your ass a holy spririt.
Vampyricly[stressed avoid all impure
Thoughts. I am loosing my mind . . .]
The year 89, november, day 10
Overwhelmed by the wicked inspirations of an evil gen
I realize my ideas has spawned for 400 years
Of blood sweat and tears
I saw the tourture brutal murder of my best friend
So my brain became stained with the horror
Im having reoccuring nightmares
Of being soaking wet, strapped down to the electric chair
I got tackled with handcuffs
And shackled in restraint
At the bottom of a holy tabernacle
They gave me nothing to eat for two weeks
And sewed my eye lids open so I couldnt sleep.
About to die from thirst, thats when the minister
Quinched my jaws with a cold glass of vinegar
Upon my wounds they seasoned my with salt
And nailed my hands feet to the form of the cross
Ahh!! I cry
As the blood drips inside of my eye
Refusing to die
Visions of hell tormented my face
So I chewed my fucking straps off and made an escape.
Enter the realms of understanding
And take good heed
And you could bleed
While Im standing
Three stages of pure hell
Justications of red cells
*shh* rain drops hits the pelv
Path is dull and narrow
Youre stalked by a shadow
I pierced your skull with a fucking arrow
So narrow, only one could enter at a time
Stuck in the center, read the signs
A thousand doors to choose
You better hurry
Dont stop, shit is getting hot as a pot of curry
On your right side theres fire
On you left, deep waters
Watch your step, its deep waters!
Whats that coming through the floor?
Its a claw
*pssh* took his fucking ass to the fucking core
Stroll thruogh the dark conditions
they stone me till they see sparks of friction
they chop me like a coal miner
Then combine the drug
And mix it with my blood
Some more
they give me some more
And watch me crawl
Guts hit the floor
Worms that dig my pores
they trick me ha, then Im quick to syringe
Deep into my thoughts and bust out my skin
I scream, portraits of inflictable pain
I cant stand
I'm up to my hands in quick sand
I'm sinking and sinking deep into the earth
Thoughts was possessed since the first day of birth
My mental says its my turn to possess the matta
Stab me with a dagga
Of jacobs ladder
Thoughts become shattered, confused, and tragic
Fiery thoughts of this dark maddness. . .
Your My lady always been so true....This is why I write this song for you
Your my lady always in my life and I want to thank you, for being down to ride!
Forever yours forever mine our love will always shine.
No matter the situation you were always by my side never the less you brought the best of me in the yrs. that I lived. only love that I got my right hand my best friend..who must of sent such an angel to this world that is cold, you belong in the heavens not this ignorant world. Your my girl and my all the best thing a man can ever have...I'm glad that your mine and I am proud to be your man...Understand there is no other.
Lord forgive me for the things that I have done to you.
If you weren't up in my life I wouldn't know what to do. won't complain about no money, gave me things when I was broke, All we needed was each other a love to strong to let go. If I died to nite all I want is to let you know rememenis on what we had hold me tight and don't let go.
Girl your the one for me, never ever let me down,
you will always be around, Girl I had to thank you baby, always standing by my side so don't you ever leave my life.
Even throw these hard time we continue to face, it's like deep inside of me you can never be replaced. like when we struggle we get tested in faith.
But you've been strong and stood by me every step on the way.
I thank the Lord for the day he brought you into my life. Changed my world my destiny and gave me new life. to others out there if you got someone special thats always been true show love and take note in everything that they do. I could never take for granted the things thats shes done for me. even when we disagree she still stands with me.
late night road trips showing mad support the type of girl that every homie should keep close.
I guess that you can say I owe my life to you,
The only dream that really matters is to be with you, cause even tho we argue and fight some times you'll always be my queen un-till the end of time.
I'm giving love to the one that always stood by my side if you ever need me baby for you I would give my life, you've been so true thats why these feelings I won't hide...My love go's out to you girl.
I'll never leave your side
Your My lady always been so true....This is why I write this song for you
Your my lady always in my life and I want to thank you, for being down to ride!
Girl your the one for me, never ever let me down,
you will always be around, Girl I had to thank you baby, always standing by my side so don't you ever leave my life.
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