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Lord Give me A sign

20:30 Jun 29 2007
Times Read: 825




In the name of Jesus

(thats right)

No weapon formed against me shall prosper



And every tongue that shall rise against me in judgment thou shalt condemn



(Lord give me a sign)

For this is the heritage of the servants of the Lord



and their righteousness is of me, saith the Lord.



Amen





Lord Give me a Sign!

I really need to talk to you Lord

Since the last time we talked the work has been hard

Now I know you haven't left me

But I feel like I'm alone

I'm a big boy now but I'm still not grown

And I'm still going through it

Pain and the hurt

Soaking up trouble like rain in the dirt

And I know!

Only I can stop the rain

Wit just the mention of my saviors name

IN THE NAME OF JESUS!

Devil I rebuke you for what I go through

And trying make me do what I used to

But all that stops right here

As long as the Lords in my life I will have no fear

I will know no pain from the light to the dark

I will show no shame spit it right from the heart

Cause its right from the start

But you held me down

And ain't nothing they can tell me now

Lord give me a sign!





Let me know whats on your mind

Let me know what I'm gone find

Its all the time

Show me how to teach the mind

Show me how to reach the blind

Lord give me a sign!



Show me what I gots to do

To bring me closer to you

Cause I'm gonna go through

What ever you want me to

Just let me know what to do

Lord give me a sign!





Please show me something

I'm tired of talking to Terry

Knowing she is wrong

Crying bout life ain't nothing

But you either be the one mad cause you trapped, or the one hunting

Trapped in your own mind waiting on the Lord

Or hunting wit the word that cuts like a sword

The spoken word is stronger than the strongest man

Carries the whole world like the strongest hand

Through the trials and tribulations you never let us down

JESUS!

I know your here with us now

JESUS!

I know your still wit us now

Keep it real wit us now

I wanna feel show me how

Let me take your hand, guide me

Ill walk slow but stay right beside me

Devil's tryna find me

Hide me, hold up I take that back

Protect me and give me the strength to fight back!





Let me know whats on your mind

Let me know what I'm gone find

Its all the time

Show me how to teach the mind

Show me how to reach the blind

Lord give me a sign!



Show me what I gots to do

To bring me closer to you

Cause I'm gonna go through

What ever you want me to

Just let me know what to do

Lord give me a sign!





Life or death

Live or die

I will never live a lie

I'm going there cause I try

I wont quit until I die

I'm gone make it wrong or right

Make it through the darkest night

When the morning comes you'll see

All I have is God in me

(Lord give me a sign!)



No weapon formed against me shall prosper

For this is the heritage of the servants of the Lord

In the name of Jesus

Lord give me a sign

Amen

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Hear me Lord

16:11 Jun 29 2007
Times Read: 829


Dear Lord

I come to you hungry and tired,

you give food and let me sleep.

I come to you weak,

you give strength and that's deep,

you called me a sheep,

and leed me to greener pastures

only asking that I keep the focus

between the chaptures.

You give me the word and only acts I interpet,

And give me the eyes so I can recognize the serpent

You know I ain't perfect, but you'll like me to try

And just like the devil who wants me to lie

Till I die.

Lord why is it that, that I go through so much pain

All I saw was black and all I felt was rain,

I come to you because it's you that knows,

To show me that everything is black,

Because me eyes were closed.

You give me the light and let me bask in your glory.

So it was only right that when you ask for this story

I put together to do all dogs some good,

All dogs being all the brothers and sisters in the hood.

Plenty of times you sent help my way but I hid

I remember once you held me close but I slid.

There was something that I just had to see,

That you wanted me to see so I can be what you wanted me to be

And I think I am seeing it but I don't feel the same.

Matter of fact I know I have seen it I can feel the change!!!

And it's strange almost got me beating down your door.

But I have never known love like this before.

It's a wonderful feeling to get away from the pain,

And up under the ceiling I get away from the rain,

And the strain that I feel when I'm here is gone.

I know real so I wipe away the tears son

And I almost lost faith in you when you took my Girl and our new born

wanted to chase her mother down.

And I fear that what I saying won't be heard until I'm gone

But it's all good, Cause I didn't expect to live long

So if it takes for me to suffer for me brothers and sisters to see the light

Give me pain till I die but please lord treat them right.

Lord I beg you bring my family back.

Amen!


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Let us Pray

07:04 Jun 29 2007
Times Read: 832


Let us pray

Lord Jesus it is you, who wakes me up every day

And I am forever grateful for your love..

.. this is why I pray

You let me touch so many people, and it's all for the good

I influenced so many children, I never thought that I would

And I couldn't take credit for the love they get

because it all comes from you Lord

I'm just the one that's givin it

And when it seems like the pressure gets to be too much

I take time out and pray, and ask that you be my crutch

Lord I am not perfect by a longshot -- I confess to you daily

But I work harder everyday, and I hope that you hear me

In my heart I mean well, but if you'll help me to grow

then what I have in my heart, will begin to show

And when I get goin, I'm not lookin back for NOTHIN

Cause I will know where I'm headed, cause I'm so tired of the sufferin

I stand before you, a weakened version of, your reflection

Beggin for direction, for my soul needs resurrection

I don't deserve what you've given me, but you never took it from me

because I am grateful, and I use it, and I do not, worship money

If what you want from me is to bring your children to you

my regret is only having one life to do it, instead of two

Amen


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My Madness

22:05 Jun 17 2007
Times Read: 853


Be a witness, as I excersize my exorcism

The evil that lurks within the sin, the terrorism

Possessed by evil spirits, voices from the dead

I come forth with Demons in a head full of dread.

Ive been examined ever since I was seamen

They took a sonogram and seen the image of a demon

At birth the nurses surrounded me with needles

And drugged me all up with the deseases of evil.

Grew up in hell, now I dwell, in an Holly temple.

Im fighting a holy war in the mental.

Look deep into my eyes, youll see visions of death

Possessed by sueicide is what Im obsessed

Giving niggaz brain dimples,

Dragging they asses on my hook by they temples

The cause of death is unknown to the cops

Cause when I kill them, Im not leavin one element to autopse

First Ill assasinate em

And them Ill cremate them

And take all of his fucking ashes and evaporate em

Or creep through the graveyard and hunt down your tombstone

Dig up your skeleton and stomp all your fucking bones

You try to haunt me nigga, I aint trying to hear it

Buck buck buck, Ill give your ass a holy spririt.

Vampyricly[stressed avoid all impure

Thoughts. I am loosing my mind . . .]







The year 89, november, day 10

Overwhelmed by the wicked inspirations of an evil gen

I realize my ideas has spawned for 400 years

Of blood sweat and tears

I saw the tourture brutal murder of my best friend

So my brain became stained with the horror

Im having reoccuring nightmares

Of being soaking wet, strapped down to the electric chair

I got tackled with handcuffs

And shackled in restraint

At the bottom of a holy tabernacle

They gave me nothing to eat for two weeks

And sewed my eye lids open so I couldnt sleep.

About to die from thirst, thats when the minister

Quinched my jaws with a cold glass of vinegar

Upon my wounds they seasoned my with salt

And nailed my hands feet to the form of the cross

Ahh!! I cry

As the blood drips inside of my eye

Refusing to die

Visions of hell tormented my face

So I chewed my fucking straps off and made an escape.







Enter the realms of understanding

And take good heed

And you could bleed

While Im standing

Three stages of pure hell

Justications of red cells

*shh* rain drops hits the pelv

Path is dull and narrow

Youre stalked by a shadow

I pierced your skull with a fucking arrow

So narrow, only one could enter at a time

Stuck in the center, read the signs

A thousand doors to choose

You better hurry

Dont stop, shit is getting hot as a pot of curry

On your right side theres fire

On you left, deep waters

Watch your step, its deep waters!

Whats that coming through the floor?

Its a claw

*pssh* took his fucking ass to the fucking core







Stroll thruogh the dark conditions

they stone me till they see sparks of friction

they chop me like a coal miner

Then combine the drug

And mix it with my blood

Some more

they give me some more

And watch me crawl

Guts hit the floor

Worms that dig my pores

they trick me ha, then Im quick to syringe

Deep into my thoughts and bust out my skin

I scream, portraits of inflictable pain

I cant stand

I'm up to my hands in quick sand

I'm sinking and sinking deep into the earth

Thoughts was possessed since the first day of birth

My mental says its my turn to possess the matta

Stab me with a dagga

Of jacobs ladder

Thoughts become shattered, confused, and tragic

Fiery thoughts of this dark maddness. . .


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18:23 Jun 09 2007
Times Read: 870


Your My lady always been so true....This is why I write this song for you

Your my lady always in my life and I want to thank you, for being down to ride!



Forever yours forever mine our love will always shine.

No matter the situation you were always by my side never the less you brought the best of me in the yrs. that I lived. only love that I got my right hand my best friend..who must of sent such an angel to this world that is cold, you belong in the heavens not this ignorant world. Your my girl and my all the best thing a man can ever have...I'm glad that your mine and I am proud to be your man...Understand there is no other.

Lord forgive me for the things that I have done to you.

If you weren't up in my life I wouldn't know what to do. won't complain about no money, gave me things when I was broke, All we needed was each other a love to strong to let go. If I died to nite all I want is to let you know rememenis on what we had hold me tight and don't let go.



Girl your the one for me, never ever let me down,

you will always be around, Girl I had to thank you baby, always standing by my side so don't you ever leave my life.



Even throw these hard time we continue to face, it's like deep inside of me you can never be replaced. like when we struggle we get tested in faith.

But you've been strong and stood by me every step on the way.

I thank the Lord for the day he brought you into my life. Changed my world my destiny and gave me new life. to others out there if you got someone special thats always been true show love and take note in everything that they do. I could never take for granted the things thats shes done for me. even when we disagree she still stands with me.

late night road trips showing mad support the type of girl that every homie should keep close.



I guess that you can say I owe my life to you,

The only dream that really matters is to be with you, cause even tho we argue and fight some times you'll always be my queen un-till the end of time.

I'm giving love to the one that always stood by my side if you ever need me baby for you I would give my life, you've been so true thats why these feelings I won't hide...My love go's out to you girl.

I'll never leave your side



Your My lady always been so true....This is why I write this song for you

Your my lady always in my life and I want to thank you, for being down to ride!





Girl your the one for me, never ever let me down,

you will always be around, Girl I had to thank you baby, always standing by my side so don't you ever leave my life.


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