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I figure you are, you cannot even answer a yes or no question. Not to mention your as shallow as a spilt drink.



On 20:45:41 Jan 30 2009 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



cute....are you?



On 20:20:21 Jan 30 2009 (-0 GMT) dabbler wrote:



Are you retarded?

emotional vampyre
15:59 Jan 30 2009
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When you see me you can feel me

In your soul - your heart takes flight.



I can hardly wait to taste you

In the darkness of the night.



You feel my breath so hot and sweet

Circling in your soul.



When our bodies come to meet

It's then that you feel whole.



standing before me,

naked, but unaware,

body trembling with every breath,

You await my approach.



embracing you in ecstasy,

our energies ascend in

a feverish rapture as the

moon illuminates our silhouettes through

lace curtains.



I pull away,

leaving you listless,

writhing in agony on the

floor as your essence seeps through

your skin into me,



my sweet,



who leaves you in anguish,

tormented until our next encounter when

I will stand before you,

and you before me naked,

waiting to be drained again.

forever
15:54 Jan 30 2009
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Taking your hand

Fingers to my lips

I want to love every inch of you

Taste every part of your body

As if I can drink your loves blood

Through your very pores



I want to get lost in your eyes

Consumed by your kiss

Set my body on fire

Quench the fire in my blood

With sweet caresses

Touch my soul with your passion



Lay down beside me

Feel my body craven you

Let's get lost in each other

Touching, exploring, tasting

We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss

For this is our night



Want me, like no other

Need you, like the air that I breathe

Together, one mind, one soul

Fused in the heat of passionate love

Existing in this moment

Forever

just my thoughts
15:52 Jan 30 2009
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For longer than a taste

- or two,

I will linger;

Lips against lips,

softly against soft.



I will linger



In eyes,

- my prison,

visions of sweetness,

of sweat, of lust;

promisings of ecstasy’s sin

to flower upon my decadent hunger.



Dance soft

- circles across my tongue,

around, across,

awakening and arousing whispers auctioned

in the throes of passions;

drink until my appetite is laid bare

for a moment or two.



Command my civility

- my shadow, my touch,

- my every secret;

into words spoken as prayer,

into words cried

in breaths of consummation.



Perfection

- as my own is wondered well,

countless times stabs and penetrates

the beast beyond the shatterings of humanity descent

into the salvation of the truth of desire.

Why?
20:59 Jan 28 2009
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Why is it that my own members think I don't know what they do? Why is it that they think they won't pay for disobeying the law.

Why must I do what I have to, to make sure our laws are upheld............My hand has been forced The hunt will begin.....Noctem Aeternus and The Order of the Vampyre will Enforce the law the price for your misdeeds is all that you are!

Please do make the hunt fun.......Hide, Run....Do what you think will keep you safe....Remember we do have the Law with us..........You Can't hide we are...

EVERY WERE!

Thats so Raven love ya sis
03:14 Jan 23 2009
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Baby Sister Raven YOU GO GIRL!!!!!!!!!
11:32 Jan 22 2009
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WarlockV
22:22 Jan 17 2009
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Anyone who forms a link under false pretenses has no honor and should be looked on as so.

Making people think you love them and want to be with them just so you can feed is FLAT OUT WRONG!

These People should be exiled! and shown no respect, for they show no respect to those they hurt.



The following is a definition of acts which we don't consider to be a true sexual Vampyre and as such, are not found to be respected by our code of conduct/honor.



This type of Sexual Vampyre is out for what he or she can get with little regard for their Prey, and Prey is the proper terminology here. The Vampyre will often use psychic strength to woo their prey, to make the person, usually human, become attracted to them, like them, and want them. They also have been known to cajole, threaten, beguile, and use flattery as a tool -- as the Social Vampyre will do.

The Sexual Vampyre feeds off of the sexual energy, the sexual need, the dependence of their prey once a secure relationship is established.



Once a relationship is established they do everything they can to cement the bond. They pick a person who is vulnerable. Someone who just came from an abusive relationship, someone who has been alone for a long time. Someone not described usually as beautiful or attractive, someone perhaps very over weight or who has no close ties. Very young or inexperienced people, etc. because these individuals are easier to conquer. Then the Vampyre becomes the perfect mate, everything the person could ever have dreamed of; kind, generous, caring, loving, involved etc. However, this is all a ploy, as the Vampyre uses his or her psychic power to bond and hold fast his prey, until the person is convinced they cannot live with out this special person. All the while and even more after, this Vampyre is feeding on the sexual emotions, energies and desires of the prey.

In reality this Vampyre cares nothing for the person. It is a hunt, prey and the Vampyre is enjoying the hunt, the capture, the conquest and the prize of their labors -- and the emotions. The same is true with some Psi-Vamps, but in that case the actual physical energy from the sexual experience is fed upon more then the act or the emotions.



When the Vampyre is satisfied he/she now has this person fully controlled, he/she begins to be not so nice, not so loving, hinting or boldly stating that if this person does not do exactly what the Vampyre wishes, he/she will leave. Another scenario is acting like some little thing done by the person is a great crime and that the person is lucky they bother to stay at all. By now the poor victim is so hooked by their love and need for the Vampyre, and they are truly helpless under this threat of the loss of the relationship -- loss of the Vampyre in their life. So they agree to anything, such as sex acts they do not like, the fact that they now may be expected to support this person and pay their bills or buy them expensive things.

The human prey has no chance of having their hurt be so strong that they leave because no matter how strong their hurt or pain is, the conscious and psychic controls used by the Vampyre is something they can neither realize is happening nor can they prevent it from happening. There is also no hope in the mind clearing enough to see the truth that they are not being loved, just used. Because in the case of the Vampyre, the minds are controlled as well.



The Sexual Vampyre has the preys ' blood, mind and body at his or her command and can pretty much do as they like with the prey. If the pain, fear and humility becomes too strong and the prey begins to want to end the relationship, the Vampyre just goes back to the original controls, until the love bond in the prey, or the need, is strengthened to the extent that the person can not leave.

Yes, these are negatives and thank Mother Night there are not many around like this. But they are out there and it is the hunt, the conquest and the sexual dependency of others that they feed from, and must have, to survive.

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18:53 Jan 14 2009
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To All
01:47 Jan 14 2009
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My new toy



I got blood on my hands and there's no remorse

I got blood on my dick cuz I fucked a corpse

I'm a nasty nigga when u pass me nigga look me in my eyes

Tell me to my fuckin face that u ready to die

U be a dead mutha fucka red mutha fucka

Don't be stupid you heard what I said mutha fucka

Who shot u ohhh nigga like u don't know

Stickin you for your doe while I'm fuckin your broke ho

Yo don't u get the picture niggaz can't touch me

Cuz I don't give a fuck G I'll get u touched B

I got choice ripple my slug'll take apart a door

And enuf crazy niggaz behind me to start a war

So what u want nigga help me is about your best

When I'm finished Red Cross couldn't clean up the mess

And a vest will do nothin but make u look a little thicker

Cuz in the dark u ain't nothin but a lil nigga

But if you've been thinkin about that shit u did

You wouldn't have brought the joint wit u kid

Now I might have to get u kid and split your wig wit a machedi

I bring beef to niggaz and string them out like spaghetti

U ain't ready lord can u stand how I'm bringin it

I'm givin it is how I'm livin it so I'm swingin it

Red dot on your head cuz you's in mid range

Red dot on your chest opens up your rib cage



Now if your heart wuz as big as your mouth you'd be real

But it's not so I know if u get knocked you'll squeal

Like a bitch cuz u iz a bitch and always been a bitch

And u know how niggaz do a bitch we run up in a bitch

For somethin in a bitch nigga do u know nigga do u owe me

Figure you could blow me well i'ma let this trigga feel u homey

That niggaz got to be smokin somethin thinkin u chokin somethin

Fuckin around wit me you'll be a broken somethin

I'm out for blood wit the Mradu at war

How much shit could u talk wit your lips on the floor

Pussy niggaz make me itch so I scratch you's a bitch

So I snatch up your face fake ass bitch so I scratch u

Yeah.. There was a time when I would have jumped up and choked this nigga

But now I'm on some shit like.. Yo.. smoke this nigga

I'm bout to find out how much guts u got before I spill em

Somebody come and get this mutha fucka before I kill em

Ahhh!.. fresh out the asylum I'm wylin

Yall niggaz know the phone number for help u best ta dial them

9-1-1 emergency the urgency

We'll have witnesses seein what the surgeon see

How far u gonna get wit your dome split fool

Or catch your man strippin cuz he think his shape cool

But it ain't so I paint the walls wit his blood

Another dick in the mud

nigga what!

From a skin head lol who runs and hides from me
05:06 Jan 12 2009
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This coming from a guy who came to fight me with two of his boys and as I steped out my door to face all three of them alone they ran like the little bitches they are...Claimming that white pwoer shit running lol get the fuck out where are the real warriors at?







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your last serenade



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RYU, PETE, OR WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT TO GO BY:



YOU'RE WORTHLESS, YOU PLAQUE HUMANITY.

BE N0THING WITHOUT ME.

YOUR CURSES TRY TO GET BACK TO ME.

BUT STILL THERE IS NO TIME.



.BLUDGEONED.



YOUR CURSES WITH THOUGHTS AND NARRATION

FOR WHAT I SAY.

HOPE YOU LISTEN.



YOUR CURSED WITH THOUGHTS AND NARRATION.

THIS IS WHAT YOU GET.

I MADE YOU SMILE.



AND DOCTORS WONT BE ABLE TO RECOGNIZE YOUR FUCKING FACE!



BE NOTHING, BE NOTHING WITHOUT ME.



HOW COULD YOU THINK THAT I WAS JOKING.

BUT I'M NOT, BE NOTHING, BE STRONG, WITHOUT ME.

BUT STILL CURSES CRUMBLE AS WE LET THIS HAPPEN.

WE CAN'T LET THIS HAPPEN.

YOU WILL COME DOWN.

WE CAN'T.



BECAUSE YOU ABIDE BY SOMETHING FUNNY

WHAT'S FUNNY NOW?

YOU ABIDE BY SOMETHING SACRED

YOU FOUND IT GONE.



INSIDE YOUR CURSES DIE.

FOOD FOR THOUGHT.

a warning because this is how I think
21:45 Jan 11 2009
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my thoughts
03:28 Jan 11 2009
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me

Fake Lords what a joke..
20:36 Jan 10 2009
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yes, I know, thanks I'm going home nad lying low for a while, taking a break from lifestyles.



On 06:14:33 Jan 10 2009 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



done! now your debt is with deshler not me



On 06:11:38 Jan 10 2009 (-0 GMT) wrote:



Ryu,



I’m sorry for calling myself “Lord” I didn’t mean it as being “Lord” of anything. I used it because I thought it was cool. I am sorry for shit that has happened within the last few days, and anything else I may have done. I’m writing this because, for one, I don’t want to die and two; because I think it’s the right thing to do.



If you will accept this apology and me removing myself from the House I will get my ass on the bus and be out of Strigoi Vii forever. I appreciate the teachings, help and guidance of the last few months, and don’t want to seem like a total asshole. I’m a little hot headed, and now I realize that in Strigoi Vii that can get me cut up and in a ditch somewhere. When I first said I wanted to be in the House, I didn’t know what I was getting into; and so, now I want out. I want out, and will never ask to be back in again.



You know, you’re right; I’m a coward, I can’t get up enough courage to come there and speak to you face to face. Some of that is fear, and respect, and the other is I’m not good with words face-to-face.



Morgan







On 04:36:43 Jan 10 2009 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



your no lord and I will see to it the Vampyric community cast you out like the coward fucktard you are and I know where you are and your shit is at the apartment bitch I am having them throw it out



On 02:06:41 Jan 10 2009 (-0 GMT) wrote:



I may be a coward, and o btw I'm not at the apartment... I'm at church, oh, and idc if i'm whatever you say you are going to tell them!



On 00:47:08 Jan 10 2009 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



hiding huh coward? Nothing to say pussy oh I know where you are. Hiding in a church wtf I am going to show them your profile you fucking coward

what a joke this kid is
04:57 Jan 09 2009
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so much talk with so little to say this kid is a joke



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lol ok boy to bad your mind is so small for one with such a big mouth. now run and go play grown up and play with the rest of your small minded mundane friends...oh wait is it not past your bed time child? or is it that your family is that fucked up they too let you run a muck? Night Child!



On 04:45:14 Jan 09 2009 (-0 GMT) wrote:



Wow, this is coming from a little man who can't use proper sentence structure or grammar to save his life.



But don't worry, your little cult full of other mentally challenged people will keep you company in your lonely little life.



You're insignificant and not worth anyone's time.



On 04:42:43 Jan 09 2009 (-0 GMT) TrueVampyre wrote:



LOL I do so enjoy your small mind and big mouth.

I am glad that the site is in such good hands as yours wow talk about letting a CHILD play with a loaded gun lol man you sure talk a lot of shit with nothing to say...



On 04:38:13 Jan 09 2009 (-0 GMT) wrote:



Yep. Cause you are an idiot. You don't know half of what spills out of your silly little mouth. It's no wonder you think you're some creature of the night. You're a bloody loony.



On 04:36:29 Jan 09 2009 (-0 GMT) TrueVampyre wrote:



you have just proven my point and you called me an idiot?





On 04:34:56 Jan 09 2009 (-0 GMT) wrote:



You just contradicted yourself.



''you know if I wanted to get down a childs pants it would not be hers''



''nor a child under 18''



So I can only figure you're talking about someone under 18 MONTHS old.



It seems you're the one who knows nothing here.



On 04:33:18 Jan 09 2009 (-0 GMT) TrueVampyre wrote:



you know if I wanted to get down a childs pants it would not be hers nor a child under 18 so enough with that bullshit boy. you talk a lot of shit for someone who knows nothing



On 04:30:07 Jan 09 2009 (-0 GMT) wrote:



Well, seeing as your 'you're such a child' comment is coming from an immature loony who haves all his members down rate one member cause he tried to get in her 16 year old pants. But whatever.



As to your latter comment, vampyres aren't real. But then again all you idiots who think you are just have no lives and want to seem important. It's funny, really.



On 04:27:43 Jan 09 2009 (-0 GMT) TrueVampyre wrote:



lol thinks? how cute you are little boy.

you know lots of us here think you are such a child........

It's funny how you mundane think you are the only higher beings. I am not here to prove that we are real.



On 04:22:43 Jan 09 2009 (-0 GMT) wrote:



You just look like some random freak who thinks they're a vampyre or vampire.



On 04:21:34 Jan 09 2009 (-0 GMT) TrueVampyre wrote:



lol look at my pic you the 16 year old coven master boy...



On 02:50:44 Jan 09 2009 (-0 GMT) wrote:



Do I know you?



On 02:49:04 Jan 09 2009 (-0 GMT) TrueVampyre wrote:



so now your going to hound this profile?

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A Vampyre's Love
21:19 Jan 08 2009
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As the sun rises in the East

So the breaking dawn of my love begins

As the sun sets in the West

I am overwhelmed with a burning desire

A desire locked down deep inside

One that cannot be concealed anymore



I long for one sweet kiss to quench my thirst

I long for one tender touch that will last a lifetime

At the end of it all you are my deepest desire!

A Vampyre's love is not today nor tomorrow but forever!

I'm the idiot?
02:50 Jan 07 2009
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gotta laugh at online drama

17:23:52 - Jan 06 2009

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we will never do any trades with you again that was bullshit she is a member of noctem aeternus and was coming home 8000? that was bullshit your coven will be blackballed for that bullshit







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He's an idiot.







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glad i'm not the only one who thinks that







The problem is ass holes like you two keep people who want to leave. or you charge fuck ridiculous prices. you both talk shit about people you don't know anything about. and one of you is a child who can't even pee straight who loves to talk shit about people and the other did not have the balls to say anything back...........Fucking losers

I know why you charged so much you thought I would not accept her back, she was going through a bad time in her life and lashed out. I am fine with that......... not only that I know that it's not true so I dont stress it. I am sick of you punks talking shit yet don't have the balls to say it to me.

To Lady Raven
11:44 Jan 05 2009
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~ One should rather die than be betrayed. There is no deceit in death. It delivers precisely what it has promised. Betrayal, though ... betrayal is the willful slaughter of hope. ~







Betrayal comes in many forms,

But relies on underlying intimacy

To insure a lethal wound.

It is an emotional ambush,

Carefully designed,

Flawlessly executed,

Producing an evil sound

In the orchestra of life.



"Let's talk about it," she said,

"So I might explain why you are wrong.

You are paranoid, suspicious

And you lack the proper trust.

If only you had more faith in me,

You would understand your flaws."



Then, filled with doubt,

And tangents notwithstanding,

I struggle with myself.

Am I flawed?

Do I lack the proper trust?

Am I paranoid and suspicious?

Perhaps it is me.



The Betrayer

Will wrap themselves in a coat of righteousness,

Impervious to honest eyes

That are searching for a soul.

Instead...

They will describe their soul for you,

And demand that you will see

The spiritual mirage.



And so I am stranded

In the valley of disregard.

Alone.

And I am left to decide

Who brought me to this barren wasteland.



Why does conscience desert me

And tell me that I am wrong,

When evil lies before me and not within?

And then I know...

That betrayal is not a lonely thing,

It has an evil twin.



Betrayal is a conspiracy

With those who would wield the saber;

Darkened assignations,

Construe d in private

By blighted souls.



Consider if you will,

Old Palestine,

Where the blood of innocents was spilled

By a thousand stones,

And jeers,

And a hatred born of lies.



Consider life in Salem,

And screams heard above the flames,

Hatred in the eyes of the accusers

Tragic death without a crime.



And so we arrive at a point in our lives

When I know that I've been betrayed.

I hear hushed conversations from afar;

Justifications and rationalizations

From those who have sprung the trap.

Perhaps I am wrong,

And this is all some tragic mistake,

But I reside in the valley of disregard,

And I feel the stones as I am tied to the stake.

My Gratest Creation
10:34 Jan 05 2009
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My Little Girl Mia she is 8 and loves me so deeply she , she is my world, my joy and some day my pain



My Boys Brandon 4 and Cris 11 through them I live forever..



I see hope for what lies ahead in them



So Far away but always close in heart and mind!



MY son Cris I am so PROUD of him he is so smart he is such a grate Grate young man with so much love in his heart. I know I am the one man who is truely lucky in this world because of my kids.

Dead baby jokes sick but funny
23:11 Jan 04 2009
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* How do you make a dead baby float?

Take your foot off of it's head.



* What's the difference between a dead baby and a trampoline?

When you jump on a trampoline, you take your boots off.



What's brown and gurgles?

A baby in a casserole.



What's blue and flies around the room at high speeds?

A baby with a punctured lung.



What do you call a dead baby with no arms and no legs hanging on your wall?

Art.



How do you make a man pregnant?

Stick a dead baby up his ass!



How many babies does it take to paint a house?

Depends how hard you throw them.



What's purple, covered in pus and squeals?

A peeled baby in a bag of salt.



What's the difference between a bucket of gravel and a bucket of baby guts?

You can't gargle gravel.



* How do you get 100 babies into a bucket?

With a blender!



* How do you get them out again?

With tortilla chips!!



What's more fun than strapping a baby to a clothesline and then spinning it around at 200km/h?

Stopping it with a shovel.



What's the difference between a dead baby and a peanut butter cup?

The dead baby won't stick to the roof of your mouth.



What's the difference between a dead baby and a golden delicious apple?

You don't have to bleed the golden delicious apple before you take a bite out of it

you know I am so sick of the bullshit
21:36 Jan 04 2009
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I have never spoken ill of you, yet I get screamed on by you all the time......I do love you that is true now I can careless if you don't believe me.........

I know why you left the house I understand what you are going through, I am not stupid. what others feel is on them if I felt the same you would know about it. Stop putting me in the same place they are I am my own person. I feel the way I do and they feel how they do.

I am sorry for what you are dealing with and if I could I would take it on my self. The only thing I can do is be there for you......

so your saying to let you run to this coward who talks big shit on the phone then comes to fight me yet when I come out side he runs? you choose him over me? The Family?!!!!!
19:17 Jan 04 2009
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Ryu the way i feel will never change i'm sorry you feel that way but what am i to do play second best for the rest of this life? to pretend to be happy wacthing you and jenny start your family and to be left out? this was not out of the blue and had just happened resently when he gave me what i need when i came home something you could not something you wouldnt even try to give he gave me understanding and comfort this life has been fucked up for us both we have both done wrong to each other we have 2 options now ahead of us we can live with each other and the choices we have made grin a bare the fact i am with him or you can conitne what you are doing threaten him making him mad that we are talking and i can walk way, right now it comes down to what in your eyes comes first my happieness which you know will only be short lived an ill be back or your own selfishness to keep me bound making it to were i will never want to come back... i do love you i just need something of my own i dont want to leave.....





Like what let him use you up and let you come back? you say he is food nothing more.

Yet you have his fucking name tattooed on you.. YOU BELONG TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I GIVE YOU MY WORD HE WILL FEED THE FAMILY!!!

THANK YOU GUYS ( With tears in my eyes )
16:25 Jan 03 2009
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we love you Lord Ryu

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well i couldn't make i page so i posted it here in the forums for you....

i felt you needed a little reminder that we are here for you and how much

we care for you, with what you have given us, the information you have

provided us with, a place where we do not have to be alone in the world,

and most importantly for being a friend, a brother, a adra, a guide, and a Father



Voice

Lord Ryu, what to say, there is so much. I am so thankfuk to have him in

my life, that is for sure. I was wandering around like a lost puppy searching

for something that I was beginning to believe was just a myth or even a fairytale.

He welcomed me here into this family with open arms because he saw my true desire

to learn. I will forever be grateful that my journeys in life led me to him.

He is a great teacher, and an even greater friend and dark father. Anyone who

has a close relationship with him is lucky, and should always treat him with he

respect and honor he deserves. I willalways love and care for him, as well as

this family. We have had our problems, but we have gotten past those obstacles,

and I see great hope for this House yet. If it were not for Ryu, we would not

hae the friendships and guidance we all have now, so I believe he deserves a great

thanks from us all, even though this is what family is all about. I wont let you

down Ryu and I will always stand beside you through the good and the bad. I will

always strive to make you proud.



Lady Falon

Well M'Lord, you know you are the only peice of my life that makes sense admist the

chaos. I love you so much sometimes it hurts. I didnt know love until the day I met

you. You arent perfect to the world baby, and neither am I...thats why I love you.

Because to me you are perfect. Everything about you fits. I am so thankful to have

you and Brandon in my life. You introduced me to my vampyric brothers and sisters...

you made me complete. For that I am eternally grateful. You have done so much for

Noctem Aeternus and continue to do more...you truely are a wonder. Everyone loves

you more than you know...you are an amazing man with a big heart and soul. I love

you baby...you are my soulmate...Always and forever.



Your Queen, Wife, Mate, Lover, Soulmate-

Lady Falon



Soluna/ Miranda

My Lord, you have stood by us thru it all.

You were there when we would fall.

You picked us up, gave us hope.

With our strange world, you helped us cope.

You watch over us like a guard angel.

And when we mess up, you give us hell.

Good friend and teacher, that you are.

We'll always remember you got us far.

Teach us ev'rything you know.

Help us learn and help us grow.

We've all grown to love you, Lord.

You live by honor, still, and by the sword.

You keep us safe and away from harm.

Your love for us makes us feel warm.

You make us laugh, you make us smile.

You laugh yourself, all the while.

Just a thought to let you know...

We all care about the great Lord you show.



Sekment

Lord Ryu, you have been a mentor, and a bro at the same time to me. Your honor,

prowess, and wisdom are very admirable and it is an honor to be part of the House

of Noctem Aeternus, with you as the head. I'm eternally thankful for the day our

paths intersected and for all of your hospitality.

~Sekment~



Skylar

Lord Ryu, I appreciate you opening your arms and allowing me into the family.

My life was heading downhill until I found Noctem Aeternus, or rather it found

Me. That day when we got in the car wreck, I was like "OMG, Good bye world" but

we came out of it fine. You inspired me. Normally, I probably would have been

rolling on the ground crying or stuck frozen solid in the seat. I saw that nothing

was really hurt, and you, with the steering wheel column crashing into your chest

where still up and walking. Thanks for everything!



Sky





Jen

Ryu



You are one of the most amazing people I have ever met. You care for us so much.

Are an excellent friend, teacher, Brother, Father to us all.



In honor of you I write these words, which cannot begin to express my true love

and respect I have for you.



LovelyXdeath

My Lord you are something very special out sheer generosity

you provide with the proper information we need, you

have created a place for us to be together and i am very thankful.

You are sweet and Kind hearted and strongwilled,

I truly appreciate all you you have done, thank you My Lord



and those that i missed i am sorry, i tried to get around to everyone but my computer is a piece of shit and wouldn't send the message sometimes or send it twice i am sorry and if you didn't get a chance to post it then it is right here

I died in the of your storm of lies.
18:14 Jan 02 2009
Times Read: 1,602

After all the things you have done, I was the one who stood by you after all of your lies....

I was there through the storm of your lies I thought it was over that you let me in.

I now see that I was just in the eye of the storm and that the worse was yet to come.....

You held me and said it was me your looked in my eyes and said it would always be.

I fell for it for you. just to find out that the you I thought was you was not true.....

I was still there.

You said there was no one else then out of the blue,

came a cold chill something I read in you an enemy from the past...

He came and took you.....Like a gust of wind you where gone.......I guess I died in your storm.



To Lady Raven Noctem Aeternus.

from two of my coven members jess and tay i love you guys
04:13 Jan 02 2009
Times Read: 1,626

Zombie Survival Instructions 2009
16:05 Jan 01 2009
Times Read: 1,653

A FUCKED UP ENDING TO 2008
15:23 Jan 01 2009
Times Read: 1,661

Last night I almost lost Jenny........

Like we do every New Years here in the hood they were busting shots in the air well we had some friends and family over. then glass come through the blinds so I flip and go out side to see who the fuck broke my window the guy next door grabs me and as I am about to lay his ass out he says chill look the cops are across the street.. I said so fucking what who broke my window he was like WHAT?! so I looked and I saw the screen had a hole in it so I went back inside and found a 45 slug on the windowsill it was less then 6 ins. from were Jenny's head was man I flipped.... as the night went on I started to cry I was so fucking pissed and the thought of her brains all over na man I can't think of it....