Hello my love, Daddy misses you so much, I know I havent written in a while but, its hard because the feelings are the same, living without you is hard.
I worrie that you are not happy or safe.
I won't put your mother down she knows why I worrie as I am sure you do as well.
Yesterday your grand mother called but I missed it because I was in class.
I called her back I said hello and asked if you were okay and she said you are none of my concern and started saying she was going to get me Cleveland style with a baseball bat, so instead of fighting with her I hung up, she called back a few times leaving me trash talking voicemails.
I don't get it, all I want is to be in your life and be the father I am supposed to be for you.
maybe they dont get it?
I dont want to fight with them I just want to be apart of your life.
I love you so much LC, You not here is like I am hallow, empty, a shadow!
Seems like trying to be in your life is on the road to nowhere fast
All my life I thought a love like this would last
But every road can hide a corner I can't see
I had a vision that I woke up by your side
I felt you're breathing and my soul began to fly
But who controls destiny
Not me
I had it all right in my hands
I had the room to fly and still the place to land
And so I'm calling out, I'm calling out
To the only one
Who can save me from what we've done
Please don't leave me hanging on
I'm reaching out and praying you'd come back me.
It's just darkness I'm living in
And you're the only place my heart has ever been
Maybe I'm longing in a way of a fathers love Thats naive.
Maybe I'm desperate for a reason to believe
There wasn't any way I thought that we would fall.
I've seen perfection in a rainbow in the sky
I've seen a child make the coldest grown man cry
But loving you I thought was greater than them all
And I had it all, by having you,but now your gone
And now there's a doorway to me heart without a key
LC wherever you are right now, come back baby show me how to live again.
Because I'm lost without you here
I'm I'm calling out, I'm calling out
To the only one
Who can save me from what we've done
Please don't leave me hanging on
I'm reaching out and praying you'd come back me.
It's just darkness I'm living in
And you're the only place my heart has ever been
I'm reaching out and praying you'd come back again
It's just darkness I'm living in
And you're the only place my heart has ever been.
I love and miss you so much LC.
Thinking of you always
Love Daddy.
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