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hey baby girl, I hope santa gave you all that you wished for.



this is the first X mas without you.

there are no words to express how it feels that you are not here

I bet you look so beautiful in the dress.

as I type tears roll down my cheeks.

I am praying that your mother would call so I can hear your voice.



I am not giving up on you LC.

I try and pretend I am ok but I am not..

Nothing is Right about this.....

I love you baby and I pray your day is filled with love and family with much kindness.

Merry X mas

I love and miss you Lilith Cianna Morales



Daddy

I am praying that your mother will call so I can talk to you I miss you so much.

I hate this, she was never like this, this is not your mother, not the woman I know.



she is still a good person lc so dont you ever forget that and always be good for her.

I feel so lost I am trying to find my way.



I just want to be with you I am your father and I miss you so much I cant think clearly. they tell me let the courts do their job you will see her soon have faith, but in the mean time I am missing you so much.



I hate this....I will come to see you soon trust in that... you are always in my heart and on my mined baby, I love you more then anything in this world.



Daddy

Please know that

baby they are sending me to a class about working on things with your mother because it is wrong for us to fight about you, now its just time to wait.



I love you baby I am not giving up on you.



Love and miss you baby



Daddy

I am on my way to court for ya...

I have been there once already for ya.

Just letting you know I am doing what I have to do for you mami.



keep your fingers crossed...

I love you I will be back and let you know what they say.



Miss and love you baby girl



always in my heart and on my mind

Daddy.

hey baby girl your sister Frost is her for the week.

She misses you.

But not as much as I do.

Your uncal called today he is having a bad time in his life, so we will say a prayer for him.



is it cold there? Its cold here.

I miss you baby I pray that I will hear your voice soon.

I miss holding you and playing with you.

I miss your hugs they are the best...



so whats going on with you?

playing with the tick magent taco?



I love you baby girl your brother cris says hi.

I am cooking roast chicken tonite...

you know cooking dinner doesnt feel the same because you guys are not here to eat with me, but that will change baby you and I will have dinner again and I will teach you to cook.

i miss and love you so much baby..

I dream of you most nites and wake up crying..

I know that a man is not supposed to cry but a real man doesnt lose his family so....



any ways I love and miss you baby

Always on my mind and in my heart.



Daddy

I hope you slept well.

so whats new with you baby girl?

I love and miss you so much...

I bet your so big...

driving mami carzy lol, be a good girl for mami.

smiles I miss you running around like a mad baby giggling talking to your self.

God I would give anything to see you doing that again.



they moved the court date till a later date, to give her more time to show up.

hopefully she will.



so any new toys?

new fav. movies?

whats new with me?



just doing what I have to, to see you again.

started writtin some music again.

painting new halo reach figures to make them like your brother and cuzen and our team mates.

you know just trying to do things so I don't dwell on the fact that your not here with me.....

Nothing works but I have to do something.



I Love you so much LC and I am deeply sorry I didnt try harder with your mother.

I will give you my all, I will never let you down I will keep fighting to be the father you need baby.



baby know this, that I am always there with you.

We have family out there trying their best to help us.

In the mean time as I said be a good girl for mami.



I love and miss you princess

Always on my mind and in my heart.



Daddy.

sitting here thinking about you and how much i miss you.



damn baby girl, i feel lost with out you...

sitting in the place without you makes this place so cold.

i miss your big brown eyes.

i bet your running around playing and giggling.



you know i think about you each andevery day...

i remember the nights when we would just watch movies laying in eachothers arms ~Smiles~ you know she was right, our family was all that should have mattered, but i guess i was blinded by the work i was doing for the community.

it made me lose site of you and your mother.

I see that now, and I wont lose site of you and how much you mean to me.



this year there is no xmas tree here because there is no xmas without you, so I cant bring my self to put up your mothers tree...

this was her time of the year, and well you both are not here...so it would be wrong to put up your tree without you.



There are times when I can hear your voice calling out my name and when I look it really isnt you whys there such a game, I try to keep you off my mind but theres nothing I can do.



I love you Nater

see you soon mami



Loving and thinking of you always,

daddy

Just sitting here eating chicken franks remembering when i use to feed you them and that one time you had some in your mouth for two hours because you didnt want to eat lol you stood there and fell asleep standing up with it still in your mouth lol.... your mother and i both cracked up. you did the oddest things.



i miss you so much baby...

i wish your mother wouldstop making things up..

people talk shit about fathers that want nothing to do with their kids but they still talk shit about those that do? this world we live in is sick..



i have to tell you dont let people get into your head, fallow your own path and let your heart be the light in the dark world.

be who your heart says you are not what people think you should be.



people are just unhappy and want you to be unhappy as well.





i love you baby daddy is comming soon...



thinking of you always



daddy

last night a member of the community asked me how much would it cost for the trip to FL. it looks like the comunity is helping in our reunion.



I am fighting for you baby girl, I am not giving up...

I love and miss you baby, I have faith that we will be together again, because the gods know what is right and just.



They see that what she is saying is not true and the community who know me, know that what she is doing is wrong and they are helping us.



I love and miss you LC

Thinking of you always



Daddy

I still find it hard to get out of bed in the morning,

not seeing you or hearing you, makes me feel like i am dying more in side every day baby.



but I do have your address and I am doing what I have to, to be able to see you.

I don't think that I will be able to handle not speaking to you on X-Mas or seeing your face as you open your gifts.



I hate this, I miss you so much it hurts so bad.

I would would do anything to make things better.

I love you please believe me when I say I never wanted any of this to happen.



I hope you re happy and well.



Thinking of you always...



Daddy

Today Your lil brother didn't make it, his name was to be Arick Gage, The Doctors don't know why. They said he was strong....



She is not taking it well at all, as for me?

It hurts to lose a child...I know this pain all to well....



Hurting, missing you, longing to hold you.....

I pray that the gods melt her heart and she doesn't make this go all the way so we can see each other.



I love and miss you baby girl...



Daddy...

Hello baby girl.

I hope your ok and enjoying your self.

I miss you so much, I cant focus.

I miss hearing you playing and watching you run around.

I miss our talks, and when you use to walk up to me and say "Throw me" lol you would crack up!

damn baby girl I hate not being able to hold you.



I love you lc



Daddy