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Saying Goodbye
05:26 Apr 29 2007
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I have known Ashlee from about 6 months after I moved to VA her and I became close then we became more I fell for her she cheated then I did it went back and forth we always want a child well she is 7 months now and well lots of people say it's not mine even her mother told me it's not mine, but her mother hates me. well she wants me out of her life but it's hard to after all this time now it's not that like I want to be in her life and won't leave no no don't get me wrong it is this I don't want to walk away from the baby, she says she does not want her kid with some one like me and my son's mother Janice because she has found god and what I am is evil. that I can't be with Janice and see my son with her, she can't do it so I guess I will lose another child due to who and what I am. If what I am is so dark and FUCKING EVIL WHY DID HE MAKE ME THIS WAY? WHY CAN I NOT JUST BE HAPPY! WHY IS IT EVERY FUCKING GIRL THAT I THINK IS THE FUCKING ONE ALWAYS SAYS THEY WILL NEVER FUCKING LEAVE THAT THEY UNDERSTAND WHO AND WHAT I AM, ALWAYS GO IN THE END YEAH I HAVE SOMEONE I WILL NEVER BE ALONE! TILL SHE SEE"S ME AND THEN SHE TOO WILL SAY THE SAME THING YOU ARE A LOSER LOW LIFE AND IF WE HAVE KIDS SHE TOO WILL TAKE THEM AWAY LIKE ALL THE OTHERS WHY CAN I NOT BE HAPPY?

I don't do drugs I don't fucking drink, I try to do all that I can I try to be understanding am I that what they call me a fucking demon? to evil that I myself can't see it. am I that fucking blind? So tonight I am walking away cutting all ties my cell, and I am changing my number to my home phone. so she can find a rick white boy her fucking mother will love that, and maybe my unborn son will have a good life with out an asshole loser like me.







well to all of you who read this I am A FUCKING LOSER I KNOW! I have I have 7 kids and two unborn. and I see none but yet I send money to all but my oldest son I don't know where he is. I guess I am just trying to find a family that won't leave in the end!!!







Prison gates won't open up for me

On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'

Oh, I reach for you

Well I'm terrified of these four walls

These iron bars can't hold my soul in

All I need is you

Come please I'm callin'

And oh, I scream for you

Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'





Show me what it's like

To be the last one standing

And teach me wrong from right

And I'll show you what I can be

And say it for me

Say it to me

And I'll leave this life behind me

Say it if it's worth savin' me





Heaven's gates won't open up for me

With these broken wings I'm fallin'

And all I see is you

These city walls ain't got no love for me

I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story

And oh, I scream for you

Come please I'm callin'

And all I need from you

Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'





Show me what it's like

To be the last one standing

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And teach me wrong from right

And I'll show you what I can be

And say it for me

Say it to me

And I'll leave this life behind me

Say it if it's worth savin' me

Hurry I'm callin'







And all I need is you

Come please I'm callin'

And oh, I scream for you

Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin'





Show me what it's like

To be the last one standing

And teach me wrong from right

And I'll show you what I can be

And say it for me

Say it to me

And I'll leave this life behind me

Say it if it's worth savin' me

Hurry I'm fallin'





And say it for me

Say it to me

And I'll leave this life behind me

Say it if it's worth savin' me.

What to do?
17:02 Apr 28 2007
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Two yrs. ago I had a son with a girl, who wanted me to have nothing to do with him because of who and what I am. Out of the blue she walks into my life and hands me my son. my ex is flipping out saying she doesn't want him around my other two kids and if I keep him that she is taking them from me.

Look this is how I feel I am not turning any kid that may or may not be mine just in case he is..

No I am not rich but I can give them my time and be there for them. Every day I am told I am a loser by my family because, well...I am! I am 32 and have no job. When I lost my car I lost my job shortly after. No car NO JOB out here no Job how can I get a new car?

I am trying to open up my own art shop but it is hard.

all I have after hustleing is rent and bills and some food. shit in NY I had all I needed POWER, MONEY EVERYTHING! I have fallen so far from what I once was. I wake up look in the mirror and see a joke of a man, I am nothing of the man I was. HOW DO I GET MY LIFE BACK? what the fuck am I not doing right?

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22:36 Apr 26 2007
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Take 5 second, think about my crew, who am I Noctem Aeternus





Listen my cry, What do you hear?

Live my breath, How do you feel?

Look my soul, What do you see?

Imagine a moment, You don't know me



Take five seconds and listen up, Open your mind

Never met me face to face, but persist to talk behind my back

In face, you never even seen me never been where I am

From, where I'm at, or even be me so check me, test me,

I ain't got nothing to loose, been down since the beginning

Stop and stare at me not who you are

Cuz your to scared to be





Reap what I've sown, it all goes along with my past

It's not the first time I've struggled and it won't be the last

No class, when you talk about another how can you say

You love me, when you hate your brother, you smother

But my faith keeps me difference between me and you holmes

Is that I'm forgiven, I got your back if you're down with my crew

I looked to him, so I don't answer to you



So much to say so little time for me to explain the way I feel

You only see things the way you want to see them

It makes sense to you all these things you do

You’ve got it all figured out while everyone is confused

How do you do it?

In your mind I'm just blind

You're right all of the time

If I think for myself, I guess I'm way out of line

I'm not who you are

I'm so sorry



I can't do anything right

You don't know me, stay out of my life

Kick me while I'm down, I want you to

I can't be like you

Don't want to be like you



No matter what I do it's never good enough

I give all that is me; still it's never enough

So, why try? I give up.

What does it feel like to be in your shoes

And walk over everyone like you do?

Tear me down again, I want you to.

You're lovely, so beautiful and

You're perfect in every way.

Your interior rusted and I'm so disgusted

Can't trust it. You're busted.







Don't want to be like you

Karma is a bitch lol
23:02 Apr 24 2007
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This is taken from ToiletDuc's Journal lol to funny!





So I walked down to change one of the jars of feed on one of our beehives yesterday evening, not wearing gloves, suit, or veil, because all I had to do was grab the jar from the front of the hive. Well, a bee flew straight up and stung me, with no warning. About half an inch below my right eye. Even though I've built up a bit of a tolerance to being stung, that was a bit unnerving being that close to my eye.





lol damn! Karma will come around and bite you in the ass, I mean sting you in the face lol

just more ways they try to stay ontop and keep the members below
22:52 Apr 24 2007
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Your Poll: How many of you feel that as a member on this site that most of the admin and I mean all that work for the site really don't care about what you feel or your views are.



Has been denied by Requiem.



The reason was:



Take this up with Cancer if you feel we've gone beyond the scopes of our job.

Here I will add comments about how people feel about them closing the thread, so the dumb fucks can see what others think about it. I have not said any of these thing and will add more to this as time gos on
22:38 Apr 24 2007
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it's partily because it was you who wrote it and the rest of it is this is really not a site for vampyres



On 23:03:18 Apr 24 2007 LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



as do I



On 23:02:56 Apr 24 2007 wrote:



I think thats not the REAL reason why they closed it



On 22:39:55 Apr 24 2007 LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



do you think they are right for closing it I mean the reason they gave?



On 22:33:09 Apr 24 2007 wrote:



well get em



On 22:32:32 Apr 24 2007 LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



tell me about it thats why I stay flipping on them pricks



On 22:12:09 Apr 24 2007 wrote:



a crock of bull to me



On 22:06:42 Apr 24 2007 LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



no go look



On 22:05:16 Apr 24 2007 wrote:



you've got bo be kidding me?!?!



On 18:45:42 Apr 24 2007 LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



they closed it













They too Petty and Show Way too Much Favoritism on the Forums. A Forum is an Open Topic on Discussions! Its all about Opinions and Views!

Fuck the Dominars they need to fucking read what it was asking, WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I SUPORT A SITE THAT IN THE EYES OF MANY DOSE NOT SUPORT IT'S MEMBERS OR THEIR VIEWS?
18:45 Apr 24 2007
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Your thoughts and views on Vampyres/Vampires please

Posted: 05:10:09 - Apr 25 2007

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PREMIUM MEMBER: | OPEN | CLOSE | MOVE |



Avete all, I have my thoughts and views of what a true Vampyre/Vampire is, and I know they are mine.

I would like to know what you feel they are. I know this is a site for learning about Vampyric things that are both the in my eyes the bullshit Hollywood type, and the real true life Vampyres/Vampires of today, Not just those who live as a vampire but those that truly are. I know there are the role players as well but I am not here for that thoe many think I am one, well they are wrong I am no R.P.Ger. I am what I am and yes at times I get upset when I run across those with small closed minds. I will not say sorry for getting upset about them, I feel due to there closed minds they make it harder for us who truly are vampyric to be who we are. This thread is to see what others think and what their views are on who and what we are, I know that no one person has all the answers but if we keep an open mind we can learn from each others views on the subject. So Please share you Views and thoughts with us all that we may have a better understand of who and what we are, and are not!



Thank you for your time

Yours in Blood and shadow

Ryu Noctem Aeternus







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Re: Your thoughts and views on Vampyres/Vampires please

Posted: 05:17:05 - Apr 25 2007

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My views and thoughts..written quickly because i do not have much time.



I have only beena vampire a short time, most of it has been spent here learning of vampires and religions and other sorts of things going along with the vampyric culture and lifestyle. I do not believe that all vampires are evil and I do not believe that they all are bloodsucking satanists. People who do not understan us make assumptions,mostly bad, and we can see as lord has posted that most of it comes out in hollywood bullshit. So it makes it harder for non believers to try and learn if they are being thrown bullshit at. I believe that a vampire is a person who drinks blood either for life support, asa fetish or another reason, and to be a vampire you have to believe and learn adn be accepting of the culture. I dont think that if you say you area vampire it means it, there are so many other things you have to do to be a vampire, just saying it is one thing, believeing it is another.







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Re: Your thoughts and views on Vampyres/Vampires please

Posted: 05:17:39 - Apr 25 2007

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What are your views on what we are?







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Re: Your thoughts and views on Vampyres/Vampires please

Posted: 05:22:26 - Apr 25 2007

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Mmmmmm vampires..the word bring songs to my ears and flashes pictures past my eyes...okay I'v grown up in a world of movies and gore and fake blood.

But damn it all if I didnt sit at the edge of my seat loving every second of it..



then to go home and read books about vampires and talk to them online...

fake fangs stage blood and razor blades tooting emos...

this all would make any normal person very scared...



vampires are those that are those that work on wall street paint your house, and cut your lawn, teach your children and judge your guilty (disturbing idea huh)



but at home..doners...needles..books..energy.....sex...and yess blood...all come out.



We drink energy like its a fine wine, and blood like water in a desert...



Vampires?....Nah I dont know nothing about em...lol







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Re: Your thoughts and views on Vampyres/Vampires please

Posted: 05:24:18 - Apr 25 2007

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Im only just learning, Im sure my views will change with the more I learn, but I go with MCgirl on a few things. I dont believe vampires are evil at all, that all depends on the individual, just like humans, we choose to be good or bad. Although I can see why people portray vampires as being evil as they drink human blood, although they don't do it like in the movies were they rip you're throat out with their teeth, they do it only with consent.







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Re: Your thoughts and views on Vampyres/Vampires please

Posted: 05:24:38 - Apr 25 2007

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Well I dont really know that much about vampyres and that is why I am on here to learn more. I am not a vampyre myself. I have always thought it to be interesting. But I also hate close minded people. I really would love to hear more on here so maybe I could here others opinions also.







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Re: Your thoughts and views on Vampyres/Vampires please

Posted: 05:25:35 - Apr 25 2007

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in my opinion vampyres are ppl who wish that they were vampires kind of like posers but with more dedication.

they dress the part and may even drink blood but in reality the r only doing it for appaerances.

vampires on the other hand have families not just groups but reliable families and they dont try to boast to the world hey look at us they just want to live theyre

lives and have ppl leave them alone.

they may drink blood also but they r wise not foolish. they dont just go around taking blood because they understand the risk of getting diseases and such.

they have rituals to worship in theyre beliefs and the are loyal to friends and dedicated to family.







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Re: Your thoughts and views on Vampyres/Vampires please

Posted: 05:31:15 - Apr 25 2007

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I am glad you brought this up my friend.It seems that sometimes we all forget we are here to learn and that there is always room for learning.Nobody is a all-knowing god to be blunt.

Speaking for myself, I regard myself as a healer since my awakening.I am a nurse in my normal job. I use my healing energies to help my patients. I am lucky in that, I seemed to have developed a second sense so to speak.I seem to know by instinct how to triage before I have even assessed the patient.

To be a vampire ,to me it means to be lucky enough to enjoy the heightened passions, tastes,emotions and just enjoy life more!

It sometimes has a down side as does life in general.Sadness,loss, pain all more sharp and stabbing.But then love, joy and passion are increased as well.So I consider it fair trade.

I also consider my vampire nature to be teacher and councelor as well.I have a passion to help others thru this life and it's sometimes painful beginning.And in teaching and helping others,I learn more about myself.

I do have the hope I will find more of my kind and of my time.And so have studies in past life regression.

My thoughts and views you did ask...I embrace what I am and never forget to listen to others, really listen..







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Re: Your thoughts and views on Vampyres/Vampires please

Posted: 05:37:46 - Apr 25 2007

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My sister I thank you for your words cut deep into my soul I hope many others see your views and it hits there hear just the same.







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Re: Your thoughts and views on Vampyres/Vampires please

Posted: 05:38:40 - Apr 25 2007

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In my humble view, a vampire is a person who embodies this way of life.

This person may not be immortal, but their lifestyle, class, way of thought and dress bring about the way of their actions.

Vamprisim is no curse, it is a choice. In this hurried lifestyle all of us live, jobs, appointments, children, family, concerts, which ever. The point is, the mind set is what sets us apart from all people. We frighten them, Facinate them, and ultimately we feed from them.

We are a mis- understood culture. Violence and anger is all the outside sees. But they neglect to see the beauty in darkness that we understand....







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Re: Your thoughts and views on Vampyres/Vampires please

Posted: 05:41:59 - Apr 25 2007

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I first would like to say good post. I have been a vampire for so long. As vampire we are diffrent creature then humans. we walk among the humans and blend in. Vampires are imortal souls that are reborn time and time again and as we are we gain knowledge of the time and the ways of humanity. we are knowledge seekers and yearn to understand the times we are in.







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Re: Your thoughts and views on Vampyres/Vampires please

Posted: 05:44:10 - Apr 25 2007

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Now we are learning from one another this in my view is what the site is about! Thank you







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Re: Your thoughts and views on Vampyres/Vampires please

Posted: 05:53:09 - Apr 25 2007

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we are here to teach and learn.

We seek to better understand ourselves through,

researching who and what we are.

One cannot learn if ones mind is not open.

Seek out to better your self in life.

Progress is what we seek, how can we teach if we are not willing to learn.



Respect! And recognize all! Vampyre,

Dark & Esoteric Organizations and Groups.







Support each other

open havens, start a business, encourage and support artist,

Dance, Performances, Rituals and all

forms of creative expression which will help keep the dark flame burning.

We are here to create a culture in which we can all

support each other and thrive at the fullest of our potentials.

Our community is far to small to have conflict keep us apart.







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Re: Your thoughts and views on Vampyres/Vampires please

Posted: 06:00:09 - Apr 25 2007

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"Not just those who live as a vampire but those that truly are."



Do I need to ask you AGAIN to clarify "are"?







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Re: Your thoughts and views on Vampyres/Vampires please

Posted: 06:05:33 - Apr 25 2007

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This thread is not about "what a true vampire is", it appears to be a thread about how you are not a role player. Seriously.





There are also several threads open as to the nature of vampires.



Please post in one of them.

Thanks Bro
22:25 Apr 23 2007
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Re: "You are such a blind Dick", I honestly agree with you here, this person iz obviously not listening, or can- not what so ever- pay attention for 5 seconds. How truly sadd...... do you have A.D.D. ? lmao



Re:"From a sister", I totally agree with her, my love, and respect goes to her. YOu my LordOfNoctemAeternus are more welcome here than my own blood family. They dis owned me lmao, all because I am different. But thats kool with me, I have all of you for my family now. :D >:) >:_)



I feel your anger and stress in your words, I am truly sorry that you have been goin through this. It iz bullshit that one haz to try to belittle you like in, " I will say what I feel is right LIKE I said to you" . That iz a little childish if you ask me.



Re:"Us against them?" I totally agree with what you have to say here. I believe they think they are above us so we are nothing, insanificant. I have always believed this, because the same ol' bullshit is still goin on. I try to look the other way now, but with you I will do no such thing.

Up In Here
18:29 Apr 23 2007
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Y'all gon' make me lose my mind

up in HERE, up in here

Y'all gon' make me go all out

up in here, up in here

Y'all gon' make me act a FOOL

up in HERE, up in here

Y'all gon' make me lose my cool

up in here, up in here

If I gotsta bring it to you cowards then it's gonna be quick, aight

All your mens up in the jail before, suck my dick

and all them other cats you run with, get done with, dumb quick

How the fuck you gonna cross this vamp with some bum shit? Aight

There go the gun click, nine one one shit

All over some dumb shit, ain't that some shit

Y'all niggaz remind me of a strip club, cause everytime

you come around, it's like (what) I just gotta get my dick sucked

And I don't know who the fuck you think you talkin to

but I'm not him, aight slim? So watch what you do

Or you gon' find yourself, buried next to someone else

and we all thought you loved yourself

But that couldn't have been the issue, or maybe

they just sayin that, now cause they miss you

Shit a nigga tried to diss you

That's why you layin on your back, lookin at the roof of the church

Preacher tellin the truth and it hurts



Refrein:

Y'all gon' make me lose my mind

up in HERE, up in here

Y'all gon' make me go all out

up in here, up in here

Y'all gon' make me act a FOOL

up in HERE, up in here

Y'all gon' make me lose my cool

up in here, up in here



Off the chain I leave niggaz soft in the brain

cause niggaz still want the fame, off the name

First of all, you ain't Lived long enough

to be fuckin with me and you, you ain't strong enough

So whatever it is you puffin on that got you think that you Superman

I got the Kryptonite, should I smack him with my dick and the mic?

Y'all niggaz is characters, not even good actors

What's gon' be the outcome? Hmm, let's add up all the factors

You wack, you're twisted, your girl's a hoe

You're broke, the kid ain't yours, and e'rybody know

Your old man say you stupid, you be like, "So?

I love my baby mother, I never let her go"

I'm tired of weak ass niggaz whinin over puss

that don't belong to them, fuck is wrong with them?

They fuck it up for real Vampyres like my mans and them

who get it on, on the strength of the hands with them, MAN



Refrein:

Y'all gon' make me lose my mind

up in HERE, up in here

Y'all gon' make me go all out

up in here, up in here

Y'all gon' make me act a FOOL

up in HERE, up in here

Y'all gon' make me lose my cool

up in here, up in here



I bring down rains so heavy it curse the head

No more talkin - put him in the dirt instead

You keep walin - lest you tryin to end up red

Cause if I end up fed, y'all end up dead

Cause youse a soft type nigga

Fake up North type nigga

Puss like a soft white nigga

Vamp is a Vamp, blood's thicker than water

We done been through the mud and we quicker to slaughter

The bigger the order, the more guns we brought out

We run up in there, e'rybody come out, don't nobody run out

Sun in to sun out, I'ma keep the gun out

Nigga runnin his mouth? I'ma blow his lung out

Listen, yo' ass is about to be missin

You know who gon' find you? (Who?) Some old man fishin

Grandma wishin your soul's at rest

but it's hard to digest with the size of the hole in your chest



Refrein:

Y'all gon' make me lose my mind

up in HERE, up in here

Y'all gon' make me go all out

up in here, up in here

Y'all gon' make me act a FOOL

up in HERE, up in here

Y'all gon' make me lose my cool

up in here, up in here

ToiletDuc I feel is a real FUCKING PRICK who just talk all big because he is online
17:06 Apr 22 2007
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Many others feel and say they have said they go to others about how rude and disrespectful he is, yet nothing is done?



why is it that these big mouth Mother Fuckers feel they can say what they want, is it because no one cares? I don't think that is the deal, because if it were no one would say anything about how he needs to die, I think he talks all the shit he does because he feels like he can't be touched because he is online, Well I am going to say this, his day will come. there are those he will meet and get cool with, just to get the rat out of it's hole. when the time comes he will be made to pay for his rude and disrespectful ways. he talks to people like they are nothing like he is above them when really he is nothing more then a fucking coward, one who knows nothing more then his own small little world, well I am calling you out Coward come to me, Back up what you say you want to kill the little dumb fucks of the world you say i am one of them talk shit behind my back well say it to my face or are you truly that small of a man that you lack the balls to stand by your words.



YOU ARE NOTHING MORE THEN A GRAIN OF SAND ON THE BEACH OF LIFE!!!! and will be blown away soon!

LOL This guy has some big balls LOL
00:44 Apr 22 2007
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ATTENTION!!!

Posted: 12:24:44 - Apr 22 2007

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Amazing how the Coven of Templar Knights has 21 Members and 6 are Blinded? That’s 28.5% of the Coven Currently Blinded! Wow I Wonder Why? Could it be that NcBandit is an Unworthy Arrogant Piece of Shit Prick? Yes that’s it LOL!!!! I was Traded to that Prick and told to give him the Favors that I Cost for him to Purchased me in Addition to the 250 that I Initially got for him when I first went into his Coven! So he was getting over on me a Free 250 Favors! Now he wont Release me Still but wants to let his Greed Consume himself and Try to Trade me for more Favors!

Also Amazing how his wife joins coven after everyone else, and at a lvl 6 at that with No Favors to her Name and gets his Mark? And is now Assistant Coven Master? And they Blind me cause I Only Stated the Obvious of his Favoritism!!!

So Basically NcBandit is Dirty Mother Fucking Prick Asshole!!!



These are my Words and my Words Alone, and I Speak Alone on this One!!

For my Brothers and sister of the dark
20:54 Apr 21 2007
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The Vampyric people's time has come, watch me set it off

It's been a while but we back

So you can count it loss



We lay in wait, don't hesitate

When opportunity knocks

Rush the gates and break the locks

Seize the day, we got moves to make

It's got to be now

Cause we're half past late



Say what you say, but you ain't shown me nothin

If you want me to feel you

Then you best to show me something



All bark and no bite, talking all hype

I hang with the illest

You I don't recognize



Desensitize and paralyze

Sabotage headquarters

Flood your bloodlines, we sterilize



Here we come

Chant down dem Babylon

The wicked men when he sees me he better run



We understand

Why dem cowards don't want none

The Vampyric Underground blaze the sound to Armageddon



My people our time has come

Let us set it off



RISE - Let your spirit fly

RISE - Stand up for yourself

RISE - Hold your head up high



Our time has come

Set it off



Choose my battles, unravel your crew

Dismantle, they still can't handle or fathom

What I throw at 'em



I can't imagine, they babblin'

Acting like I'm laughing, don't find it funny

But I smile at your sarcasm



You plastic, so tragic, your fake

So you mask it, no gimmicks, no antics

We real and we've outlasted



Your phoniness, so you best to come correct

You want to disrespect

Why do cowards talk the loudest



Papa didn't raise no punk

On everything I love, if you ready

Then come and get it son



Overpower the strong tower

Infiltrate top ranks

Count down the final hour



Here we come

Chant down dem Babylon

The wicked men when he sees me he better run



Me understand

Why dem cowards don't want none

The Vampyric underground blaze the sound to Armageddon



RISE!!!



Let your spirit fly

And I am wrong?
14:38 Apr 21 2007
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Vampire Rave was designed as an online resource for the Vampire community. Our goal is to catalog everything there is to be cataloged about Vampires. This is an immense task and we have a long way to go. With your help we will become the largest Vampire database on the Internet.



Vampire Rave needs your help. Each day we expand our database but we haven't even come close to reaching our goal. Your suggestions are valuable. There are suggestion forms throughout the site. If there is an item you think should be included in the database please don't hesitate to contact us.







You also need to quit presuming who this site was made for. Try reading this for some insight there. And read the front page of the site. Note the cataloging information bit. Note that there is no mention of "Vampyres," as you like, in the opinion of many of us, to play at.





You want to talk about how what was said is like “gay bashing” or even go as far as “a racial slur”, which is what you are eluding to by saying,” if a member said to white member you are a wigga cause you like Rap and try to be something you are not.”, that is extremely ridiculous and preposterous.

I am here to enjoy the site and do my job. And in no part of my job description does it say I have to listen to someone carry on because they don’t like the way certain parts of this site are ran. This would be the case since you think Cancer’s rule of not getting involved in arguments between members is debatable.

You want to know what can stop the hate. Use your block button.

I am done talking about this.







It is racial we are a people like it or not we are!

A Jew is a Jew what ever way someone lives their life, is what they are called by, Faith wise , as with the many different religions a Christian is a Christian for the path of worship they walk and pouting one down is not tolerated many times I have seen forums closed because of it. Ignoring it won’t make it stop! If our Suggestions are Valuable, and many have come to you with the same thing then show us! But now you say to quote you (I am here to enjoy the site and do my job. And in no part of my job description does it say I have to listen to someone carry on because they don’t like the way certain parts of this site are ran) Tell me what does this say (. Your suggestions are valuable) I know many have as you two have said Carried on and Keep the whining about it, about "who this site was made for," and similar complaints out of the forum and Vamp Box. (Vampire Rave was designed as an online resource for the Vampire community)



Well I know I have not misread that! Or this (Premium Membership is the best way to support the site. Your contributions help pay for the ever-increasing bandwidth costs. Premium Members are the sole recipients of future site enhancements ) I am a paying member when someone pays for something that give them the right to HOW YOU TWO LIKE TO SAY (carry on or Keep the whining about it ) till something is done about I got my Posting Rights suspended Because You Feel to QUTOE YOU! (Warned to keep complaining about being rated low out of the forums, and was rude and disrespectful in reply.) What was this (? Note that there is no mention of "Vampyres," as you like, in the opinion of many of us, to play at.) Or this (Keep the whining about being rated a 1) what respect did you give me by talking down to me in said manner? Not only that I did not go to you I was speaking to another admin for the site but you just jumped in with your attack on me and I am supposed to take being disrespected by a child? YOU WORK FOR THE SITE! I have a right to have my say in something I AM PAYING FOR!! Without being disrespected by those who work for it.



Thank you.



Yours in Blood and Shadow Ryu Noctem Aeternus.





P.S. next time ToiletDuc OR TOILETDICK mind your FUCKING BUISNESS BITCH!

A covo from a brother that made me feel good
03:35 Apr 21 2007
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You do not, like me, let things like this go to your head. You hornor me because you are so true to yourself, so there for you are true to others. You have moralities that you live by, there iz so mutch that I could write here I would eventually put you asleep with it all lol . What it all boils down to, its you being you.



On 03:08:54 Apr 21 2007 LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



Yet again I am honored, Why do you say this?

I just do what I can, I am no different then you my brother, I teach what I learned and learn from other brothers and sister.

I thank you for your kind words.



On 02:28:22 Apr 21 2007 DARK6eed wrote:



You sir, are true to our kind, you are hornorable, kind, knowledgable, and a good brother. DARKSEED >:)



On 22:28:36 Apr 20 2007 LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



thank you my brother what do I owe the honor of your bite?



On 22:23:15 Apr 20 2007 DARK6eed wrote:



You've been bitten by DARK6eed!

YOu are such a Blind dick
18:04 Apr 20 2007
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I FUCKING SAID IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE FUCKING RATING IT WAS THE FUCKING REASON WHY I GOT A FUCKING 1. ( I have a thing against people that think they are vampires.)



you are so blind to what is what and choose to see only what you want!







Your Posting Rights were suspended on 12:06:37 Apr 19 2007 by ToiletDuc for 3 days.

You can post again after 12:06:37 Apr 22 2007.



The following comment was left with your suspension:



Warned to keep complaining about being rated low out of the forums, and was rude and disrespectful in reply.

from a sister
21:57 Apr 19 2007
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No hun this is our site, vampyres, we are all one here. Don't let some jerk discourage you. You are more welcome here than he.



On 20:46:27 Apr 19 2007 LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



well I give up it seem as if I was wrong this is not a site for the vampyric community

I will say what I feel is right LIKE I said to you!
18:00 Apr 19 2007
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ITS NOT THE FUCKING RATE ITS THE FUCKING REASON FOR THE RATE!!!!!







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You can tell yourself that all you want, it makes no difference to me, nor to the point I was making. Keep the whining about it, about "who this site was made for," and similar complaints out of the forum and VampBox.



On 17:59:21 Apr 19 2007 LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



I will say what I feel and as I said it is not the fucking rate it was the fucking reason



On 17:56:49 Apr 19 2007 ToiletDuc wrote:



Keep the whining about being rated a 1, and subsequent explanation of how the site works from the administration to your journal, and not in the forums, VampBox, etc.



You got rated low, it happens to everyone, but most of us know better than to throw a temper tantrum over it like a three year old.





You also need to quit presuming who this site was made for. Try reading this for some insight there. And read the front page of the site. Note the cataloging information bit. Note that there is no mention of "Vampyres," as you like, in the opinion of many of us, to play at.



I've had to call you down on this sort of thing and others one too many times now. You've been given warnings by myself and others, and this will be the last one.

Us against them?
06:38 Apr 19 2007
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First of all I am going to say this.



Do not message me with this disrespectful way again. If you do I will not even give it a second look. I will just block you and be done with it.



Secondly it has been said numerous times, the block button is there for a reason. It even states:



18. So-and-So was mean to me! I want you to delete their account!



Administrators will not become involved in member disputes. If you find a member offensive, use your block button. All messages from the blocked user will be blocked, along with any comments they may leave on your Profile or Portfolio. Do not ask for a member to be deleted or reprimanded. You will be ignored if you ask.



I really don’t care what he said to you in messages. That is between the two of you. If you didn’t like what he had to say BLOCK him. That ends all the issues. No more contact.





He said you had a crappy profile and gave you a 1. That is anyone’s right to do so.

As from what I read that he said to you he did in no way flame you. The person has an issue with people acting like vampires, big deal.





Just because you see it no different then what you have listed doesn’t mean you are correct. That is you opinion. There is a whole world of difference. People are put down everyday for what they are in real life. They don’t have the ability to use a block button. But they dam sure go about their days and not cry over it. They move on.



You want to rant about people giving you a 1 do it in your journal. The forum is not a place for it.









My say



First off it has nothing to do with the 1 it was the reason for the 1.

This is a site for vampyric people what you are saying is just to block him?

How many others have to be blocked before you can go to the admins and say something. By his reasoning he is here to disrespect members of the site for the way they live their lives.

I am sick of VR admins saying just block him/her if someone started to flip on a gay member because he or she was gay what then or if a member said to white member you are a wigga cause you like Rap and try to be something you are not or it shows lack of respect for who we are. this is a site for the vampyric community and most of us see this as our home, a place we are free to be our selves free from the mundane world putting us down we live in the out side world we come home and here to get away from it and are told we have to put up with it here as well? PLEASE tell me there is nothing that can be done! I know thats bullshit by stepping up and putting a foot down we can end this type of hate. I mean I fucking pay for the site I want my problums looked into not blown off.

Why is that in our home we still get put down and we have no say about it.
01:44 Apr 19 2007
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People can rate whatever they wish for whatever reason they wish. That's the way it goes.



This has been a constant topic on VR. People will NOT be banned for their rates.



They can rate whatever they wish.



It's not going to change. ( from an Admin )



Look that is fucking bullshit when they start bashing someone for the way they live there lives and it is ok with the site, then it is time for the people of the site to take a stand.. when you rate a profile and you don't like what is on the profile thats cool, but say why, what it needs, if the art work sucks or there is nothing on the profile but ask me! but to fucking say it is ok and allowed that they fucking put someone down for the path they walk or the way they live. in my eyes there is no different then racial or religious intolerance, Vamp bashing, Gay bashing... put a fucking end to this bullshit!!! By not saying something to people like this is the same as doing it your self!!!!

many people on the site say they can be them selves here now we are being told it is ok if some fucking prick want to put you down for being who you are it is ok? FUCK THAT!



Look from the prince him self ( In a nutshell, you're either here to enjoy the site or you're here to cause problems for other Vampire Rave members. The latter will not be tolerated.) that is the law of the site then he should be punished!



Below is the convo I had with the fucking prick





i am here because not every here is retarded...you are psychotic you have a problem seek help. you are not a vampyre. it's like speaking to a child that they are really superman cause they tie a towel around their neck as a cape....grow up



On 06:25:33 Apr 18 2007 LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



you have a thing for people who think they are Vampires well I am not a fucking vampire I am a vampyre and if you have a thing for us then why the fuck are you on the fucking site asshole



On 06:21:31 Apr 18 2007 LowBo wrote:



i have a thing against people that think they are vampires. even if i did poor you i wasn't impressed and it's MY rating of your crappy profile



On 01:03:37 Apr 18 2007 LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



you rate me a 1 wtf ?





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Marriage Tech Support
11:52 Apr 17 2007
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> Dear Tech Support:

> Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1..0. I soon

> noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that

> took up a lot of space & valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0

> installed itself into all other programs & now monitors all other

> system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0

> , Hunting and Fishing 7.5 , and Racing 3.6.

> I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to

> run my favorite applications. I'm thinking about going back to

> Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn't work on Wife 1.0 .

> Please help!

> Thanks,

> Troubled User.....

>

> REPLY:

> Dear Troubled User:

>

> This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people

> upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a

> Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM

> & is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!!

>

> It is also impossible to delete Wife 1.0 and to return to

> Girlfriend 7.0. It is impossible to uninstall, or purge the program

> files from the system once installed.

>

> You cannot go back to Girlfriend 7.0 because Wife 1.0 is designed

> to not allow this. Look in your Wife 1.0 manual under

> Warnings-Alimony/Child Support . I recommend that you keep Wife 1.0

> and work on improving the situation. I suggest installing the

> background application "Yes Dear" to alleviate software augmentation.

>

> The best course of action is to enter the command C:..APOLOGIZE!

> because ultimately you will have to give theAPOLOGIZE command before

> the system will return to normal anyway.

>

> Wife 1.0 is a great program, but it tends to be very high

> maintenance . Wife 1.0 comes with several support programs, such as

> Clean & Sweep 3.0 , Cook It 1.5 & Do Bills 4.2 .

>

> However, be very careful how you use these programs. Improper use

> will cause the system to launch the program Nag Nag 9.5 . Once this

> happens, the only way to improve the performance of Wife 1.0 is to

> purchase additional software. I recommend Flowers 2.1 & Diamonds 5.0 !

>

> WARNING!!! DO NOT, under any circumstances, install Secretary With

> Short Skirt 3.3 . This application is not supported by Wife 1.0 &

> will cause irreversible damage to the operating system!

>

> Best of luck,

> Tech Support