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Death makes angels of us all. Gives us wings, wings were we have shoulders smooth as a feather of a dove. We all fly to the gateway of heaven. Tim now lays in the clouds of white cotton looking after those unforgotten, dreaming in his eyes the beauty of life and love, wondering of those that he left behind. So many centuries we have prayed while the beautiful wings turn more and more soft and delicate. Some day when we all die we then will grow our angel wings and fly to the gates of heaven and join those we have lost. We will stand beside Tim in the light of the golden sun standing tall.



By, Amy Meyers

(Daughter of Sue, Stepdaughter of Tim)

Uncle Timmy





Tim was an extordnary and exceptional man. He left his mark on all those that met him. Tim was unforgettable to everyone whether you only knew him a week or your whole life. I first met Tim when I was only about 13 years old. When my aunt Sue and him first got together the first thing I noticed about him was his long curly hair. I will always remember when he would clean the pools out in TPO that he would wear these bright hot pink shorts and be so tan that you could see those shorts for miles. He would come over to the house and sit there for hours talking with my grandma about anything and everything. Tim would always offer his help to any one that needed it. From the day that my aunt Sue and him got together I have always viewed and seen him as my uncle and will always. Timothy Wayne Simicek will be missed and unforgotten forever. His loving memories and time that he shared with each one of us we shall never forget. He might not have been a legend to the world but his legacy will live on through all those that knew him. I love you Uncle Timmy and will never forget you. May you rest in peace and the day will come when we will see you again.





By, Twizzy

(Niece of Sue and Tim)

To The Man I Called Father





Ever since I was little mom always played the role of my mother and father. It never bothered me that I truly didn’t have a male role model around but honestly I felt like something was missing. In 2000, mom brought Tim Simicek into my sisters and my life. He was young, dark, and short; I was unfortunately taller then him. The one thing that caught my attention with Tim was the size of his calves, I always found myself asking “How does his legs fit in his blue jeans,” but I never asked him, I just kept it to myself. Tim and I always got along, we never mixed words or had any differences and after a while I began to accept that his family and himself where now apart of mine. I will never forget all of the stories Tim would tell me and all the jokes he would play on mom and us. Most importantly, I will never forget the conversation we had one night about 6 years ago. He told me to never dig a hole that I could not get myself out of and that life is like the Nike commercial, we just have to do it. Throughout the years I considered Tim as my stepfather; when friends came over and asked who he was I would tell them just that. Tim did for my sisters and me all of the things a father would do, no matter how big or small. Like greasing the chain on my bike so it wouldn’t squeal anymore to adjusting the governor in our first car so Amy and I couldn’t go over 40 miles an hour. I could stand here today and tell you everything in the world about Tim, but you already know what there is to know about him. Each of have a unique bond with Tim that we will always and forever cherish in our hearts. Tim I love you with all of my heart and I will always hold a special place for you in my heart.



By, Danny

(Daughter of Sue, Stepdaughter of Tim)

Of course I was not born with the name Twizzy though my real name is not of importance to anyone in the world. I prefer to be called Twizzy for it has many different meaning to me though that I will get into more detail at a later time.



In everyone's life we have lost someone we are close to. Though some more than others have lost though they have called father, mother or even a lover. You can lose someone without them dying however. My biological parents did not want me there fore my biological mother's parents took me in as their child. They never lied to me about them being only my grandparents however and I knew who my real mother was. My real father however never was in the picture until I was at the age of 13.



There was a man besides my grandfather that I viewed as a father to me. He was the father of my two younger sisters. He was murdered stabbed to be exact in the heart on Sept. 7th of 2007.



Before this I have three really close friends to me. I never cared to much to surround myself with many friends and those that I did trust enough to let in was very few. One I will call my red ROSE for he was true and beautiful he was killed Dec. 17th of 2001 at the age of 23. The other I will call my true love the TRUE he was murdered by his own brother on Aug. 6th 2003 he was only 17. Last but not least i will call him the EVERLAST for he was great and everlasting was murdered on April 28th of 2004 he was only 24.



Though thinking things would not become worse and more suffering be caused I tried my best to not get close to no one else though like always that failed.



Recently on Nov. 28th of 2010 a man that was like a grandfather to me that I will call the GODFATHER for everyone looked to him for all there needs passed away though he lived his life fully. Only four days after this my uncle was found by my aunt and cousin dead behind their house he was only 43. I was pretty close to both but more so to my uncle.



My thoughts to all that has happened in my life is this. Live your life how you see fit not how others want you to. Be yourself and if no one likes it F them. I have been called many things in my life and most just might be true though I know who I am. Can you say you know who you are? Or are you guessing and going on what others have said you are.



TWIZZY

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DemianA
03:48 Dec 14 2010

That so many around you have died, and many violently is a tragedy. It seems you have evolved even through these circumstances as you continue to grow and become wiser. You deserve respect, and understanding.

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Bonez42
00:33 Dec 26 2010

Beautiful entry, you are a very deep person, and have been through a lot, and as far as I can tell have come out one bad ass lady :)

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