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I was born and my biological mother could not take care of me. My biological mother gave me to her parents. Two wonderful caring and unselfish people. They are my momma and my daddy and will always.



My momma has suffered many years now. Watching her be in pain for so long has been horrible. Though losing her is even worse. I know that now she is no longer in pain or suffering. Though now I no longer have my momma. I may be selfish, though being I am only 24 years old I am to young to lose the only person I knew would always love me no matter what and be there for me threw anything.



She has been sick for over four weeks and slowly it was getting worse, seeing her struggle to even take a breath was hard to see. I got her to smile at me one last time. I will miss her forever and I will never get over her not being here. I have lived with her since I was born, having the reminders everyday has been hard even when she was still here in the hospital because I knew she was never going to be coming home.



My momma passed away on her own, with out having to remove the oxygen or the ng tube. She was ready to go and be with her daddy and momma. Though that thought does not make this any easier. I love you momma!! I miss you!



Rest in peace - Margaret Joan Janise Schurtz

11/23/1936 - 08/07/2012

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ladybriarrose
08:19 Aug 09 2012

I know it means little coming from a stranger, but I am sorry for your loss. The price of unconditional love is the inevitable pain of loss. Take comfort in knowing the pain is always worth what you gained in love, and that part can never be taken from you. It is what has made you who you are today.

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JessicaItachi
08:23 Aug 09 2012

aahh must be hard. I know how you feel. I have not lost my mother yet but I have lost a lot of my family and some of my bffs. I may only be 18 but I have had to deal with alot though out my liife wich has made me a stronger person. And it will you too. I'm all ways here for you if you need to talk. I'm going to add you. ^.^

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