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Sweet Dreams



Upon the stars I sit and dream

of wonderful things I can not see.

Of ancient worlds

and mystical places.

Of earthly meanings

and not so friendly fables.

I dream of none earthly beings

and haunting darkness

engulfing the world

and swallowing it whole.

I see humans kicking and screaming

asking some God to save them

as they fall deeper into the darkness

falling deeper into the abyss.

I dream of the horrors

that will envelope this world

and can’t help but feel safe

and wanting to see more.

Wanting to see just how much more

this rotting world can take.

I dream these dreams

hoping to see a fate

that will never happen

but can I not dream

this disasterdly dream.



© Krystal S. W.

Beauty Within



I’ve spent my whole life

trying to be everything I’m not

trying to live up to

what it is

that everyone wants me to be

what everyone wants me to be

what I don’t want to be

Never having the chance to discover

the beauty within

the beauty within myself

or within anyone else

I’ve had the privilege of knowing

the beauty of pain

but never anything more

I’ve spent my whole life

searching for this place

where I can find normalcy

and maybe myself if I’m lucky

Take it

Take it

Take this from me and make it clear

softly I see what is coming

and it’s not what I am searching

it’s not who I am

but what I have become

the beauty within is gone

shattered with the mornings dew

shattered is the innocence

shattered is the beauty

the beauty

that I shall never find

the beauty

that I shall never possess.



© Krystal S. W.

This started out as a poem that I wrote a time back called "Sick Little Secret" which you can read here in this blog. But my friend Russell thought it would make a great song and so here it is. I think it is brilliant and I know I could have never done something like this. So please enjoy and who knows maybe one day you will hear it playing on the radio. :oP





Dirty Little Secret:



[v1]

Stay away

Stay far away

I don't want to see or speak

or to have anything to do with the likes of you

You've really done it now

Oh you've gone way too far

There's nothing you can do to take it back

I see who you really are



[v2]

Stay away

Stay far away

I don't want to see or speak

or to have anything to do with the likes of you

What do you think you know?

How could you think you could get me drunk

Just to see how far you could go?



[chorus]

You thought you could get away

You thought I would never tell

Well, did you ever, EVER think wrong!

Cause baby, I am very very strong!

So get ready to hear me yell

Trust me, this threat you won't forget

When I tell everyone your dirty little secret



[v3]

So run away

Run far away

I don't want to remember

or have memories to do with the likes of you

You're nothing more than dirt

Not even one degree

There's nothing you can do to say sorry

You'll never get close to me



[chorus 2]

You thought you could just betray

You thought I wouldn't rebel

Well, did you ever, EVER think wrong!

Cause baby, I am very very strong!

So get ready to say farewell

Trust me, this threat you won't forget

When I tell everyone your dirty little secret



[Bridge]

All I know right now is madness

All I know right now is pain

I've been thinking it over lately

And I just can't look the other way....



[chorus]

You thought you could get away

You thought I would never tell

Well, did you ever, EVER think wrong!

Cause baby, I am very very strong!

So get ready to hear me yell

Trust me, this threat you won't forget

When I tell everyone your dirty little secret



Your dirty little secret

Your dirty little secret

Your dirty little secret



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© Krystal S. W. & Russell



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Now for the orginal poem:



Sick Little Secret



Stay away

stay far away

I don't want

to see or speak

to have anything

to do with

the likes of you.



You've really done it now

you've gone to far

and can't take it back.



Stay away

stay far away

Who do you think you are

thinking you could

get me drunk

just to see

how far you could get.



You thought you could get away

you thought I wouldn't tell.

Well, did you ever think wrong!

I know what you tried to do

and I plan to tell ...

so what are you gonna do now.

Now that everyone's gonna know

your sick little secret.



So run away

run far away

like the sick bastard

you really are !!

I don't want anything

to do with

the likes of you.



© Krystal S. W.

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masterwolf
09:46 Sep 24 2009

very nice and your right it would make a great song hon

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Sweet Insanity



Sweet Insanity

take me in

take me deeper

into the cold abyss.

Oh' sweet insanity

I had to do it

and oh' did it feel so good

to make him hurt

to make him squirm

to watch him suffer

at the hand that loved.

Yes, sweet insanity

I had to do it

I bled him dry

just like he tried

but I'm just better.

I made him mine

forever this time.



© Krystal S. W.

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masterwolf
09:47 Sep 24 2009

very good hon

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Erasing You



I've deleted all the pages

torn up all the pictures

ripped apart the things

that you had given me.

I've cut you completely out

just like you've done to me.

I've torn out all the pages

from every book

that had even a hit of your name.

I've done all I can

to erase all that we had.

to erase you from my life

to erase you from my past.

But for some unforseen reason

I can't seem to erase you

completely from my heart.

I feel as if

something is completely wrong with me.

Has something not clicked?

You've erased me so throughly

so completely.

So why can I not do the same?

What keeps me holding on to you?

When you seem to have let go so easily

so completely.

I'm sure you wouldn't even know my name.

Then why am I here?

Stuck in this place

where you and I once existed.

Running things over and over

so clearly in my head

of everything we once were

and everything we were going to be.

Why can't I make it stop?

Just forget everything,

just forget you.

What do I have to do

to finally free myself

of the hold

you don't even know

you have over me?

How do I erase you

completely?



© Krystal S. W.

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masterwolf
09:48 Sep 24 2009

very good hon

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10 Little Words



Breaking my heart

tearing it down.

10 little words

and I couldn't make a sound.

10 little words

that took me completely by surprise.

10 little words

with intentions unknown

that no one else should ever know.

10 little words

that are forever etched

into my brain

into my heart.

10 little words

was all it took

to undo what was built

to bring back all the guilt.

10 little words

that mean far less on their own

but when put together

can tear down even the strongest man.

With the look on your face

you said those 10 little words

(So you're the one who almost killed my little girl.)

I can't let you win

but this I just cannot forget.

And that will stay with me

and haunt me

until the end of time.

Now I have to move on again

just because of those

10 little words.



© Krystal S. W.

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masterwolf
09:49 Sep 24 2009

nice work hon

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We'll Call It Love



Playing with love

is it even real.

So many broken hearts

it has to be

the real deal.

I've known this thing

we'll call it love,

all too well at times.

It's made me ill

and even want to kill.

But for the most part

wasn't so bad.

I even kinda miss it

when it doesn't make me sad.

Yes, maybe love does exist.

I just wish

that it came wish instructions

so we'd know how to use

this damn thing called love.

And stop with all the broken things

because all the super glue and string

is really quite sticky

and it's such a shame

to have to keep mending

something that shouldn't have been broken.



© Krystal S. W.

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DeathsEmbrace
12:27 Sep 11 2009

Well written and pure truth!

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Writer2Soul
12:35 Sep 11 2009

Very sad, yet optimistic at the same time

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Asphyxiate



The lust burning in your eyes

burning in your heart

spots in hell burn brighter and brighter.

Eating at your flesh

clawing its way out.

You've left your eyes wide open

losing your fear again.

Close your eyes

and come inside.

Watch as the clouds burn higher.

Watch as you get higher

as the cord pulls tighter.

Lust taking you over

bringing you in

dragging you deeper

trapping you within this hell.

Which brings you to the end

as your life burns quicker now.

The cord pulls tighter

and everything fades away.



© Krystal S. W.

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DeathsEmbrace
12:29 Sep 11 2009

Beautiful image of a piano sonata of the then e cord slicing someones neck with utmost decadence! Well done!

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Aracon
12:57 Sep 11 2009

Very nice

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Happy



I start to cut

deeper harder

inch by inch

watching the blood

flowing out

deep red

so beautiful

I cut deeper

more beautiful red blood

pouring from my veins

I feel nothing

only a sense of release

no pain, no hurt, nothing

I feel like I am flying

flying so high

the blood is pouring

pouring from the cuts

I go to the other wrist

I start to cut

deeper harder

I love to watch the blood flow

it flows down my arm

and I still feel nothing

nothing at all

the pain killers really work

I don't even remember how many I took

but I took enough

enough not to feel any pain any more

I'm starting to feel something

I feel light headed

sleepy

I lay my head back on the pillow

I feel so free

so happy

happy to be dying



© Krystal S. W.

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DeathsEmbrace
12:30 Sep 11 2009

perfectly captured the feeling and release it gives! the bloods trickle, almost a dance on pale skin!

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masterwolf
09:52 Sep 24 2009

that's how i feel at times

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Your Creation



My eyes are full

of the emptiness we share.

The darkness is sinking in

filling every pore

no where to run

no where to hide

the emptiness is taking over

filling my mind.

So much unhappiness

Why can't I get out?

I'm completely empty now

just by being near you.

You suck the life from me

while enjoying every minute.

The bullshit,

the lies

it's all part of your twisted game.

Tearing me down

building me back

with nothing but emptiness inside.

I hope this is what you wanted

because this is what you've started

this is what you have created.



© Krystal S. W.

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DeathsEmbrace
12:31 Sep 11 2009

And yet another to relate to; perfectly captured!

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