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Well today's nearing the end of the day on a new year. I sit here looking back on the entries I've made since I started my journal, half listening to the TV playing (and my kitten half snoring, yes snoring, behind me on the couch) and the wind outside picking up with the sound of snow eminent. I sit also in a new apartment that I've been in now for just over a month and look back on the year that had transpired. It has certainly been one hectic one.



For one, I've moved once more to my new place. It's been okay now, though there were a lot of issues and problems when my roommate and I first moved in. We've gone and reamed out the landlady for the issues and they've since then been mostly taken care of. But overall, it's gotten better.



For two, I'm glad to say I've got my kitten that is doing very well and is so cute sleeping behind me with his little paw over his face. Youko, my roommate's cat, is also in his box curled up and sleeping. I'm glad to have them both to give me company.



Three, I've come to meet quite a few more friends (both online and off) and very, VERY glad to know them. It's been wonderful making my new friends.



Four, I've also come to let go of others that used to be friends that no longer seem to care. One in particular that I've been having a lot of issues with since last year around this time. I've tried and tried keeping our friendship but it's no more. She seems to have much more 'important' things with her boyfriend and now expecting a baby. She doesn't care anymore and so I've come to a sad realization that it's just time to let go. It's just very hard since if it hadn't been for meeting her nearly ten years ago, I probably wouldn't be the person I am today. There's such a long list (and who knows I might make a journal entry of it too) of things that she's helped influence me by. But again, heart heavy with sadness, it is time to let go.



Five, with some more health issues coming up lately, it's been a very trying time for me. I have no idea what's really going on and I can't exactly go get tested to see what's up (if there is anything) because I have no health insurance. I'm hoping I'll be able to get kicked back on my dad's insurance (as it would be helpful) or if I have to go through Medicaid (which I'm trying to apply for). I'd just like to know what's going on and hoping it's not what I've been doing some research of the symptoms I've been having. The two would be a very big life changing thing if that's what they are.



But overall, I'm hoping this year will be a good year and I'll get a job and find myself more as the days go on. So it's goodbye to the old and hello to the new.