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I remember I was in a bad mood one day and was listening to a whole bunch of Evanescence songs and decided on taking bits of their lyrics and putting it into a poem of how I was feeling. And this is what came of it.







Under your spell again.

I can't say no to you.

I run to you.

But how can I pretend that I don't see

What you hide so carelessly?

Got to open my eyes to everything.

It's so clear,

All your lies,

I'm not believing.

I won't be broken again.



You'll never know the way your words have haunted me.

I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides.

You know you live to break me. Don't deny.

I'm sick of the lies.

You can't play the victim this time,

It's over.

So you can try to tear me down

Why are you trying to make fun of me?

You think it's funny?

What the fuck you think it's doing to me?

You take your turn lashing out at me,

Drowning my will to fly.

Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies,

So I don't know what's real and what's not.

Always confusing the thoughts in my head.

Maybe I'll wake up for once,

Not tormented daily defeated by you.



Must be exhausting to lose your own game.



But now that I've given up on you,

Walking away I see the pain you put me through.

Lost in your game to change the same.

I'll make my own way,

And hate me, if it feels good.

I can't hear your screams anymore.

You lied to me,

But I'm not buying baby.

Demanding my response,

Don't bother breaking the door down.

I found another one of my poems I'd written from one of my character's perspectives. This is from Kai, one of my many vampire characters, for a story I've created. Hopefully someday I can finish it and maybe get it published.







~Untameable Heart~



Some call me a golden white angel

when they see me.

My hair silver yet gold,

my eyes too.

Pale skin

icy cold.

Young looking

only merely

twenty-one.

But behind these eyes

I hold a secret.

I am no angel

even though I wear

this white.

I am immortal,

a guardian,

a demon

of the night.

Bloodsucker some call me,

a vampire that sends

others to fright.

A cursed life yet

full of surprises too.

Gentle sometimes but

others cruel.

This heart of mine

untameable stone

because being left

in this world all

alone.

I sometimes wonder if

there's someone out there.

Someone so kind,

so nice,

so fair,

that can possibly tame

my heart of stone.

In all the centuries

that I've gotten to

live,

I wonder if there's

someone, anyone

that their heart to me

they'll give

to tame this untameable

heart of mine.

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SheWolf85
07:19 Dec 23 2009

I like this one.. Thank you..

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