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8/7/08



I have grown like the branches and leaves

of a mighty oak tree

I have fallen like the sun when it sets

I have been broken down like a pinochio

But I have risen like the Northern star at night

I have had dreams , goals ,and plans

I have fought to protected

And I have shed tears in order to be forgiven

I have one medals

Sometimes I didn't win at all

I have taught others and I have been taught myself

I have been afraid of the unknown, though I had the courage to face it

I've see defeat in the eyes of my enemies

I've seen joy in my commrads in arms

I am just a human being

Just one of 6 billion and counting

Trying to get by

I have been called insperation

I have been called a bitch

I have made friends with my enemies

and enemies with friend

I have worn a mask to hide my feelings

For I have learn to be tough and to grow up fast

I am a traveler, an artist , a beauty, a geekm a weirdo, a difficult human at time, an lover, a fighter, a peace maker, a teacher , a friend, a hero to look up at

I have cared weight, scars and tears, heartaches, pain and suffering on my shoulders,

Blood as bleed from this very flesh under my skin

for others and because of other,

I am a healer

I am the trick of all trades

Through the good times and the bad

I am a chamelieon , I am a eagle that soars high above the clouds

I am a cheetah, ready to defend her family until the death, I am a person on a voyage that lasts a lifetime !

But most of all I realize that.............................................................



I AM ENOUGH!

thy skin so pale as the moon

so smoooth as the pedals of a lily

I only fall for you over and over again

Thy eyes that seem to effervescence

like a sunset across the sky

That make me go off into a daze of pure paradisiacal

I only fall for you over and over again

The way your hair ripples in the wind that seems so wild and free

What love I have for thee

The way your strength gives me strength

I only fall for you over and over again

I seem to be on cloud nine every time you say those words

"I love you" I am over joyed

God makes me seem so blessed

What good thing did i do to be so graciously loved by you

Your body is the defintion of a goddesses your curves make me think of an angel

And whe nwe make love

It only seems so perfect

It is truely the most happiesst days of my life

It only makes since that i fall for you

Over and Over Again

I cry tears that flow down my face like blue rives of a waterfall

Drowning in my own depression

But I don't show it

I don't want no one to see my pain

I don't want no from you

Because you made me this way

Couldn'y you tell from all the mask

That I put on

I was tearing up inside

Couldn't you see from the cuts on my arm

That i am no longer that little ray of sunshine

That you lifted up in the air

Can't you see that from the blood that i drain

My heart is in pain

You say yoy know me butt you don't really care

You say I 'm your everything

But you never say you love me

You used your money to buy me things

Thought you were being impressive

but really its not what it seem

All you need was break my heart mor e

All you did was show me that you don't really know me

But I was blind by the love that I had for you

Too blind to see all the pain and suffering yo uput me through all the years

all those moments

And you say you know me

Do yo uknow the real me know that your looking down on my grave