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in the dark i stumble forward,

wishing i could find you...

i call out your name hoping to find you,

yet no one answers me.



terrified i flee,

and in my haste i trip over something.

a warm exotic aroma fills my nostrils

fusing through my lungs

i recognize the smell.

its you.



i've found you in the darkness of the night

instantly tears spring to my eyes as i embrace you



"never leave me." i whisper to you

you nod and simply cradle my head.



you seem to be the only one,

the only one who can save me from this pain,

save me from the misery and tears,

save me from an abyss of hell



yet you dont love me back.

love is not present in your heart.

it is only blackness,

hate and rage from your past



let go of the rage and throw away your hate

let my love burn unto your heart and warm it



let me show you that you are not alone.

your never alone so long as i love you.



if you refuse to let me in,

then end my suff'ring

take my life and end this pain.

spare me from the looks of cruelty

spare me from the neverending sorrow.



if you will not,

then tell me so

i'll gladly end my own life for you.

my heart will beat for you,

and i will stop its beating for you.



there is a pounding in my head and my world is going darker,

what've i done to deserve your hatred?



am i really so undeserving?

tell me love, will i end my life for you?

or will you force me to stay here,

held in and strangled by the menace of a world unknown...



tell me...

tell me soon so i can live or die.

and as you say the words commanding me to die,

one thing slips forth from my mouth,



"i love you" is all i can manage to whisper,

as my heart stops beating and my love dies with me.