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I try to pass the weekend away.

I keep my mind at bay.



I close my eyes and you are all I see.

You truly are the best thing to ever happen to me.



I look at pictures of you and see the smile I made.

You make me melt every time, that will never fade.



With each passing day, our energy gets stronger.

My heart skips multiple beats as I re-read your IM's to me.

It still blows my mind that you love me so much.

That the woman of my dreams wants me.



You've taken my heart and soul and mended them whole.

With my life you have complete control.



Do as you see fit, no need to be modest.

You are my everything, my goddess.

Awaking to another day by myself.

The silence becomes deafening.

These 2 days of every week like cutting off life support.

The shear thought is frightening.



But it's not like I haven't been down this road before.

I've gotten my scars, survived and moved on.

All this will be no different, just another long run.

Once the energy connects, it's on.



Still having nightmares of past mistakes playing in my head.

The bloodshed, life lessons I've learned.

got to face it on my own just as she faces her fears head on.

At least at the end of this road we can both say what we have is earned.

secluded from the outside world.

yet we still found a way.

through friends and through family.

our love can't be kept at bay.



it has no form.

was not built from lust.

it was simply always there.

a spiritual bond of love and trust.



in 7 day will be 3 months since we stumbled into fate.

feels more like 3 years, so surreal at this rate.



just when I think It can't get much more intense.

you blow my mind like no one ever could.

I make you feel things you never felt before.

and honestly, I'm surprised I could.



Fate brought us together.

we can never be torn apart.

once Soulmates find each other.

they are forever joined at the heart.

The past 2 days has felt like 2 years.

out of reach, no contact, leaving me in tears.



Not knowing is the worst, hoping all is well.

Against this feeling I'd take a day in hell.



hopefully just one more day.

Then I can make up for the day I missed.

When I was dragged down south.

God was I pissed!



If the feeling inside is right.

up there is also a fight.



a constant battle for sanity and soul.

Survival at this point is the main goal.