I sit in the kitchen like a ghost. She cannot see me, but knows I'm there. I watch her smile as she sways to the music playing on the radio while cleaning. I have my fun and exit my meditation. I told Neil I'll be back by the end of the day. I get in my Fleetline and make my way to clearwater. flying down the road. I arrive at her house. She greets me at the door. I walk up to her and tell her I have a gift. I take her oracle from my pocket and put it around her neck. It starts glowing as soon as our bodies touch, our hearts race. We share our first kiss. Soft and sweet then growing to wild and erotic. We get in my car, she clings to my side. I knew I installed bench seats for a reason. We arrive at the Castle. The night went by like a fantasy come true. We never let go of each other, not once. We danced. I actually danced! had a drink or two then she started getting a little buzzed so we left. During the drive back to Arcadia, she tells me of how no one has ever treated her like this. She spoke of her ex and how she was disgusted of him. I listened patiently. When we got to my house she was too tired to walk so I carried her to my bedroom, laid her down and laid next to her. A smile lit her face. I whispered in her ear as she stopped talking about him. "it's over now" She turned towards me and says "No it isn't" her eyes begin to glow. "It has just begun" she says before pulling me into a frenzy of passion. Our energy lit up the room as we made love for hours then she fell asleep in my arms. I thought to myself. Finally I found my soulmate after all this time. Together at last. Our first night together. It feels so right. Both of us finally Whole.
my 24th birthday was last week on Sunday. Kelly has asked me to come to her house. I know the occasion, her parents will not be home. But something deep inside tells me a storm is coming.
At her house it's quiet. I see a blank expression on her face. Something is wrong. I ask her but she does not answer. Instead she leads me to her room and lays on her bed asking me to touch her.
I strip her of her clothes and make her scream with ecstasy. But something is out of place. I used to feed off the energy from her to enhance the fire. I felt no energy from her. Yet at the end she still said I was so amazing.
In the living room she said we need to talk. Here it comes. she said "you asked me if I love Joe, I do." she begins to cry. I not saying a word walk out of the house. I make my way down the acre of driveway.
I can feel her running after me. "Torque!!!" she screams out. She catches up and grabs my shoulder. in seconds everything she has done with Joe flash before my eyes. She lied about everything.
My love betrayed me.
I turn around enraged. "Can you not let my soul rest!" I yell. My anger builds up. on accident I inflict a storm crow. The sky goes black, lightning and thunder rage the sky. rain comes down like bullets.
"If I ever see him, I will kill him!" I say right before my memories take me back to 1886. When I tor out a mans heart. I realize I mustn't repeat history again. instead I walk home. 30 miles, what used to feel like a short walk became a trip to Pluto. So cold the destination.
I received a call from her asking me to see her at fighter practice. I attend, in hopes to change things for the better. While waiting for her fellow fighters to arrive she plays an Avril Lavigne song (hot). I ask her why she is playing that song. she ask whats the matter. I reply that I know that song isn't meant towards me. She looks at me and says you're right.
The vice around my heart tightens. A day full of Irony awaited me. Every attempt I made went without notice. She actively tried not to work with me which she promised she would.
Friday came. I promised Kelly I would meet her at the mall. She was crying when I got there. I asked what was wrong. She told me Joe sent her a text saying that he was not gonna be the cause of another breakup.
She cried the whole day saying she was gonna miss him so much. I couldn't take it anymore. I still went and helped her pick out a dress for Comicon. On our way to target my truck ran out of gas right on the hill.
It seemed like my truck was trying to tell me something because the fact is that this particular Target parking lot is where it all began with me and her 6 years ago. I guess my truck was trying to tell me the was no more magic left.
Saturday rolls around and Kelly asks me to Skype. So I do so. I ask her what I can do to help. She says there is nothing you can do. My final question. "What would make your life easier right now?" She answers, "being single". So I do the hardest and most painful thing in my life. I let her go free. Thus begins Chapter one of my destroyed heart. More chapters will follow.
The year was 1886, i was still mortal and weak. But could love like no other. Twas lust be my demise. Not of my own but my lover's doing. enraged and blinded by youth, I took her new lover out of this world.
Tor his puny heart out with my bare hands, and watched it's final beats in the palm of my hand as the light left his eyes. I spared her though. One rule I will never break is I will never hurt a woman, regardless how evil she may be.
Helena alerted the village of what I had done, not mentioning the cause. the towns people pursued me for years. Before I finally stopped running in 1890. My heart was too broken to keep running after hearing about her death in 1889. I was dragged through the town, and burned at the steak.
I didn't die though, just slept for a hundred years then was reborn for within that 4 years I was bit by a strange creature. As I rested underground the blood of eternity flowed through my veins.
I awoke in 1988 to a new world but with bits and pieces of my memory. Slowly but steadily my memories came back. Just in time to stop me from repeating history.
With eternal knowledge I grew stronger, faster, wiser, and love even more than before.
But I was betrayed again over lust.
But this time I shan't Kill again. This time I want to see what I missed out on. And move on. Loving someone asleep will drain you fast.
So the search continues on til I find the one who completes me. Then I will put eternity to good use.
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