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I made most of my 13 hour journey from North Oklahoma to South Texas by the light of the moon.



I started very early las Thursday morning before first light. As my journey (with a small Chiuahuah) progressed I stopped to visit a lifelong friend in the Souther part of Oklahoma in town called Durant.



After spending some qualituy time with her and having my nails done ( i know girly junk), i continued on to San Antonio.



I had never been here before and I have only one person in this massive city that I am related to much less aquainted with.



My sister and Her Partner have been kind enough to let me and Jack (the Chiuahuah) stay here in their apartment with them until I find my own place.



Jack is trying to adjust to apartment life and I have been striving to stay positive.



Darkenss seems to be my only solice in life at the moment. The days are hot and filled with bright sunlight and I long for the nights and light of the moon.



Late last nigt as I sat outside i relished in the cloud cover and cooler temperature. Then once again up before the sun I spent time in my beloved darkness.



This is my dull ness that I wait for night just so I can go outside. I have been this way for as long as I can remember. I have always be a "nigt owl". I loved working the over night jobs and sleeping all day.

Now being almost 30 and married I work during the day and sleep at night but long for the old days when I could bask in the moonlight.

Well here it is. My first entry in my new home at VR.

I stated in my Portfolio that I am not a wordsmith. However I can express my feelings.



Let me start by giving a bit of detail.



I am going to be 30 this year and I guess part of me is not looking forward to that.

I am in the middle of a huge transition in my life right now.



I have been married for 9 years to a man that I never really was "in" love with. I have been in love with my Soul Mate since I was 14 years old.



In the past 5 months that I have come to the conclusion that I need to stop taking the BS going on at my home and I need to be with my Soul mate.



So I am moving to San Antonio Texas in a week. I can hardly believe it.

I have a strait laced famly that doesn't understand my dark side and I have to find a way to tell these do gooders that i'm leaving my husband.