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Yeah... still trying to quit smoking. Kept picking them back up. I really need to quit though.



This sounds incredibly lame, but I think I found something that's actually going to help.



Crest Whitestrips.



Get my chompers all pearly white.



And give me one more thing to think about every time I want to grab a pack of smokes.



*shrug* In my head..... it works out to help fight the cravings, weird as it may sound.



I definatley need something to help.



Damned things.

I'm back at my parent's house. Insomnia's kicking my ass, and I have to be up for work in 45 minutes. 4:30 in the damn morning.



But, I feel strangely at peace. Walked outside to smoke one of my last few cigs, and got a breathtaking reminder of one of the things I've really missed about living out in the country. Stars.



Billions of stars. The sight never ceases to amaze me.



And, I caught what I think are the remnants of the Persais meteor shower.



Overall, I have the feeling that I'm moving in the right direction.

This is really a pain in the ass. And I'm not really looking foreward to moving back in with my parents. Less privacy, slow ass internet connection, half hour drive into town for work, and where my few real friends live.

Even better that one of my best friends is moving almost half an hour outside of town, in the opposite direction, so I'll be nearly an hour away from her.

Life is definatley going to be taking some major changes.

Hopefully I'll be able to get a faster internet connection set up at my parents house soon, I've talked with my father about getting a satellite connection and splitting the bill, that's about the only type of broadband available where they live.

Finally actually quitting smoking to top it all off.

At least I'll finally have less to worry about on the financial end, and be able to get back into school. I'm not even entirely sure pharmacy is the path I want to follow, but it's the best I can think of lately. So I guess it's worth a shot.

And moving back in with my parents is going to put a bit of a damper on potential in my love life, not that it's gone anywhere for a long time anyway, but, it's a bit irritating to think that in the event something should happen, that's just going to make one more obstacle.



Overall, I know it's really for the best. It's just difficult to see that at times.