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on a starless night

so many years ago

you pulled me deep inside

with a single kiss

i was just a child

still frightened by the dark

hiding in a corner

nursing a wounded heart

i was broken

and so pathetic

just a willing victim

for your black magik

you walked away

and left me there to die

with my heart still beating

and blood still boiling

i wiped away the tears

and grew strong inside

now i stand here ready

to face you again

so throw it my way

hit me with everything

im not frightened

by black magik

when thiz battles done

i'll hold my head up high

as the conqueror standing proud

over his fallin' foe

you could never

hold a candle to me

and as you run away

maybe u'll see

i'm the new master

of your witchcraft

and i'm stronger

than your black magik







-a friend of myin long ago wrote thiz-

you sit and stare, point and whisper

just because im different

does NOT give u the priveledge 2stare, point or whisper



you make fun of other people

just 2make urself feel better

calling me a freak, cuz im different

ur the freak for bein the same

the only thing that goez on in ur pathetic mind

iz 2make fun of other people

just bc theyre not like u

well, im glad everyone aint like u

it'll b a damn ugly world then

dont wanna b u

dont wanna b just like u

cuz if i wuz

i'd b normal

i'd b the same

i'd b tame

i'd b lame

i'd b a fuckin arrogant son of a bitch



just like you....

and that wud b a shame and a disgrace

to my kind and my wayz!

your too late

i've already spread the hate

not a thing iz right

evil thingz lurk in the night



i'm casting dreamz around you

you fear me when you see me

i wonder why each meeting

should cause so much bleeding



emotionz which run so deep

i cannot breathe

it'z killing me

break thru theze chainz

which are binding me



i'm opening the darkness, the doorz u hide away

and az you run away

the demonz watch you

running into the doorz of darkness



fearz that once dominated me

i cannot leave, itz haunting me

break thru the evil

to reveal my pain

somethingz wrong, i cant explain



you're afraid, i can see it in your eyez

i see right thru your liez

you're afraid, i can feel it

your neck i have bit

y did u treat me so bad

y did u leave me

u told me u loved me

u told me u cared for me

y did u lie 2me



now take a look at urself

all alone, so lonely

wishin u cud change



i shud of known

it wuz 2good 2b tru

now itz 2late

the demonz r already grown



now u want me2 take u back

and u look into my eyez n tell me ur sorry

and u see the hate in them

while they r turning black



now u r dyin a slow n painful death



u shudnt of done all thoze thingz 2me



the demonz watch u



now theyre laughin in ur face



while u suffer



bcz thur newborn hungry babiez

are eating u from the inside

and az they tear from your heart.............

a picture..............of me



flowz out covered in blood



maybe u realy did love me

maybe u realy did care

maybe u realy r sorry





But fuck you..........

you got wut u deserved

sitin on a cloud

lisenin 2naturez muzic

waychin the flashin lightz of death

hearin a voice i never heard b4

watchin the rotting skull decay from a

dismantled corpse

deadly tarantulaz swarm over me

decayd fingerz rize beneath me

happy trollz dance around them

frendz and freakz gather 'round

2watch

pull me down

dig into my chest like hungry wolvez

eatin flesh first then my heart

leavin my body 2rot

smellin strong blood

then i awake, DAMN , ITZ JUST A DREAM

take the light off me

shine the darkness upon me

shove me in a corner

a little black hole

shut me off, close me out

im the side of u, u learn to hate

just a black shadow

in ur semi-perfect world

you fear me when u see me

you showd me the light

you opend me up

now show me the dark light

and close me down

i dont exist in ur world

we're 2completly different people

but yet i see u everyday

im a part of u now

look at wut i become

just a figure of ur imagination

thatz y u close me down

i dont exist

than neither do u

standing in a pool of blood

with petalz of a roze bud

surrounding you.............

do you see it2

with hornz like a devil, eyez like a cat, clawz like

clawz like a tiger, fangz like a snake

it makez ur heart ache

standing strong and fearless

waiting for sumthin lifefless

az itz snarling at u with hatred

the demonz from hell haz awaken

standing strong

you know wut yet iz to come

fallin' petalz of a roze bud

floating in a pool of blood

even tho ur so close

you seem so far away

your not in my heart

your not in my thoughtz

but i can feel sumthin in my soul

itz like ur everywhere

try 2love me if u dare

tell me do u realy care

come with me into my lair

where ur life will be fair

pleaze dont leave me alone

your the one i love, the one i own!!

Leaping thru the willow weepz

Just az the screamz begin 2heap

Splattered with mud and blood staind



A sudden urge takez the pain

You try 2run away

But dying will u lay



With rotting flesh and blood

Skin withered like a roze bud

All you are iz a mangled corpse now









And i miss u so much, but how............