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One night as I was helping my school,

I looked up at the stars.

And saw it so briefly I thought,

it can't be true.

A shooting star shot by me.

In anticipation,

In excitement I told the girl next to me.

She did not see it.

Did anyone see it?

Was it only me?

Apparently, my feet have stopped moving.

I close my eyes,

and felt my heart beat.

My wish was love.

Oh, how I dreamed of it.

And my wish then came true.

I meet you.

Today was just like another day. I went to a check up which was a bitch to get there. I got my blood taken by a doctor for a check up and found out I have a little bronchitis. Why I made it through, was because I was texting the love of my life through out the day. How I love him so. (Truthfully though, I have my own fucked up thoughts too) I'm glad he is there for me and loves me. -^.^- I sometimes can't concentrate and day dream about him.

Memories burned inside my mind

There's nowhere to run and hide

The madness just beneath the skin

Lurking with sadness,

Of bloody tears.

My stability is shaking,

And ALL safety is a myth.

For my skin burns

cuz the razor sharp glass

I'm trapped in sin

The crime I commit

Is not one to commit.

Punishable by death,

But what if it's too late?!

Why do you got to be a bitch?

Treating me like this,

Telling me what not to do

Saying cruel things,

And treating me like the fool.

You hate me for your hurt ego,

but I ain't your clone,

so cut the shit out.

When I was small,

I always asked why,

and wondered if

my own life worthless.

But I realized its not me,

Its you.

Your a bitch gma,

And that's the truth.

You treat me so lovingly,

While though your slowly healing,

and the last time we texted

You asked me a question

So here's from me to you:

You're an amazing,

in more ways than one.

Starting with the laughter,

that fills my core when your around.

Your like no other,

you lift my soul off the ground.

Our conversations are endless,

they always change.

Your voice is so cute,

I can't manage but to giggle.

In text, your kisses make me wiggle.

Did I mention,

that your intelligent beyond compare?

Your Amazing,

in more ways than one.

Baby, I just wanted to tell you,

I Love you my handsome stud.

You don't know me,

You don't even care.

My anger surfaces,

so Beware!

I can be a monster,

whose emotions disappear

All that's left is this hatred,

This feeling of wanting to kill.

Can't you see your blood being spilled?

And the grin on my face?

As you meet your death,

by my two hands.

So, don't act as if you know me.

Don't fucking pretend you care.

I can see your game,

and I could easily end it.

This monster inside of me,

Just hates to be on a leash.

My control over it,

Weakens when this hatred has risen.

So if you treasure your life,

Just don't fuck with mine.

Because I'll take your last breath,

Not caring if my hands are bloody,

and watch you meet your demise.

Everyone has a wish

One they could grant

From finding themselves

or to getting rich fast.

If my wish came true

I'd go back in time

And make sure

Our friendship never existed

Our first encounter would never happen

This way the mistakes we are making

Would be gone

Plus, this never ending cycle would be done

I've enjoyed the time we spent,

I'll always remember everything we did

But I am tired of the miss-communication,

the avoiding when you come my way.

i know very well part of its my fault too

So, if my wish came true

I'd go back in time

And make sure

Our friendship never existed

Our first encounter never happen

Your lives would be better off

With out my existence.

But I thank you for taking the time.

You were two of my best friends

Now we are separating,

just knowing gives me pain.

Everyone has a wish

One they could grant

I'd wish for mine in a split second

Just to know

That the pain we all caused,

Was never done.

The memories of us would be gone.

COMMENTS

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Apocapus
02:43 Nov 08 2012

Well, I can feel emotion in this one.



But it had a nice rhyme at the beginning which mysteriously disappeared.

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Thousandyears
03:27 Nov 08 2012

i think it rhymes and has rhythm. I guess it just depends on how you say you it. :]

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When you were just a little baby

I held you in my arms

While I just smiled and staring at you

As time went by

I watched you grow

Walking and talking on your own.

Thinking of how you've grown

Of how you learned,

And did things on your own.

Just know that, I'll always be watching over you

Seeing how you grow.

Recollecting, all those memories,

Of when you were just a baby in my arms.

My little niece so fragile and into the world of the unknown.

And now your growing up,

knowing that I have to let you go.

But I'll watch over you,

helping you as you stand on your own.

As I get older

My heart gets colder

I already feel the pain

As I look out the window as it starts to rain

I never thought I'd be here

Thinking about the days I fear

I shed a tear.

And now I doubt every move I make

wondering why everything is so fake.

I try to smile, but inside I cry.

I feel myself start to fade away.

And it doesn't help when you look away.

As I fade away.

I would trade everything away

If I could have you back,

I'd even sell my own soul.

I try to smile but inside I cry

Over how I lost you,

Why oh WHY?!

I try to move on

but I still somehow feel your here.

As I get older

My heart grows colder

And I shed a tear...

You see the birds

they fly so high

Seeing the stars in the sky

It gets me wondering why

How beautiful things can die.

The time can go so fast

before you take your last breath

A min. passed.

I close my eyes

To see my life pass me by.

Moving on

taking control

As I head toward the endless light.

But before I take my last breath

I want to say what was never said.

Set the stages that were never seen,

to get a glimpse

What's happening behind the faded scene.

You see the birds

they fly so high

Seeing the stars in the sky

It gets me wondering why

How beautiful things can die...