You ever been to the point where your scared of trying something again though the attempt of it is either pass or fail? Yep, that's where I am. I already failed once at it and now I don't want it to be a repeated cycle. That'll just make my thoughts become reality. Let's hope that doesn't happen.
Every time I want to go somewhere on vampire rave, it gives me, "File not found." The URL can not...blah blah blah. What the fuck? Why can't I get to my messages or profile. I can get to my journal but thats all? It better work for me when I go to log back on.
I like it when people give gift cards for gift ideas, because then they can use it to give gifts back. My co-workers gave me a little gift twice already and I didn't give them anything but a card. Time to change that.
Who can't say no to cookies or candies. My grandma has made 9 different types of cookies so far and right now and now is making candy. (She already made recess cups) Every time I am in the kitchen I want to grab something. Who can ignore it when they taste so good?
I guess I am going to have a white Christmas after all. But I'm going to hate driving in it tomorrow, to go shopping. But at least I can make a snow man. This reminds me of a classical joke I heard. What's the difference between a snow women...I think you get the joke. lol.
I was telling my Bf that I wasn't prettier than my friend and he said a text going a little something like this:
"and where do you think your going with that comment you nimble phone charger? You are the most certainly prettier than her. Everything about you screams, 'IM SEXY AND I KNOW IT.' You could easily win the united states beauty contest hands down--they would all forfeit because your radiant beauty out shines them and you could very very easily win the 'American Big Boobed pageant,' without ANY ones help. Whose beautiful? YOU ARE!! When do we want it?!?! No---oh oops that ain't gonna quite work here...scratch that last part.''
I love him, for multiple reasons. This one is one of them.
I feel really sad for those in Connecticut. 20 kids and 7 adults shot. I hope they rest in peace and the murder is shredded into pieces in his own hell. What makes a person want to shoot innocents children like that? They have so much to live for. From the news, those adults that took their life I respect them for what they tried to do. They cared for the kids and wanted to protect them. I'm also liking how people are showing up to help the healing of the community too. They need that. The town needs LOVE, and restoration from this despair/tragedy. Furthermore, Adams suicide wasn't a punishment, it was the easy way out. But at least people are moving forward bit by bit.
Me and my babe have been trying to watch a movie at night together on Netflix. But as we got into the movie, I kept falling asleep. Laugh out loud. I never mean to, but laying down is the biggest issue. (Plus, hearing his voice is like a lullaby). So, now he's cautious when we watch movies, because he think's I'll fall asleep and I don't want him to. As of last night, I think he came up with a solution. We watched a movie 8 my time and 6 his. I didn't fall asleep at all and we watched National Security.
"I'd take a bullet for my partner, I'm having a hard time not shooting you!"--Hank
So yesterday I hear my grandma talking about me. I don't know whether it's on purpose or not, but it's hilarious. Anyway, she talks about how my attitude changed and I'm helping a little more around the house. (As If I wasn't doing that already). She says, that I'm doing the dishes more, cleaning the kitchen more, and picking the room up when it needs it. She also put in there she isn't yelling at me much because of it. lol. Truthfully, I am doing that, but for the wrong conclusion she came up with. She thinks the reason I am doing it is because I discovered what it was like to be on my own when I visited my friend. No, wrong. I am doing it, is because I guess I was being stubborn. Grandma always told me, ''You'll never be a good house keeper if you don't do it my way/You're doing it wrong." I kept telling her I would be, but never really showed her. (Me being stubborn, on account of her trying to be controlling and vindictive)
I was talking to my Bf about boob symbols. (D) (D) This is a full breasts. After I said that, my Bf puts, "thank you for reminding me. When you have kids your boobs will grow up to Zs by the time your done with being prego." I laugh at him then and say, "my boobs wouldn't grow up to Zs. Nice imagination tho." "your welcome," he says laughing also.
You know, I don't believe people much anymore when they say, "I will call you later," or "I promise to do this." People have broken their promises to me countless times, that word are meaningless. The actions are what speak and that's what I go by. I know there are people out there who have had there promises broken, not just I. And you get sick of it after a while. You just want to say, "Don't promise or say you'll do it, because your words mean nothing. Just do it." Am I right?
Is there a spell to be more wide awake during the night? (I don't like drinking coffee much) If there is, please comment and tell me what it is. Thank you.
Body language to me shows more oomph than the conversation people hold. People can add the 'uh huhs,' or the, 'go on'. People I have seen don't hold eye contact or much less give an open posture, but they do give 'continuations' (as stated above). People are freely to chime in their opinions, but this is what I think.
So I watched Saw: Final Chapter finally and it was with my wonderful boyfriend no less. The movie was great, all gore. Love that in a movie. Then we watched Hostel prt 3. Not bad even though I haven't watched the second one. This one my boyfriend loves. And now, I don't want to go to bed.
Wow, everywhere I walked in Walmart today I had to watch myself, because I bumped into like three people. One guy even nudged(pushed) me on my back a little to get me out of his way. Sheesh, people should oh, I don't know be nice and respectful. The holiday buying maybe 'important', but people don't have to rush. I'm just saying.
Almost done with this semester of college. I need to prepare myself for three tests coming up though and fix/practice my project again. I always laugh at myself, because its end of the semester. It's not hectic for me, but I'm trying to keep myself from going insane from all the tests.
Here's my thought on journals.
1. read them thoroughly. Because if you don't understand it, then don't fricking comment on it. And its common sense to read it thoroughly. I mean come on.
2. If you have a different opinions on journals, don't be an ass about it. Simply put your opinion, because if you are an ass likely people will be asses back.
3. Respect and common courteous. That speaks for itself.
So this has been on my mind. I know it is only the 4th but where is the snow? We normally have snow by now. I hope we get some soon. Even in Alma, MI there isn't any snow. My brother says tomorrow the weather will be 48/thunderstorm there. Strange no?
I had quite a time yesterday. Almost fell off a ladder, set up Christmas lights, watched Christmas movies, did laundry and texted my boyfriend. I even ranted about how kids are disrespectful to me. At the end of the day, I fell asleep on the phone while he did his own work. Now, up at 2 in morning talking still. My laptop went off for no reason. (I'll do another story on that later) Right now, my bf is tired and I on the other hand is not. (Waiting for him to fall asleep so I can hear him snore. :P)
Read, Darkhawk's journal about Lines. Because it's soo true. I've seen it in commercials and in TV shows. People read there lines from clip boards and read. the. like. this. :/
He said, "They come in all shape and sizes! Big peniscakes, sharp peniscakes, round peniscakes, pancake peniscakes. Fun for the WHOLE family! Dig in and enjoy the sweet, sticky vibrant sensation of peniscakes! Something your entire family will love or its on us! Call 760-555-8813 to order YOUR peniscakes NOW. Free shipping while supplies last!" ---- I fell for his text and me and him both laughed. To me this looks like a good commercial to be made. :P
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