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A thousand words can't bring you back, I know because I've tried,

neither could a thousand tears, I know because I've cried.

You left behind a broken heart and happy memories too,

but I never wanted the memories, I only wanted you.

Something must be wrong with me

with all this hurt inside,

always bursting with anger,

and never any pride.



Something must be wrong with me

if all I do is cry,

I can't stop this pain

all I want to do is die.



Something must be wrong with me

if my emotions run wild,

all this confusion does

is make me feel like a lost child.



Something must be wrong with me

with all these terrible things,

always there and never gone

depression is what it brings.



Something must be wrong with me

if I can't stop these thoughts,

all this pain does

is turn my stomach in knots.



Something is truly wrong with me

when I think there's only one way out,

"Let this pain end,"

is all my heart will shout

Harsh words & violent blows

Hidden secrets nobody knows

Eyes are open, hands are fisted

Deep inside I'm warped & twisted

So many tricks & so many lies

Too many whens & too many whys

Nobody's special, nobody's gifted

I'm just me, warped & twisted

Sleeping awake & choking on a dream

Listening loudly to a silent scream

Call my mind, the number's unlisted

Lost in someone so warped & twisted

On my knees, alive but dead

Look at the invisible blood I've bled

I'm not gone, my mind has drifted

Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted

Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow

Today's just yesterday's tomorrow

The sun died out, the ashes sifted

I'm still here, warped & twisted