The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

i dont have anybody to talk to... and i just kinda need to get this out..





my family recently found out that my grandpa has cancer... hes responding well to the chemo and isnt having any side effects besides fatigue. today he lost his hair though...



my dad is my best friend... he always has been... he just had his knee fully replaced... but hes had so many other surgeries and just generally not feeling good that it just really scares me and im constantly scared when i come home he will have passed on...



this on top of some past stuff and untreated depression....



im just lost and alone... and dont know what to do anymore.....