Careless I was, after the death of my daughter. I left home, started to move place to place leaving all that i known behind. First was Texas, a hot enjoyable place with many things to do. then to Ohio, working in a bar and playing pool on the daily. Bored of Ohio i left the live I knew and went to jail to clear my head. The month I was in there i learned more then i thought. Now im in Kansas hoping to get one step closer to where i belong. New Orleans? Cali? Oregon? Where do i belong? Where do i fit in.
So my travels have been hard. saint louis was ok, but i met soe great people there. Raye was one of them. We talked and she understood me. Our Departure wasnt the end of us thought, For i will see her agian one day and i still have future people to find in my long path of where i belong. hopefully one day i will get there, maybe i already am. For this new city will behold the truth if thats the case.
A man approached, he wore a brown fedora, a grey suit with nice black shoes, he was older in age with a stylish white beard and a cigar hanging from his mouth. He had this devilish grin when he walked past and i smelt something i never smelt before. I could hear his blood pumping, Like it was calling my name. I threw on my hood, Followed him keeping my distance. He then walked down a curvy alley. By the time I turned the first corner I heard a gunshot. I ran toward it, a black SUV drove off and there laid the man, blood around his stomach. He looked at me and raised his hand "Help". My mind went blank and dazed until i heard the sirens. My mind then came to reality, I was feeding. Hurrying I got up and ran, licking the blood off my lips.
My mind trembles at the thought, I don't know what happened. Only bits and pieces remain. Where do I go now, Who do I become. If only i knew, Maybe i should wander these towns Waiting, Hoping I will find my way. Fear of myself has became real. all the pain that doesn't go away.
My life is a blur, I don't know if I'm awake or in a trance. Wake me. Hearing the rain thud on the roof tells me I'm asleep because I see no roof over my head, only trees. Walking the broken path in search of comfort. I hear nothing, no birds nor leafs rustling. Dusk is around us. i see a shadow move in the distance, I shouldn't follow but I'm not the smartest man. Wake up. The shadow stops. about 50 yards out, it points.... Vanishes.... Wake up... I stare he was pointing to the moon. Dizziness. Soft pain on me neck.... Wake up.
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LORDMOGY
19:07 Apr 17 2019
Try online "Which State Should I Live In" type searches. They have quizes that could help you decide.
Example:
What U.S. State Should I Move To
LORDMOGY
19:14 Apr 17 2019
Also, my condolences on the transitioning of your daughter.