Well its been a very very long time since last I have written in my journal.
I just need to get this out...
The month of April has been more than stressful. all four of my parents have been having surgeries and on their death beds........and only me to be bouncing around taking care of them all and making sure the docs don't kill them......(or maybe that I don't killthem)
and non of them can be in the same damn hospital. In two weeks I went thru 3.5 tanks of gas.....ugh. then at some point during the month one boy cracked a rib in hockey and the other had his eyeball scratched and it was swollen shut for nearly a week.and the damn school nurse called me every day ......I guess she didn't think I could see his eye was swollen???? grrrr and as if that all isn't enough....my office closed at the end of the month and we weren't allowed to talk to our agents....No worries I have a better office but haven't been able to be excited because of all this crap.
So with all this going on I have been trying to be nice and not kill anyone...the guy I am dating decided to flip out on me the other night because I raised my voice with him....He pointed out that I have done so 3 times in the last 2 weeks......hmmm well isn't he lucky....I bitched my mom out nearly every day for the last month.....uuuggggggggggggghhhhhh
So I just bit my lip and took the verbal tongue lashing and threat .........seriously I don't really give a flying monkeys ass.
I really just want to be left alone for a bit. Let everyone do their own running and steppin and fetchin. I would be fine if it was just the boys and me for awhile....so I didn't have to entertain anyone...
I did manage to get in a massage the other night....ha....my massage lady said.......umm your worse now than you were the very first session....You can still bounce a quarter off me shoulders they are so hard and tight .....not in a good way :(
So I guess the bright side......
Noone has died (yet)
the boys are both healing nicely
I get a new office next week
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ok I feel a tiny bit better
thanks for listening
COMMENTS
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BLOODLIFE
10:29 May 04 2013
Love you xxx
RedQueen
07:13 May 05 2013
Dammit girl, get on your bitch slappin clothes...lol
And kick that ass to the curb. Seriously.