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Hello my beloved journal. Sorry to have been away for so long, Things have just been happening.

Where to start............

My dear computer had a few personal issues it needed to work through....hopefully it is doing better now.

My mom is in the hospital...she went in with a swollen throat and coughing up small amounts of blood and now she sounds worse than she went in.....and they are going to take out her gall bladder and do a biopsy on her throat. Drs about 3-5 yrs ago when removing her breasts due to cancer told her it would come back but they didnt know where.......so we are preping for the worse.

My stepdad, poor man, he is doing about the same as my mom. He is losing weight like crazy, he is depressed, he is getting more short tempered with my mom. He is very sick, but afraid to have the doctors tell him what he has figured out for the most part. It is believed that he may have stomach cancer and its just slowly killing him......that is on top of him being a walking time-bomb with his heart. The doctors tell him that he will just drop dead with no warning. WTF.

Then, let's see what else, ......I really miss my grandpa!

I worry about my friend. He hates his job. He is always tired, and doesnt feel well. I think he is in somewhat of a depression and I don't know how to help him. I am just always there for him. We do have so much fun together. I am trying to get excited about our trip to London in october. But, I don't want to be excited and find out that one of us has lost our job and we cannot go. So I am keeping it very mellow. And praying everyday that we keep our jobs.

That sucks too......always worrying about work. I stress every day that I hope we have enough orders that they need me. Please keep me.



My cousin is going through a divorce. I am trying to be there for him as much as I can. I wish there were something I could do to help him more. He sounds so sad and tired. I hope I am being possitive enough for him.



I wish I could waive my magic wand and fix everything for everyone.



Lets see........the boys are back at school, they are riding their bikes to school now.....I followed them the first day. LOL......I got busted. They saw me. But they did good.



Not sure I told you or not.....but their dad had to take a night job cuz, he was laid off his current job. and so the boys are living with me all the time now. He gets them every other weekend. But the boys are always here. Which is good and drives me nuts too.



So anyways..........

I am happy in my relationship, the boys are healthy, I currently have a job, the bills are paid mostly.....lol, things are what they are suppose to be.........



Sounds like life to me.

xoxo

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DedLocke
16:32 Aug 15 2009

Glad to see you here...I've been wondering what was going on in your world...

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RedQueen
20:18 Sep 17 2009

I don't know if it marrers or helps...



But when I was losing my mind, not knowing what to do or how to do it, you were there for me. You helped me an awful lot, and I don't know how I would have gotten through that abyss if it hadn't been for you.



When you have doubts about how important you are to people, please remember that.

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Wow......you go away for a few weeks and when you get back the entire VR world has morphed. :o)

Very nice.....now just need to find my way around once again.....

I use to be able to navigate with my eyes closed.....lol

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ladySnowStrixx
15:41 Aug 15 2009

Welcome to the party hon, we all had that problem but glad your back.

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