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So it's a long road, it all changed and I still have a long road to follow if I can find the commitment to carry on.



Well I've got this far and I don't even think it is half way now so it's harder than it used to be. Things change and having to many Sires makes this site......



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Welcome Theban





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Well I have been working on a few things here and there. I'm writing out a revamped profile and just haven't got round to changing it yet.



I'm still stuck on a background and have been searching but I can't find one to stick with...I feel I still want the moon.



I been rating as well and have rated today over three hundred profiles with about twenty portfolios....



I wonder if there is a limit to how many you can rate in a day....maybe this is why I got logged out!

I had some one message me about my old friend the devil. They wanted to know that as I had stated I didn't believe in god or the devil why my picture on my profile was of a horned ...well devil.



A bloody good question and one which hasn't ever been asked before.



Well I tried to explain to them that the devil is me. My enemy and not really my friend. The one who is the opposite to being positive...my negative nature...the one who I must destroy...the one who almost ruined my life,...the one who even now after years of control and restraint still lurks and does every now and then take control...BUT...only if I allow by being weak. My shield is stronger than ever before but I see the negative more and more in recent times and not just in me!



And yet....what power to feel the negative flow inside..wow...So I must be on my guard at all times because I have tasted the sweetness of the negative, and bathed in the pain and destruction that it has caused.



That's why I walk a different path now, one of positive and love.



It took along time for me to be able to say



I love you



I am sorry



Please forgive me



Thank you to the universe





As for the picture...I allow it.