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Today I quit. I quit everything I thought I was. I've outgrown it. I was pretending, I think. Pretending to be someone/something I'm not. I did it years ago for someone I used to love but who did not really love me back. So why, after 3 years, was I keeping up the facade? I'm not a dark soul. I don't need to 'feed' off of the energy of others in order to survive. I never have. Not really. I wanted to need it because I was enamored with the idea of what was going on. I've outgrown the teenager I used to be. I'm an adult now. A wife (a REAL one). A mother. I stopped playing pretend a while a go, picking it up every now and then for no particular reason. I respect the people whose lifestyle this is and who feel at home in it. I no longer do, and really, I never did.



I simply outgrew something I never was.