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Make me believe I'm human
Make me believe I'm not the voice in my mind
I don't believe all the wrong I've done is forgiven
Make me believe I'm living
Make me believe I'm not the face that I hide
I don't believe another day I can breathe so forsaken

Can you see my disease
Can not hide what's inside

I'm moving paralyzed
And living hypnotized
Hit right between the eyes
Living with the Devil inside

Can you see my disease
Meet the Devil inside of me

Is this the fate I've been given
I hear it calling in the dead of the night
I don't believe I can ever be free
Of this hell that lives inside of me

Can you see my disease
Can not hide what's inside

I'm moving paralyzed
And living hypnotized
Hit right between the eyes
Living with the Devil inside

See the face inside
Look me in the eye and see the face inside
Look me in the eye and see the face I hide

I'm moving paralyzed
And living hypnotized
Hit right between the eyes
Living with the Devil inside

Look me in the eye and see the face inside
Look me in the eye and see the face I hide

I'm tired of bleeding for the ones that I love
Look to the heavens but there's no one above
One day you need me, the other you hate
We've all got problems, I can fucking relate

I've tried my best to be humble
I've tried so hard to explain
I know that nothing is easy
(Over and over)
I know that all of it's my fault
I bring you nothing but pain
Look at the way that you treat me
That's why I'm insane

Top of the world
Living the dream, wake me up, wake me up when it's over
Top of the world
Living the dream, wake me up, wake me up when it's over

I'm sick of burning for the ones I despise
Have you mistaken me for some other guy
One day you love me, the other you run
My life's a comedy, well isn't this fun?

I've tried my best to be humble
I've tried so hard to explain
I know that nothing is easy
(Over and over)
I know that all of it's my fault
I bring you nothing but pain
Look at the way that you treat me
That's why I'm insane

Top of the world
Living the dream, wake me up, wake me up when it's over
Top of the world
Living the dream, wake me up, wake me up when it's over

You know I'm living it up
Never giving a fuck
I heard you're down on your luck
I-I just wanna take it
Living it up
Never giving a fuck
Never giving it up
I-I just wanna break it down

Top of the world
Living the dream, wake me up, wake me up when it's over
Top of the world
Living the dream, wake me up, wake me up when it's over
Top of the world
Living the dream, wake me up, wake me up when it's over
Top of the world
Living the dream, wake me up, wake me up when it's over

There's nothing left for me to say
The thought of end is killing me
I guess it's time for my demise
There's no more time
I'm left aside
There's no more pain
There's no more tears
There's no more feeling
No more fear
The darkness creeps upon my skin
These wounds won't heal
This is my sin
This is the black abyss
My life's apocalypse
Eternal suffering
No future for me to see
This is the black abyss
Executor of my soul
This darkness fills my eyes
And I'm now left behind
As my life rots away
I long the day of my decay
I'll soon be there in death's grasp
It won't let go now I'm dead
This paranoia
I can't last
These days are now my last
The sense of evil is closing in
It is a phobia that kills within
This is the black abyss
My life's apocalypse
Eternal suffering
No future for me to see
This is the black abyss
Executor of my soul
This darkness fills my eyes
And I'm now left behind
This is the black abyss
My life's apocalypse
Eternal suffering
No future for me to see
This is the black abyss
Executor of my soul
This darkness fills my eyes
And I'm now left behind

Try to forget what I did
Guilt beginning to settle in
Let’s not pretend that it’s alright
I could not stay to watch us fall apart

I left you behind with nothing, no one
I left myself with these wounds, this pain (and now)

You are nothing but ashes, left of all I once knew
You are no more than a memory
Burning with the truth

Save us both from the heartache
Was it so hard to walk away?
You are innocence at its best
I do not deserve what you offer

I left you behind with nothing, no one
I left myself with these wounds, this pain (and now)

You are nothing but ashes, left of all I once knew
You are no more than a memory
Burning with the truth

Nothing but ashes [x2]
(Oh oh oh, oh oh oh) [x4]
Nothing but ashes

[Solo]

I left you behind with nothing, no one
I left myself with these wounds, this pain (and now, now, now)

You are nothing but ashes, left of all I once knew
You are no more than a memory
Burning with the truth [x2]

Nothing but ashes [x2]

Hate
I'm filled with hate, and guilt, and regret
How did I get so lost
Fight
I'll end this fight; pull myself out
Save myself at all costs
Give me my
My life back
How
How'd we come this far
And what did we survive
I'd rather live my life through Honest Eyes
Where did we go wrong
And what did we not see
I'd rather live my life through Honest Eyes
Scarred
The things I've done have left me scarred
I broke down every wall
Disgraced
A victim of my own disgrace
I rise above it all
It was driving me mad
It will mark the end
My path is clearer through honest eyes
My will is stronger through honest eyes
I'm taking my
My life back

I take one step forward, and two steps back
Its always been like that
It shouldn't be like that
I'm trying to overcome myself
Trying to work around this hell

Two steps forward, and three steps back
Why is life like that?
Why am I like that?
I'm trying to understand myself
Trying to fight through this hell

Why can't I see this clearly
Why can't I

Hey hey you, are you living the dream
Seen what I've seen, nothing is clean
Hey hey you, while I'm rolling the dice
I'm paying the price, I've been walking on ice
Hey hey you, just get outta my way
At the end of the day, you've got nothing to say
Hey hey you, see the look in my eyes
Will the sun ever rise, will the sun ever rise?

(Will the sun ever rise again)

All the days gone by and I can't get em back
What was my name now, what is my name now?
Tryin' to rise above myself
Tryin' to look beyond this hell
Seems like I got way off track
No one ever found me, no one unbound me
I wonder why I hate myself
Surrounded by a living hell

Why can't I see this clearly
Why can't I

Hey hey you, are you living the dream
Seen what I've seen, nothing is clean
Hey hey you, while I'm rolling the dice
I'm paying the price, I've been walking on ice
Hey hey you, just get outta my way
At the end of the day, you've got nothing to say
Hey hey you, see the look in my eyes
Will the sun ever rise, will the sun ever rise?

Will the sun ever rise...

Hey hey you, are you living the dream
Seen what I've seen, nothing is clean
Hey hey you, while I'm rolling the dice
I'm paying the price, I've been walking on ice
Hey hey you, just get outta my way
At the end of the day, you've got nothing to say
Hey hey you, see the look in my eyes
Will the sun ever rise, will the sun ever rise?

Will the sun ever rise...
No!

There's a light in you
That tears me down to nothing
There's an angel in your eyes
There's a hope inside
That you can make it better
You see right through my disguise

When it rains it pours
And everybody stumbles
I won't let them bring you down

I won't let you down
When the seasons change
I won't go down
I'll fight through the pain
I'll be there right by your side
I'll never let them bring you down
When the seasons change

There's a hope in me
That I will die for something
Was the fire in my eyes
All this pain inside
Will it be this way forever
I can run but I can't hide

When it rains it pours
And everybody stumbles
I won't let them bring you down

I won't let you down
When the seasons change
I won't go down
I'll fight through the pain
I'll be there right by your side
I'll never let them bring you down
When the seasons change

When the seasons change
And we're in for colder weather
Look for me on the divide

I won't let you down
When the seasons change
I won't go down
I'll fight through the pain
I'll be there right by your side
I'll never let them bring you down
I won't let you down

When the seasons change...

Keep your hands, where I can see 'em
Not gonna lie, I don't think I believe 'em
They said you stole the power
They said you stormed the tower
But the myth don't make the man
And these kids don't give a damn
So I hope you paid the bill
Cause this shit's about to get real

You were gettin' pretty high
Ain't nothin' gonna get you down
Tell them pretty little lies

TRUTH, cause you look strung out
And I ain't takin' it, takin' it
Proof beyond a reasonable doubt
That you ain't makin' it, makin' it
And I've got some questions cause I don't understand
Who and when, where and why, you tried to find, A New Way To Die (Die, die)
A New Way To Die (Die, die)
A new way to

Photograph, told you so (told you so)
Not gonna lie, I ain't sold (I ain't sold)
They think there's foul play
They think you paved the way (Paved the way)
But you know there's consequences
You seem a little defensive (Little defensive)
So I hope you got your thrills
Cause this shit just got real

East mode, everybody striking a pose
Everybody's taxing my soul
They say it's all the rage, to never act your age
So what you're gonna hit me with next?
Darwin or a Crucifix?
So why you wanna do me like this?
It's always so extreme, but what's it really mean?
When you're begging for a brick
Just to throw it back and forth
And you call eachother sick
Yeah you're coming back for more
Back for more of what you love
Back for more of what you hate
You can't stop (stop, stop!)
'Cause you're already too late
So you kill your conscience, cry yourself to sleep
Kill your conscience, better you than me
You're all plugged in, ready and rehearsed
Do your best, do your worst, show me where it hurts
Kill your conscience
Kill your conscience
Yeah you're all plugged in, ready and rehearsed
Do your best, do your worst, show me where it hurts
Good luck (good luck)
Everybody's passing the buck (the buck)
Praying that they're making the cut (the cut)
They'll sell you by the pound and keep you underground
While you're scratching at the gates
Screaming "come on, let me in!"
Like a fully-loaded zombie throwing caution to the wind
Back for more of what you love
Back for more of what you hate
You can't stop (stop, stop!)
'Cause you're already too late
So you kill your conscience, cry yourself to sleep
Kill your conscience, better you than me
You're all plugged in, ready and rehearsed
Do your best, do your worst, show me where it hurts
Kill your conscience
Kill your conscience
Yeah you're all plugged in, ready and rehearsed
Do your best, do your worst, show me where it hurts
Kill your conscience, cry yourself to sleep
Kill your conscience, better you than me
You're all plugged in, ready and rehearsed
Do your best, do your worst, show me where it hurts
Kill your conscience
Kill your conscience
Yeah you're all plugged in, ready and rehearsed
Do your best, do your worst, show me where it hurts
Kill your conscience
Kill your conscience
Kill your conscience
Kill your conscience
Kill your conscience

Good for you, you fooled everybody
Good for you, you fooled everyone
Good for you, now you're somebody
Good for you, you fooled everyone
Leave your weapon on the table
Wrapped in burlap, barely able
Don't get angry, don't discourage
Take a shot of liquid courage
'Cause my monsters are real, and they're trained how to kill
And there's no comin' back and they just laughed at how I feel
And these monsters can fight, and they'll never say die
And there's no goin' back, if I get trapped I'll never heal
Yeah, my monsters are real
Good for you, you hurt everybody
Good for you, you hurt everyone
Good for you, you love nobody
Good for you, you owe no one
Leave your weapon on the table
Wrapped in burlap, barely able
Call a doctor, say a prayer
Choose a god you think is there
'Cause my monsters are real, and they're trained how to kill
And there's no comin' back and they just laughed at how I feel
And these monsters can fight, and they'll never say die
And there's no goin' back, if I get trapped I'll never heal
'Cause my monsters are real
Leave your weapon on the table
Wrapped in burlap, barely able
Don't get angry, don't discourage
Take a shot of liquid courage
Leave a light on if you're able
'Cause we both know you're unstable
Call a doctor, say a prayer
Choose a god you think is there
'Cause my monsters are real, and they're trained how to kill
And there's no comin' back and they just laughed at how I feel
And these monsters can fight, and they'll never say die
And there's no goin' back, if I get trapped I'll never heal
Yeah, my monsters are real

Somebody wake me up
Breathe in and breathe out, that’s what I tell myself
When the voices inside say that I won’t survive
When did I become so cold and so numb?
To the hope in my mind, to the fire drowning inside
Wake me up, I’m seconds from the end
I’m dying to feel, I’ve been dying to live
Will somebody give me a sign, so I know I’m alive?
It’s time to wake me up, or pull the plug
Somebody wake me up
Am I better off dead, is it all in my head?
There’s a snake in my mind, spitting venom and lies
It runs through my veins, paralyzed by the pain
I’m at the end of my rope, as it’s placed around my throat
Wake me up, I’m seconds from the end
I’m dying to feel, I’ve been dying to live
Will somebody give me a sign, so I know I’m alive?
It’s time to wake me up, or pull the plug
I can’t wake up
I’ve been screaming but no words come out
You can’t hear me, it’s just silence now
Trapped in a nightmare with my eyes sewn shut
Is this what I’ve become? Somebody…
Wake me up, I’m seconds from the end
I’m dying to feel, I’ve been dying to live
Will somebody give me a sign, so I know I’m alive?
It’s time to wake me up, or pull the plug
Pull the plug
Somebody wake me up

You gotta fight through the pain, to get to the top
You gotta push through it all, if it's what you want
Screaming THIS IS a call to the dreamers
Dig a little deeper, make 'em believers

R I S E, let's light a match and ignite the streets, screaming
R I O T, but now it's time to give 'em something to say
So dig a little bit, never quit, keep on that hustle
Get up and take another hit, hold on through the struggle, screaming
R I S E, let's light a match and ignite the streets
Let's light 'em up, light 'em up

You gotta fight through the pain, to get to the top
You gotta push through it all, if it's what you want
Screaming THIS IS a call to the dreamers
Dig a little deeper, make 'em believe
You gotta fight through the pain, to get to the top
You gotta push through it all, if it's what you want
Screaming THIS IS a call to the dreamers
Dig a little deeper, make 'em believers

because I know my time is near.
the thought of my death has paralyzed me with fear.

I quickly shake the thought from my mind.
giving myself a quite moment of peace.
even when i know my end will not be so kind.
that all I loved has ceased

this stroke has reminded me of my morality.
thoughts and dreams of sweet revenge have left me
failure will be my immortality.

You taught me everything
Everything you've given me
I'll always keep it inside
You're the driving force in my life, yeah
There isn't anything
Or anyone that I could be
And it just wouldn't feel right
If I didn't have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were gray
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be
What you have been to me you will always be
You will always be the girl
In my life for all times
Mama, Mama you know I love you
(You know I love you)
Mama, Mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like tears from the stars, yes it is
Mama I just want you to know lovin' you is like food to my soul
Yes it is, yes it is, oh, yes it is, yes it is, yes it is oh
You're always there for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin' me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There were so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you'd come to me and say to me
I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
You'll always be, you will always be
The girl in my life, ooh oh
Mama, Mama you know I love you
(You know I love you, you know I love you)
Mama, Mama you're the queen of my heart, (You are)
Your love is like tears from the stars
(Your love is like tears from the stars)
Mama I just want you to know (Mama I just want you to know)
Lovin' you is like food to my soul
Never gonna go a day without you
Fills me up just thinkin' about you
I'll never go a day without my mama
Mama, Mama you know I love you
Mama, Mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like tears from the stars
(Your love is like tears from the stars)
Mama I just want you to know lovin' you is like food to my soul
Lovin' you is like food to my soul, oh yeah
You are the food to my soul, yes you are

all alone with this gravity.
sitting in the corner quietly with this misery.
a farewell without a goodbye.

her smile was greater than the stars in the sky.
tears that fell were diamonds upon her footsteps.
which lead to a dark void when I cried.

as my knees shook the ground.
I screamed silent sounds
when i learned she may not be real
or
she might be afterlife Bound..

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DarkestTemptation
16:50 May 11 2018

Your have a wonderful poem here my dear friend bravo keep it coming. It's truly an art to write words down that pour out your heart and soul on paper.

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Kill the signal
Rewrite the message
Point the finger

Count your possessions
I hope you sleep thight tonight
the lunatics have taken over the asylum
I hope you sleep thight tonight
the lunatics have taken over the asylum
Hate what they tell you to hate
Love when they say it's ok
Still you have nothing to say anyway
and you don't even know you're a slave
Lies are shinin'
Truth is fading
If hope is coming
I'm still waiting
I hope you sleep thight tonight
the lunatics have taken over the asylum
I hope you sleep thight tonight
the lunatics have taken over the asylum
Hate what they tell you to hate
Love when they say it's ok
Still you have nothing to say anyway
and you don't even know you're a slave
Erase the painter
from the picture
Blame the poor
while the rich get richer
Erase the painter
from the picture
Blame the poor
while the rich get richer
Erase the painter
from the picture
Blame the poor
while the rich get richer
Erase the painter
from the picture
Blame the poor
while the rich get richer
I hope you sleep thight tonight
the lunatics have taken over the asylum
Hate what they tell you to hate
Love when they say it's ok
Still you have nothing to say anyway
and you don't even know you're a slave

the pain and the darkness is appalling.
the place where your demons hide.
you must pick a side
because the devil has come calling.

I remember the pleasure and the misery.
a life long gone
yet huanting me to this day.
how I wish it does not stain my memory.

no matter how far away.
the love for you has traveled much.
regardless if death has you in it's clutch.
you will always be

the light out of my dark hallway.....