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I survive on the scraps you don't burn
Maybe love's something I'll never learn
This whole house all cut from red stone
If I disappear would you even know

The trap is time and no one gets off of this ride alive
The trap is time and no one gets off of this ride alive

So far under
Far I've never fell
Now forever dwell
So far under
So far under
Too much pain to tell
And now I've reeled us under
So far under

All my words start screaming to the boy
Same black hole where my heart was destroyed

The trap is time and no one gets off of this ride alive
The trap is time and no one gets off of this ride alive

So far under
Far I've never fell
Now forever dwell
So far under
So far under
Too much pain to tell
And now I've reeled us under
So far under

So far under
Far I've never fell
Now forever dwell
So far under
So far under
Too much pain to tell
And now I've reeled us under
So far under

What if I could be the one to
Open up your eyes to
The spiders nesting in your head


Would it change a thing for you to
Know their poison
doesn't have a benefit

Would you know I'm in
Pain
Would you think it's a game?
I wish you could see this
Through my eyes
Pain
And you think that we're playing
I'm gonna see this through
You know it's all that I think about

What if I could be the one to
Close you down, Shut you out
And spin you 'round

I don't think it would change a thing
You're like a sleeper cell
There'd be one just like you if you fell

Pain
Would you think it's a game?
I wish you could see this
Through my eyes
Pain
And you think that we're playing
I'm gonna see this through
You know it's all that I think about

Pain
And you think it's a game
I wish you could see this
Through my eyes
Pain
And you think that we're playing
I'm gonna see this through
You know it's all that I think about

These are the best years of our lives
Why'd you invest yours into
Ruining mine?

Would you know I'm in
Pain
Would you think it's a game?
I wish you could see this
Through my eyes
Pain
And you think that we're playing
I'm gonna see this through
You know it's all that I think about

Pain
And you think it's a game
I wish you could see this
Through my eyes
Pain
And you think that we're playing
I'm gonna see this through
You know it's all that I think about

All I think about

I tried to do it but you just wont leave me alone,
I'll think of something just to answer your call,
Cause you can but you don't you can leave wont let me go

You think its easy just to gain some kind of control
I'm running faster making sense of it all,
Cause I would if I could and I think that you should let me go

I've been wasting time, with you by my side,
Cause nothing turns out right,
I've been wasting time

You realise its like a story that's already been told,
Like giving up but im not ready to fold,
Cause you can but you don't you can leave but you wont let me go,
This situation is the worst that I've ever known
You're saying things that I can say on my own
Cause I would if I could and I think that you should let me go

I've been wasting time, with you by my side,
Cause nothing turns out right,
I've been wasting time

And I need to go cause

I'll be waiting for the day, for things to go my way
Can't you see it's a part of me, don't wanna hear you say,
You've seen it all before, and you don't wanna see no more,
If you see, then you will believe we have got it all.

I'll be waiting for the day, for things to go my way
Can't you see it's a part of me, don't wanna hear you say,
You've seen it all before, and you don't wanna see no more,
If you see, then you will believe we have got it all.

Head down, jury's out, got some things to think about
Not pointing fingers but it's easy to see
Messed up, out of luck, this is gonna show you up

Communicating your infectious disease
Cut ties, dirty lies, you're the first to criticise
Because you're full of it and everyone knows
Deadbeat, enemy, everything you're covering
Under the weight the cracks are starting to show

Stand up, show them what we're made of
That's what we're fighting for
Don't wanna lose it all
Stand up, lead a generation
That's what we're fighting for
They're gonna give it all
Stand up, the world is worth fighting for

Big screen, magazine, show us what you're offering
You realise it's all just part of the show
Rules bent, money spent, wonder where the budget went
That's not the kinda thing they like to expose
Wake up, take a look, haven't they all got enough
We can't relate 'cause it's the life that they chose
Red face, open case, disappeared without a trace
Why can't you see that's how democracy goes

Stand up, show them what we're made of
That's what we're fighting for
Don't wanna lose it all
Stand up, lead a generation
That's what we're fighting for
They're gonna give it all
Stand up, the world is worth fighting for

Stand up, show them what we're made of
That's what we're fighting for
Don't wanna lose it all
Stand up, lead a generation
That's what we're fighting for
They're gonna give it all
Stand up, the world is worth fighting for

Well I was born an original sinner
I was born from original sin
And if I had a dollar bill for all the things I've done
There'd be a mountain of money piled up to my chin
My mother told me good, my mother told me strong
She said, "Be true to yourself and you can't go wrong
But there's just one thing that you must understand
You can fool with your brother
But don't mess with a missionary man
Don't mess with a missionary man
Don't mess with a missionary man
Don't mess with a missionary man
Oh, the missionary man, he's got God on his side
He's got the saints and apostles backin' up from behind
Black eyed looks from those Bible books
He's a man with a mission, got a serious mind
There was a woman in the jungle and a monkey on a tree
The missionary man he was followin' me
He said, "Stop what you're doin', get down upon your knees
I've a message for you that you better believe"
Believe, believe, believe, believe
Believe, believe, believe, believe
Believe, believe, believe, believe
Believe, believe, believe, believe
Believe, believe, believe, believe
Believe, believe, believe, believe
Ugh
Hey
Ugh
Hey, hey, hey
Oh
Yea, yea, yeah
Yeah
Well I was born an original sinner
I was born from original sin
And if I had a dollar bill for all the things I've done
There'd be a mountain of money
Money, money, money, money
Money, money, money, money
Money, money, money, money
Money, money, money, money
Money, money, money, money
No, don't mess with him no, no
Oh baby
Don't mess with a missionary man
Oh
Please [Incomprehensible]
Don't you mess with him no, no
Don't you mess with a that man
Ahh, oho ho
Hey yeah

fire never dies alone
extinguished all the pain that was shown.
being reborn is how I atone.

the coldest heart I ever knew.
was the teacher that helped me grew
to live a life brand new.

too long I lived in this place.
where love is held in disgrace.
and I will travel far from that space

Take them all back
Take them all back
Take them all back
I'm not too sure what I'm supposed to do with this
These hands, this mind, this instability
From a cage I created, to a hell that heaven made
Can't let go of the hatred, 'cause I love the way it tastes
Take them all back
I wouldn't take back a moment
Not one miserable moment
I'll give it all, 'til there's nothing
I'd walk into the fire
Into the fire
I'd walk into the fire
Into the fire
Into the fire
I've come to terms with the fact I'll never change
And that's just fine, I find solace in the pain
I don't mind the darkness, it's easy on the eyes
I'm praying for something to make me feel alive
I wouldn't take back a moment
Not one miserable moment
I'll give it all, 'til there's nothing
I'd walk into the fire
Into the fire
I'd walk into the fire
Into the fire
Into the fire
I'm a paranoid, sycophant, masochistic dilettante
Narcissistic elephant in the room
I'm the end of the world, thinning the herd
The all around outta my mind, fucking absurd
I am gone, I am gone
I wouldn't take back a moment
I'd walk into the fire
Into the fire
I'd walk into the fire
Into the fire
Into the fire
Fire
Take them all back

A boy of anguish now, he's a man of soul,
Traded in his misery for the lonely life of the road.
The years were cruel to him no
He won't let them go
Lays awake tryna' find the man inside
To pack his bags and escape this world
I never been so torn up in all of my life
I should have seen this coming
I've never felt so hopeless
Than I do tonight
I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on
He wanted to change the world, to make it all worthwhile.
So he put his pen to paper and poured out everything inside.
He's read the scene and unpacked the man that he had became.
So leave him trailing on the fasttrack to falling into his grave.
I've never been so torn up in all of my life,
I should of seen this coming.
I've never felt so hopeless,
Than I do tonight.
I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on.
I can't believe I've come so far in such a time,
And I'm still fighting on my own.
I fucked up to catch my breath I may never breathe again, so just notice
I've never been so torn up in all of my life,
I can't believe I let myself breakdown.
I've never been so torn up in all of my life,
I should of seen this coming.
I've never felt so hopeless,
Than I do tonight.
I don't wanna do this anymore
I've never been so torn up in all of my life,
I should of seen this coming.
I've never felt so hopeless,
Than I do tonight.
No I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on.
A boy of anguish now, he's a man of soul,
Traded in his misery for the lonely life of the road.

I've been away, a little while, sometimes I just can't help myself
When my mind’s running wild, I seem to lose grip on reality
And I try to disregard the crazy things the voices tell me to do, but it's no use
I tried to own it, write songs about it
Believe me I tried, in the end I needed to breathe
Find inspiration, some kind of purpose
To take a second to face the shit that makes me, me
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud
Every moment, every second, every trespass
Every awful thing, every broken dream
A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage
Banging my head against the wall tryna put words on a page
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To be alone in a room, alone in a room
I saw the world a couple times, tried to cure the ache with absence
But that hole was still a hole and my mind kept playing tricks on me
Feeling older every day, took everything I had to not crash and burn
But I'm starting to learn
Sometimes I'll fall down, sometimes I'll lose hope
But those days will be few if I keep my feet on the ground
I might be lonely, but I ain't alone here
So I keep pushing the limits of what makes me
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud
Every moment, every second, every trespass
Every awful thing, every broken dream
A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage
Banging my head against the wall tryna put words on a page
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To be alone in a room, alone in a room
I can be better than I was
I can be better than I am
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To sit alone in a room
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud
Every moment, every second, every trespass
Every awful thing, every broken dream
A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage
Banging my head against the wall tryna put words on a page
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To be alone in a room, alone in a room

I don't understand just why you wanna keep me guessing
What I've done or what I've said to make, make you feel this way
I get the feeling this is never getting any better
Seems to me we need to draw a line for everybody's sake
Before it washes us away

First you wanna hate me, then you wanna love me
This is how I'm feeling, I'm just letting you know
Don't wanna hear it, I ain't gotta fake it
This is how I'm feeling, now I'm letting you go
Coldest heart I've ever known, now I'm better off alone
First you wanna love me, then you wanna hate me
This is how I'm feeling now I'm letting you, letting you go

So I know this hasn't gone the way that we expected
You had to try and make a fool of me and leave a bitter taste
I tried to compromise with open arms but we're disconnected
Seems to me we need to draw a line for everybody's sake
Before it washes us away

(First you wanna hate me)
First you wanna hate me, then you wanna love me
This is how I'm feeling, I'm just letting you know
Don't wanna hear it, I ain't gotta fake it
This is how I'm feeling, now I'm letting you go
Coldest heart I've ever known, now I'm better off alone
First you wanna love me, then you wanna hate me
This is how I'm feeling now I'm letting you, letting you go

Letting you, letting you go
Now I'm letting you, letting you go
Now I'm letting you, letting you go

First you wanna hate me, then you wanna love me
This is how I'm feeling, I'm just letting you know
Don't wanna hear it, I ain't gotta fake it
This is how I'm feeling, now I'm letting you go
Coldest heart I've ever known, now I'm better off alone
First you wanna love me, then you wanna hate me
This is how I'm feeling now I'm-

First you wanna hate me, then you wanna love me
This is how I'm feeling, I'm just letting you know
Don't wanna hear it, I ain't gotta fake it
This is how I'm feeling, now I'm letting you go

Coldest heart I've ever known
Now I'm better off alone
First you wanna love me
Then you wanna hate me
This is how I'm feeling now I'm letting you, letting you go

Am I brave enough?
Am I strong enough?
To follow the desire
That burns from within
To push away my fear
To stand where I'm afraid
I am through with this
'Cause I am more than this
I promise to myself
Alone and no one else
My flame is rising higher
I am the fire
I am burning brighter
Roaring like a storm
And I am the one I've been waiting for
Screaming like a siren
Alive and burning brighter
I am the fire
I've been sacrificed
My hearts been cauterized
Hanging on to hope
Shackled by the ghost
Of what I once believed
That I could never be
What’s right in front of me?
I am the fire
I am burning brighter
Roaring like a storm
And I am the one I've been waiting for
Screaming like a siren
Alive and burning brighter
I am the fire
I don't believe I'll fall from grace
Won't let the past decide my fate
Leave forgiveness in my wake
Take the love that I've embraced
I promise to myself, me and no one else
I am more than this
I am the fire
I am the fire
I am burning brighter
Roaring like a storm
And I am the one I've been waited for
Screaming like a siren
Alive and burning brighter
I am the fire
I am the fire
I am the fire
I am the fire
I am the fire

I did it cuz I wanna and I did it cuz I'm gonna and I did it just because I can
I did it cuz it makes me feel so good, and I did it because fuck "the man"
I did it cuz I'm crazy and no ones gonna save me, and I did it just to cut the noise
I did it cuz I'm drunk and I did it yea so what, cuz baby I'm just one of the boys

I did it all to break every single preconceived notion that you have
I did it all to shake every single one of your emotions and just to make you

Uncomfortable
I love to make you
Uncomfortable
I love to make you

I do it cuz I love it and I want some more of it and I do it cuz you said I can't
I do it cuz you fight it and I know you don't like it when I open up and talk about sex
I do it cuz you hate me and I do it for the ladies and with all of my good time friends
I do it cuz the whole damn world's gone crazy and fuck it man, this is the end

I did it all to break every single preconceived notion that you have
I did it all to rape every single one of your emotions and just to make you

Uncomfortable
I love to make you
Uncomfortable
I love to make you

Well, I don't wanna bring you down
So why you wanna bring me down?
Don't bring me down, no
Don't bring me down

I did it all to shake every single one of your emotions and just to make you

Uncomfortable
I love to make you
Uncomfortable
I love to make you