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i am in love again
i have a girlfriend and i am now living with her
i do not know what the future holds but
i have finally found my peace
i am happy and this time
i will try harder to make it last

COMMENTS

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ShaqraHelel
21:28 Jun 23 2018

Congratulations.

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Achlys
00:24 Jun 24 2018

Congrats

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TheSleepKing
02:49 Jun 24 2018

Thank you all.

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IrisXCrowe
14:27 Aug 13 2018

congratulations

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POST COMMENT

the things I understand is that you left because I am not the man
you wanted or deserved.
I did plenty wrong and I have had a minor stroke and more will come
so my punishment is death and oblivion.
seeing as I am a now a nihlist and there is nothing waiting for me in the afterlife
I will cease to exist
my final attempt at atonement is what I have left to offer you.
i do not have much i can give you but this I can and
i chose someone to be with
just so i do not have to die alone.
i suppose that is wrong but facing down the image in the mirror and I only see my death
I did know fear.
true fear and through it
I still faced it on my terms and I hope to die without fear guiding my way.
yet I knew in my blood and the very dust my bones will become
is that we will never physically be together
I lost my way and I made peace with the fact that
you will love someone else.
so in that I might pass away in the arms of someone who will miss me

when I am gone

I Deeply and Truly Love my
Dah Dah.Na Na.Sah Sah.Esy Esy.Carm Carm.La La.Pril Pril.Ree Ree.Dai Dai.Len Len.Cel Cel.
Cry Cry.Kri Kri.Tele Tele.Ebb Ebb.Jam Jam.Vi Vi.Buu Buu.Ba Ba.Ka Ka,Ra Ra.Teph Teph.Sha Sha.Dee Dee.Ta Ta.Tay Tay.Can Can.Con Con.Dot Dot.Dade Dade.

some of you will know.
most of you will never know
and in time I will forget who is who.
yet in a attempt to know who I really loved and those I was only obsessed with.
I figure I will remember who is who
I felt the need to do this because my memory is leaving me due to my minor stroke last year.
those who did not make this list is because I know I have stopped loving you
assuming you can figure out your name is here or if you cared enough to figure it out.

if your name is here.
you hold a special place in my heart.my mind and my soul.
that no matter the cost
no matter the pain deep inside my bones.
that my last breath will carry some thought of you before I leave this earth.


this my way of saying peace be upon you if you are no longer with me
and may your love be eternal if you are still with me

this journey to find true love has left me broken and extremely tired
I am done looking and i have someone in my life at the moment
I do not know how long it will last.
I hope to die before they grow tired of me and that can be any day now

I hope I have finally found my peace.

happy fathers day dad!