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08:33 Jun 20 2011
Times Read: 428
This may be stupid but sometimes I see the darkness in light now. Been almost a year since the bad thing happened. >_- Along that time I've managed to keep sane and become even stronger. Take up a new out look on things and try to be very blunt or sweet to some people.
What I do wish is that I can at least become semi successful so that I can support myself and then run away from it all. But I can't exactly express that to her. She'd end up with a heart attack or something. I long to live. There isn't a day that goes by in which I waste thinking when will a new day come so this one can be over with? When can I just go out by myself without a worry in the world and forget that phones exist and go somewhere totally crazy without her worrying.
If it weren't for VR I probably would have done something stupid. Like become a street dweller. It's no wonder why my keys were taken away. Heh.
05:30 Jun 19 2011
Times Read: 437
Just pretend everything is okay and sleep it off. Before I do something dumb.
01:06 Jun 15 2011
Times Read: 444
-Kicks the stupid [Edit]- Stupid lost-ness.
In other news just 4 more days. I'll see a few people. Strangers! Why am I so bad with names but good with faces!? T_T I hate being rude and saying "Uh, did I know you?" And of course people "acted" like they knew me. -.- "Oh hey we used to hang out all the time." In the mean time I just met them. But I nod and say yeahhh, when I wanna say, uhh no. o.O
Blind guardian- 21:49 Jun 14 2011
Times Read: 462
I really like this. xD Just something I found today I guess.
A sense of denial
Come witness my trial
The crow has turned into a liar
I'll live I may die
I've failed though I've tried
But finally I fly
It is the fool
Who puts faith in false saviors
The innocent understands
He's still falling
And furthermore
He's now aware
"Come apread your wings
Awake now"
The enemy within
Will soon appear
You're trapped in my mind
Ask for the key
Don't search for fine lines
There's no release
Though I can feel its presence
There's a sign to reveal
Then after all
I'm sure I'll keep on falling
Then send a sign
When dead winter will come again
There from the ruins I will rise
Fear the voice in the dark
Be aware now
Believe in dark wings and dark words
The shadow returns
Fear the voice in the dark
Be aware now
Black shadows they hide and they wait
But they soon will return
It will never be the same
And nothing remains
I can't find a way
But I'm facing it
Oh there will be no savior
I can foresee all the pain
They are about to creep in
"Curse me, hate me, hurt me, kill me"
Oh they will rest no longer
"Paralyzed and frozen
Free your mind
you're broken
Paralyzed and frozen
Learn to
roam
Don't look back"
On stunning fields of mayhem
I will find no relief
It's just a dream
I wish that I could tell you
The vision fades
There is no sanctuary
What will go up
Surely comes down
Fear the voice in the dark
Be aware now
Believe in dark wings and dark words
The shadow returns
Fear the voice in the dark
Be aware now
Black shadows they hide and they wait
But they soon will return
In vain
Still I don't understand
So talk to me again
Why do I fear these words?
What keeps holding me back?
I hear a voice
It comes from everywhere
"Now find a way
Cause you're the key
Begin to understand"
The descending ends
Now I know I won't fly again
Oh though the mist, I'm facing ground
Fear the voice in the dark
Be aware now
Believe in dark wings and dark words
The shadow returns
Fear the voice in the dark
Be aware now
Black shadows they hide and they wait
But they soon will return
13:12 Jun 11 2011
Times Read: 477
I've been too lazy as summer gets closer. Not lazy in life but lazy on here. I want it to be good. I want to have hope again. Not like last year. Where it was full of pain. Lots and lots of pain.
02:48 Jun 10 2011
Times Read: 480
Well that plan is fucked. :/ But at least my stuff is fixed. So I think!
19:02 Jun 09 2011
Times Read: 482
I'm going to cancel it. Since it started working again. But seriously, I wonder if I should switch to something. I hope I can be on tonight. I slept for god knows how long. It's boring without friends. :P
00:16 Jun 09 2011
Times Read: 488
Oh, fuck you internet, fuck you. I'm having the company come here to fix your bullshit on Friday. Stupid Mo fo.
16:46 Jun 08 2011
Times Read: 496
My internet keeps going out every time my cable gets fucked up. :/ The whole thing is pissing me off. The whole TV was glitchy and the internet, forget about that! It dies.
06:41 Jun 08 2011
Times Read: 502
Fuck the system.
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