It's starting to seem like most people are of a couple of attitudes towards me: dismissive(dont care, ignore me not enemy or friend), hateful, or very good friend. My friends also seem to be more similar to me, the longer they are with me. I'm sure most of you see this as journal as pointless, and it probally is but if you should clarify some the relationship truths to me, i would be very grateful.
Anyways, my friends are not vampires, nor are any or my enemies, in fact it is starting to seem likely that i am the only vampire in my school. The dismissive people are not vampires either.
Dismissive: They tend to ignore me or not try to be friends with me, most of them find me unnerving in some way, which is expected, due to my vampiric( correct term??) nature. They often do not notice me or "see past" me.
Hateful: People who do not like me, obviously. They have varied personalties, from subtle and sympathy loving to very angry, ignorant people who hate everything thats more intelligent then them(not my own words, i am not THAT prideful). They are also moderately easy to manipulate and gullible. This makes it easy to get out of situations where i made a mistake or was wrongly accused, if they also act like this towards everyone then it is easy to turn the tables, and do the same to them with other people and myself.
Friends: People who like me. Usually they are people who helped me out or vice-versa. When i first meet them they are usually of a different attitude and personality, then after time they develop some of my stronger traits of personality, such as a quieter demeanor. (i know i'm a bad speller). They will usually help me out versus hateful people, annd furthermore friends company never hurts. I seem to attract (or be attracted to???) people with quirks in various things for example, one of my friends is a very religious wiccan(wicce?) and another is a emergent psychic (or so he believes anyway). "Normal" people are boring anyway.
Anyways thank you for reading through this, poorly written and likely needless entry which i will likely delete, please rate and give feedback so i can improve this....thingie.
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