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06:32 Oct 28 2005
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Mysterious and a scholar, you are a member of the Tremere clan. You are pretty loyal to your clan, well, you sort of have to...especially since you are blood-bonded to most of them. You are the intelligentsia of the Camarilla and are fascinated with the occult. Possessing the ability to use blood for magic, many clans don't like to approach you. However, that is fine with you. You tend not to trust the other clans anyway.

What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?





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06:28 Oct 28 2005
Times Read: 569


wolf
Your soul is bound to the Second Totem, Luna:
The Wolf
.



Luna appears as a pair of coral colored wolves.
She embodies empathy, nurturing, insight,
and warmth
. She is associated with the
color coral, the season of spring, and the
element of wind. Her downfall is pathos.



You are most compatible with Doves and Ravens.



Which Animal Spirit Totem Are You?
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17:35 Oct 27 2005
Times Read: 571


the Withered Lover
The Withered Lover



What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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14:51 Oct 27 2005
Times Read: 572


Driretlan is your Vampire name.

You are a witty Vampire with a certain style that
others are drawn to.

To use your new Vampire name and become a Vampire,
go here:

www.life-blood.vze.com



What is your Vampire name?
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12:23 Oct 27 2005
Times Read: 575


sorrowfulvampire
The Sorrowful Vampire



What type of vampire are you?
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11:45 Oct 27 2005
Times Read: 578


Death
You are sad because of your life and obsession with
death



Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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11:42 Oct 27 2005
Times Read: 579


depress
The world is cruel, fate is bitter and there's no
place for you anymore. Your thoughts can often
lead to, 'Why live when I feel like dying ?
Yours is an illness of sorrow.



What's Your Disorder ?
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11:22 Oct 27 2005
Times Read: 580


Dragon
Your critter companion is the Fierce Dragon. Like
your creature, you have a streak of anger that
is dangerous to anyone who crosses you, and
sometimes may even be a danger to yourself.
You thrive in dark, shadowy places and probably
spend a lot of time in your room listening to
music or writing. You have some friends, but it
just seems like most people prefer to avoid you
when they can.



What Kind of Critter Would be your Best Companion? (Anime pics!)
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Sad

16:15 Oct 26 2005
Times Read: 581


two short stories that made me sad, and kinda touched something inside me (they are e-mail spams' btw)



The folowing is a sad story and a friend to a friend letter

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle...

Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.

Guy: No, this is fun.

Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary!

Guy: Then tell me you love me.

Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down!

Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.

::Girl hugs him::

Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.

(in the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building

because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth

was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but

he didn?t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him

and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she

would live even though it meant that he would die.



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10th Grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called 'best friend'.I stared at her long, silky hair and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before. I handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don t want to be just friend,

I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.



11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how! Her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go home. She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek..

I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friend,

I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don t know why.



Senior year

One fine day she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said, "hes not gonna go" well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as 'best friends'! So we did. That night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don t want to be just friend,

I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don t know why.



Graduation.

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma.

I wanted her to be mine-but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said- 'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don t want to be just friend,

I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don t know why.





Marriage.

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said 'you came !'. She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don t want to be just friend,

I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don t know why.







Death.

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:

"I stare at him wishing he was mine;

but he doesn't notice me like that,

and I know it. I want to tell him,

I want him to know that

I don't want to be just friend,

I love him but I'm just too shy,

and I don't know why.

I wish he would tell me he loved me !

.........'I wish I did too...'

I thought to my self, and I cried.



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Im sorry but i had to post these. (yes i know i know, i believe in love and i just find the last one truly sad. For many people live there lives unable to say what they want to those they care for for fear of rejection, loss of friendship and incase it formed a rift, I wont tell people to go out and say what you want to who you want, cause that would be hipocritical)


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Isis101
Isis101
03:34 Jun 12 2008

this is sad...sorry you left the Rave...I hope your life has improved.





 

15:01 Oct 26 2005
Times Read: 582


HASH(0x8bc0e6c)
People view you as a Loner Artist. Loner Aritist
are exactly as their title says, loners and
artist. Now you are not alone by choice but
many people find you odd. This only bothers you
when you're in a public place like a dance club
or a crowded lunchroom so you tend to steer
clear of those places. You might have a friend
or two but they're either Loner Artists like
you or Truly Dark. Fear not! So many artists
are not appreciated in their own times!

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14:55 Oct 26 2005
Times Read: 583


Take the quiz: "WHAT RELIGION BESTS SUITS YOU?"

Atheist
You are Godless! You could care less about religion. As far as you're concerned, if you can't see, touch and kick something, it's not real to you. You're day-to-day activities consist of eating, working, sleeping and the occasional Internet or coffee shop debate. Lastly, if anyone chooses to preach at you otherwise, you will either leave or debate them until they finally shut up.


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14:49 Oct 26 2005
Times Read: 584


werewolf
Werewolves of folklore differ greatly from modern
renditions seen in movies and shows. People
believed there were many ways to become
werewolves, such as drinking rainwater
collected in a wolf's pawprint, eating meat
gnawed on by a wolf, or being born with a full
set of teeth or covered in a caul. And unlike
movie werewolves, werewolves of old were
oftentimes harmless and highly honorable!



As a werewolf, you are loyal, strong and honorable,
and you will protect all you hold dear with
your very life. Although you are not a violent
individual at heart, you will fight for what
you believe in. You are a good friend and truly
are a wonderful person to be around.



Who is your inner Shapeshifter?
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13:30 Oct 26 2005
Times Read: 586


Take the quiz: "What dragon species are you? (Stunning pics)"

Shadow Dragon
Dark, evil, you are the evil breed of dragon. You lurk within the shadows of the night and attack with surprise. You prefer to stay alone, solitude is your best friend within your deep, dark cave or den.


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12:35 Oct 26 2005
Times Read: 587


HASH(0x8b40f44)
Your death will be from a broken heart...Most
likely because you fell in love with someone
you loved more then yourself or because your
not loved at all. You will die from just giving
up on life itself...not eatimg, not talking,
not doing anything. You will most likely die
alone in your house with nothing but the
picture of the one you love in your arms...



How Will You Die And Why? .:Beautiful Dark Pics:.
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12:30 Oct 26 2005
Times Read: 589


Take the quiz: [url=http://www.zenhex.com/quiz.php?id=4939]Which vampire from the Vampire Chronicles By Anne Rice are you?[/url]


[b]Marius[/b]

You are Marius. Marius is a Child of the Millennia, or one of the few vampires who make it through more than a thousand years, and actually, Marius is over 2500 years old, having seen centuries of war, religion, plague, and disaster, and is somewhat disillusioned by it. He claims to have no religion, and was once a grand painter in Venice, before his happiness was destroyed by a Satanist Roman coven. Marius' sorrows are many, but he tries to find peace in a chaotic modern world. He is essentially the govenor of Those Who Must Be Kept until they are both eventually destroyed. Mon Amour, Marius, such pain!


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16:53 Oct 25 2005
Times Read: 592


black angel
Black Angel, you are.



Ultimate Dark: Considered the negation of
color, black is conservative, goes well with
almost any color except the very dark. It also
has conflicting connotations. It can be serious
and conventional. The color black can also be
mysterious, sexy, and sophisticated.



Nature of Black: Black is the absence of
color. In clothing, black is visually slimming.
Black, like other dark colors, can make a room
appear to shrink in size and even a well-lit
room looks dark with a lot of black. Black can
make other colors appear brighter.



Culture of Black: In most Western countries
black is the color of mourning. Among young
people, black is often seen as a color of
rebellion. Black is both positive and negative.
In early Westerns the good guy wore white while
the bad guy wore black. But later on good guys
wore black to lend an air of mystery to
themselves.



Using Black: Use the color black to convey
elegance, sophistication, or perhaps a touch of
mystery. Dark charcoal gray and very dark brown
can sometimes stand in for black.



What Type of Angel are You?
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16:49 Oct 25 2005
Times Read: 593


red vampire
A fallen angel



You were once on the good side, but you got bored
with helping people on the day you changed, you
wings changed to a blood red and yours eyes
turned black you were turned into a vampire and
you love it you love the way it makes you feel
when you take away peoples lives. You have
never turned anyone into a vampire and you like
it that way you say you are alone and always
will be. You were never human so you dont have
any humanity, and thats the way you like it,
when you were on the side of the good you
looked after the earth not the people in it!!
It made you hate them and when you saw a young
group of lads saw a tree down you brutally
killed all of them, that was when and why you
turned, you kill all those you see hurting the
earth and you have the ability to go around
unseen by all even other vampires. You love the
earth and the animals and hate all people!!!



What sort of vampire would you be and what is your story?(great pics)
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16:45 Oct 25 2005
Times Read: 594


Solitude
Dominant Personality: Solitude



Good Traits: You don't need people to hype
up your self-esteem. You take care of yourself,
and don't follow the crowd. You're unique.



Bad Traits: You don't have many (if any)
friends. People aren't going anywhere and you
have to learn to handle social situations.
There are people out there who understand you.



People see you as: Lonely, extremely quiet,
and unfriendly. You are never seen around other
people, and you don't talk that much. People
think you're too selfish in that you don't take
the time to make friends.



You're Most Like: Confusion. You wish you
had the answers to everything. The difference
is that you keep it to yourself, and express
yourself in a different way.



You Need More: Grace. You probably walk
around with your head down. You need to hold
your head high and face the world head on. Be
more assertive, but not to the point of
aggresiveness.



What's your dominant trait? (10 unique results)
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16:21 Oct 25 2005
Times Read: 600


nothingPeople see nothing in your eyes. You seem to eitherbe indifferent about everything or are tryingto cover up a lot of pain. Your eyes have acold stare that can make people shiver. Try toshow a little more caring, because your hardexterior most likely drives people away....stop looking at me like that...stoppit!

What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!))
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16:11 Oct 25 2005
Times Read: 603


vamp
You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.



"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."




Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).

The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.

Her sign is the eclipsed moon.



As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.



Which Mythological Form Are You?
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16:07 Oct 25 2005
Times Read: 605


mors
Mors



?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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16:03 Oct 25 2005
Times Read: 606


Cynical
Life sucks and you know it. Nothing ever turns out
okay, nothing ever goes your way and while you
have to live this horrible life the gods are
laughing at you. The whole meaning with life,
according to you, is simply to die. But you
have not become this way just like that, you
have probably been decieved, betrayed and hurt
by people who meant alot to you in your past.
To you, life is not even bittersweet.



How do you see life?
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15:59 Oct 25 2005
Times Read: 609


~*~Result nr 6~*~



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Your power is: Transformation


Explanation: Unlike everyone else you
can change your body materia and transform into
anything (e.g. an animal). This can be used in
good purposes for infiltrating evil
headcuarters or adjust your physical abilities
by transforming and therefor do better in
battle. If turned to the evil side, a
transfomer could manipulate the "good
guys" by looking like their loved ones and
break them down.
As a person you are dissapointed with life. You
have not so many interests anymore and has
become depressed. Of course you can be happy,
but your happiness subsides quickly and don't
last very long. You isloate yourself from
people since you think they would only hurt
you, but some part just wants someone equal who
understands the pain. When you transform it
gives you freedom and you can be anything but
yourself. You often pity yourself but don't let
people come near and know what's going on with
you. But the thought of opening up and risking
being betrayed is too strong and intimidating
to even try.
Negative aspects: You carry much hate to
the world and yourself and in the long run this
could lead to dangerous thoughts
(suicide/cutting/killing) though the last one
is least likeable since you would probably just
have too much guilt.





What Power is Compatible With You? [beautiful anime pictures + 12 detailed results]
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15:57 Oct 25 2005
Times Read: 610


Ghost
"Floating as a ghost through events, forever
unnoticed"


You are someone who is very lonely in life and feel
like no one ever notice you. Due to this you
lack in confidence in yourself and also have
little belief anything you do matters. Therefor
you are passive to most situations and let
other people take care of it, while you stand
aside. When you have a problem you keep it to
yourself, thinking no one will care anyway if
you told them. In social gatherings you feel
anxious and out-of-place and like to stay away.
When you see someone having a problem you don't
really meddle, not because you don't care but
because you think they wouldn't want to have
you around. A way you could get noticed is
through the Internet, where you can open up
more than you do in real life.



What is Your Phrase? [for darker people]
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15:54 Oct 25 2005
Times Read: 611


Sad
Your word is: Sad. You wanted to give yourself to
someone. But they didn't accept you. Being
rejected, whether it be from family, friends,
love-interests or peers, is a very hurtful
thing to go through. It is also likely that you
have been betrayed several times before, which
is why you keep away from everyone now. You
learned the hard way to never trust people and
your defence-mechanism is now to isolate
yourself. Yet you yearn for people who will
understand and like you, to have the thing you
never had: love.



What Dark Word Represents You? [anime pics]
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15:50 Oct 25 2005
Times Read: 612


Water element
Your element is Water. You have a calm aura around
you and are in tune with the world around. You
observe it but rarely interfere. Because of
your shy and timid nature you will not have so
many friends in your life. But then again,
large crowds aren't your thing anyway. You are
comfortable on your own and are reserved to
others who you don't know or know very little
of. You know everyone out there does not want
to be your friend, and knowing that is good.
However, people who don't know you that well
thinks that you are cold and distant since you
don't want to talk to them. Although you mean
no harm, you can't always be perfectly
understood in the world. No one can. Life in
general are you quite serene with even if there
are some things you don't like. Your love-life
is not so full of boys/girls, but if you
flirted more with the ones you were interested
in I'm sure something would happen. The hobbies
you choose are calmer ones, you are no party
person that likes to drink and make-out with
three or more guys/girls in one night. Reading
a book or swimming is more your thing. Rate and
message!



What is your element? [with pics + detailed answeres]
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15:48 Oct 25 2005
Times Read: 613


Caring soul
Your soul is caring.
Other people are your concern, even if you
don't know them. If you see a person trip you
worry is he is okay. You put your loved ones
first and you're very mature. When someones
sick you're nurturing and always try to help
family and friends when failure strikes them.
You can be called the motherly one, if you are
in a group of people, which doesn't have to be
bad. Love is something that's already in you
and you have a lot to give whether you believe
it or not. Your friends probably love you very
much and come to when they need help since
you're reliable. People can feel secure with
you and generally like you.



How is your soul? [pics]
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15:45 Oct 25 2005
Times Read: 613


Depressed
Your connection with darkness is through your
depression. Hated, sad and often feeling
lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the
real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away
from the world since you don't want to be hurt
and betrayed again. Music gives you the
understanding you need to get through, it's
your "therapy". Or you express
yourself through art or writing. Chances are
you're also an anti-social person, who only
likes being with close friends, if even that.
The world has finally showed it's true face for
you and you wish life wasn't this miserable to
live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in
the future, but right now you're just hiding
away from the world. Who needs people anyway?



What is your connection with darkness? [pics]
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What colour rose are you?

15:20 Oct 25 2005
Times Read: 614


blackrose
Black roses. Ur thorns are
thorns of pain. U are very dark and u like to b
alone. Rock on.



What color rose are you and what is ur thorn type? Dark Results
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15:19 Oct 25 2005
Times Read: 615


Greatest gun ever! Feel special. Beautiful and reliable but can still scare the living bejesus outta anyone.
Sig Sauer P226. Greatest gun ever! Feel special.
Beautiful and reliable but can still scare the
living bejesus outta anyone.



What handgun are you?
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15:17 Oct 25 2005
Times Read: 616


Take the quiz: "Blades!"

Broad Sword
You are personal power and internal strength. You are not the fastest but you get the job done like no one else.


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09:52 Oct 25 2005
Times Read: 618


werewolf
Werewolf - Evil or Not?



What type of evil being are you inside?
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What coulour death are you?

07:49 Oct 25 2005
Times Read: 620


HASH(0x8b154fc)
BLACK



??Which colour of Death is yours??
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Your eyes are the windows to your soul. What type of eyes do you have?

07:34 Oct 25 2005
Times Read: 623


raveneyes
RAVEN EYES

You have Raven
Eyes!
Positive Traits: Intellectual,
Wise, Experienced, Honest,
Trustworthy
Negative Traits: Pompous,
Condescending, Withdrawn, Pessimistic,
Depressed



Your eyes are the windows to your soul. What type of eyes do you have?
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