I see, it means nothing. Our time, our friendship. Years, come down to nothing. No notice, no phone call, no letter.
Life may be short, but that is why patience is so much a virtue. No chance, no waiting. You turned away because I told the truth. Was it too often, too blunt? I...want to despise, and loathe you, want to feel this hate for you, that I reserve only for myself. Unable to feel anything, but pain and betrayed.
You're a free woman, do what you please, no regard for our friendship anymore. Life is too short to live obsessing over what could have been. So I will do what I can to move on, but until I know, until you gain the courage to explain yourself closure won't happen.
Months, and no word, your absence weighing on my mind. To find out from a stranger that you are now married, within two months time. To whom? What man, can you love so quickly, what man, can make you disregard our friendship?
You, are my month of april. And you'll find nothing better than I. No ego, no real confidence, just truth.
I hope your ceremony was the way you always wanted it. That he gives you the roses I never could, and never causes you to shed tears, like I had caused to fall on so many nights.
We were supposed to be friends, no matter what, and this shows how one sided that promise was. Don't resurface in my life again, I love you, every day, and wish...our time had never existed.
She's Beautiful, and I'm going to hump his leg.
I hope you're not being self destructive. I know I worry too much. But, you don't deserve these things, life should be so much better for you. I'm here for you, remember that. I love you.
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