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Ok...so theres this guy...and I kinda like him...ALOT. So ya he's in Missouri right now on vaca with his mum, and he won't be back until Friday...which in itself sucks majorly. But then when me and my beset girl pal (AJ) were talking to him on the phone today (ok she was talkin to him i was listening to music...she filled me in later) he said that he doesnt want a girlfriend right now because all of his other girlfriends had dumped him and he said he doesnt want to be dumped again or something along those general lines...I'm not really sure after the "Don't want a girlfriend rigth now" speal i kinda quit listening. So ya kinda upset about that....ok REALLY upset about that. I mean when we hung out at school it was cool but when we started to talk online more i realized theres like this whole other side of him that he doesnt show. And it's just ming blowing how different it was talking to him at home then at school...I don't know how to really explain it any other ways but ya. So I end up falling head over heels for this guy (HE TRIPPED ME!!!! lol) and then I get this whole 'don't want a girlfriend right now' thing and I feel like going to sit in bed with a tub of ice cream and watch chick flicks for a day or two...I may just do so...



O and this weather is pissin me off!!! It is spring! SPRING! and it's what? 29 degrees out? theres 2 inchs of snow on the deck by my pool!!! 2 inchs!!! Not Cool!

So uh ya if you couldn't guess by the title today pretty much sucked ass....sorry if alot of this is spelled wrong or anythinhg but I've been crying all day and my eyes are all fuckin red and puffy and i cant really see that well... so ya today i woke up and came down stairs to eat and everything was going fine until my sister said something about staying with her boyfriend for a week once his mom moves to vegas...well my dad went off on her saying that if she moved out she was moving out for good...so ya she wasnt that thrilled about that so she went upstairs to get ready to go over to her bf's house for awhile then she came back downstairs and my dad starts yellin at her again and she goes off on him about how hes a pot head (yes he is) and how he's to damn obseesedd with sports to pay attention to his own damn family and that what he thinks doesnt matter to her. Then he starts off on how she's a slefish bitch and a stupid fucking whore and how she should just call her fucking bf and tell him to get his ass over here and move all of her shit out of his fucking house. then my moms just sitting there trying to get everyone to calm down and my sister goes to walk out then stops and yells 'sam get in the car we're leaving!' so I get up and throw some shoes on and leave with her. we go to her bfs house for awhile then she brings me back and my cdad starts yelling at her again about how she's fucking up the family and at me because shes 'already convinced me to be on her side' and then like five minutes later he's upstairs crying to my sister and mom about how sorry he is and how he didn't mean any of it and what about me? I was just as mad at what he said to my sister as she was, she's like my best friend and he had no right to say all of that. I',m the youngest one in this fucking family and no i dont even get a fucking sorry out of him when he was yelling at me too! I honestly just want it to be MOnday so I can go to school and talk to my friends and be happy for awhile....the only noise here is the TV and my music on the computer no one will talk to anyone else except me & my sister talking upstairs a while ago....it was bad....my head still fucking hurts and so do my eyes and everything is all blury. I'm gonna go upstairs and lay down for awhile maybe I'll feel better.....Out....