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The Story of the Midnight Sun (Ignore the spelling)

17:46 Apr 18 2008
Times Read: 729


Night has fallen, and alls that can be seen in the sky besides the silloettes of the clouds is the bright moon that bathes the forest in its warm, gentle, welcomeing glow. As you walk, you hear jeering laughter "What a brave soul you are" a male voice taunts you, but you pay it no mind. You continue on your way, and you think you see the flash of eyes around you and yet you keep your pace.



You come to a halt as you hear a deep growling in front of you just as the moon is hidden by the clouds. The growling continues, and when the moon breaks free of its curtain, the first thing you see is a pair of glowing red eyes, then you see what they belong to. In front of you stands a large, horse size black wolf looking creature, with ears and paws the color of fresh blood. Around its neck it wears a large heavy metal collar, and hanging from the collar is the remains of a thick chain.



"hahahaha, foolish creature" the same taunting voice echos again. You look to your right, and now you see a horse size golden tiger among the trees that wasn't there before. It is not ordinary, or it has a rige of brown fur that sticks stright up going from its head to its shoulder blades. The two creatures watch every move you make, until a female voice, kind yet filled with authority calls "Ivory, Ebony, satis" you look around, and yet you see no one.



"Welcome to the forest. What brings you here?" the same female voice asks. You turn, and see a young girl, about 16 standing there. Her hair is shoulder length and black, and her eyes are red. She wears a pair of baggy black pants with a studded belt, and a tight shirt with a whip around her waste. You look to her sides to see two more creatures. On her left is a huskey sized black tiger with amazeing green eyes. On her right was a sniggering wolf like creature the color of blood with bone colored spikes protrudeing from both of its shoulder blades and hips. The creatures eyes are black as the shadows around you, and they seem to bore into you. Then, the creature began to sing a light hearted tune in what you belive is German.



"Ein Männlein steht im Walde ganz still und stumm. Es hat aus lauter Purpur ein Mäntlein um. Sag, wer mag das Männlein sein, das da steht im Wald allein mit dem purpurroten Mäntelein" the creatures voice was alarmingly comforting, and the girl glared at the wolf. "Stop" she looks to you, and smiles slightly "You must be wondering who we are, and what we're doing here" she said, her voice still kind, and slightly more soothing then when you first herd her.



"Allow me to explain, the family that rules under the Midnight Sun gets their powers from the moon, so at right they are connected to the creatures that lurk in the dark. Each person in the family cares deeply for two kinds of supernatural, or normal animals. I am the youngest in the family that rules under The Midnight Sun, my name is going to remain unsaid, what's in a name anyway? My preferred names on this site are Poodle, Kitty, or Sasha. They are nicknames, and I go by Sasha in most places I visit. Now, as said, each member of this family cares deeply for two types of animals and are caretakers over them, and them over their caretakers. A member can have any number of animals under their care, yet only two creatures may possess powers that are unnatural, amazeing, and breath takeing My friends and guardians and cartakeess happen to be these creatures, plus more" she said, and sat down in the soft grass as the sounds of the night echo around you.



"Behind you is Ivory. Ivory has not yet gained his powers, though he is an attentive hunter, strong and silent." at the mention of his name, the giant tiger yawned widely, and lay down, takeing the sound of his name as time to relax.



"Next to Ivory is Ebony. Sometimes he's as big as a dragon, sometimes he's as small as a new born kitten. Somtimes he's black ,sometimes he's red, somtimes he's a mix of the two. Ebony has the power to kill, he's a bit of a....grim reaper if you will. He's like the hellhounds of folklore, able to kill by just walking by a bystander. This is cause for the large metal collar,and a large thick chainlink chain, which he breaks anyway." the girl chuckles as you look over your shoulder at the wolf like creature, who was still standing, his fur raised, and his eyes watching every twitch of your body, ready to pounce if needed.



The girl continues "As stated, any member can be caretaker of any number of creatures, I myself take care of 15 creatures. The youngest of my cartakees are Onyx and Jade. They're also my trouble makers" at this the two animals at her sides seemed to grin, showing off their incredible white and sharp teeth.



"Jade is the youngest tiger under my care, and she is about the feircest thing I've ever been bitten by, though when she wants to be, she can be the cutest most innocent looking kitten one would ever lay eyes on." at this, the small tiger at her side widened her eyes, and purred, looking every bit of innocent as she possibly could. The girl smiles, and pets the animals head "She shows great potential for the world of reaping, but may also turn her path to that of protecting. Who knows"



The girl looks up at you, and holds out an arm "Please, sit" she said, and you slowly take a seat on the soft ground.



"Now, this right here" she nuged the wolf laying on the ground next to her "Is Onyx. He is the youngest wolf I've trained so far, he is about 12 years old, and quite the arrogant thing. He is a joker, and is the only creature I've trained that posseses the talent to talk." She smiled slightly, and took two books from two pockets in her pants.



"This" she says "Is my journal. You are more then welcome to read it" the pages were held togeather with thread made from red wolf fur. "And this" she held up a black book, profeccionaly bound with a leather cover "This is everything you need to know about me." the girl rose "Now, I must be leaveing, I hope you enjoy your stay here in the forest" she said, and bowed. She turned around, and walked away. Before she was gone, she turned, and smiled again, but it wasn't her...it couldn't be. Her hair was now brown and curly, and her eyes were brown as well. She turned back around, and when she was out of sight, all four animals seemed to merge with the forest shadows, leaveing you alone to read what the girl had given you.

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Now you have come to the end of the leather bound book. She slowly close it, and look up at the sky. It seemed the moon hasn't moved an inch since you first arrived in the forest. You sigh, and look around, and your eyes land on the glowing eyes of a creature, along with its snarling teeth....'no, it isn't snarling' you convince yourself 'it's smileing' You then hear the echoing words of Onyx "Hope you enjoyed your stay, don't be a stranger....." As his words die away, you look back to where those eyes were, to find them gone. You stand, and slowly make your way out of the forest. When you reach the forest's edge, you turn, and again see those eyes and teeth, but this was different, this one wasn't smileing, no, it was threatening in a way, and makes you turn, walking away from the forest.



"Interesting person" the girl mutters from the back of a giant black dog with two heads. "Lets go Sitka" she mumbled. The animal turned around, and headed back into the middle of the forest, with the girl on its back.



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TheMidnightSun

17:37 Apr 18 2008
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You aren't sure where you came from. Perhaps your sire did an embrace and run. Or maybe your sire was an outcast himself. Either way, your powers are unique and really don't belong to any clan...or maybe a little from each. Because you of these circumstances, you aren't really sure where you belong. You tend to wander and do a bit of soul searching in your eternal life. Maybe some day...you have a while after all.



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THE MIDNIGHT SUN



Night has fallen, and alls that can be seen in the sky besides the silloettes of the clouds is the bright moon that bathes the forest in its warm, gentle, welcomeing glow. As you walk, you hear jeering laughter "What a brave soul you are" a male voice taunts you, but you pay it no mind. You continue on your way, and you think you see the flash of eyes around you and yet you keep your pace.



You come to a halt as you hear a deep growling in front of you just as the moon is hidden by the clouds. The growling continues, and when the moon breaks free of its curtain, the first thing you see is a pair of glowing red eyes, then you see what they belong to. In front of you stands a large, horse size black wolf looking creature, with ears and paws the color of fresh blood. Around its neck it wears a large heavy metal collar, and hanging from the collar is the remains of a thick chain.



"hahahaha, foolish creature" the same taunting voice echos again. You look to your right, and now you see a horse size golden tiger among the trees that wasn't there before. It is not ordinary, or it has a rige of brown fur that sticks stright up going from its head to its shoulder blades. The two creatures watch every move you make, until a female voice, kind yet filled with authority calls "Ivory, Ebony, satis" you look around, and yet you see no one.



"Welcome to the forest. What brings you here?" the same female voice asks. You turn, and see a young girl, about 16 standing there. Her hair is shoulder length and black, and her eyes are red. She wears a pair of baggy black pants with a studded belt, and a tight shirt with a whip around her waste. You look to her sides to see two more creatures. On her left is a huskey sized black tiger with amazeing green eyes. On her right was a sniggering wolf like creature the color of blood with bone colored spikes protrudeing from both of its shoulder blades and hips. The creatures eyes are black as the shadows around you, and they seem to bore into you. Then, the creature began to sing a light hearted tune in what you belive is German.



"Ein Männlein steht im Walde ganz still und stumm. Es hat aus lauter Purpur ein Mäntlein um. Sag, wer mag das Männlein sein, das da steht im Wald allein mit dem purpurroten Mäntelein" the creatures voice was alarmingly comforting, and the girl glared at the wolf. "Stop" she looks to you, and smiles slightly "You must be wondering who we are, and what we're doing here" she said, her voice still kind, and slightly more soothing then when you first herd her.



"Allow me to explain, the family that rules under the Midnight Sun gets their powers from the moon, so at right they are connected to the creatures that lurk in the dark. Each person in the family cares deeply for two kinds of supernatural, or normal animals. I am the youngest in the family that rules under The Midnight Sun, my name is going to remain unsaid, what's in a name anyway? My preferred names on this site are Poodle, Kitty, or Sasha. They are nicknames, and I go by Sasha in most places I visit. Now, as said, each member of this family cares deeply for two types of animals and are caretakers over them, and them over their caretakers. A member can have any number of animals under their care, yet only two creatures may possess powers that are unnatural, amazeing, and breath takeing My friends and guardians and cartakeess happen to be these creatures, plus more" she said, and sat down in the soft grass as the sounds of the night echo around you.



"Behind you is Ivory. Ivory has not yet gained his powers, though he is an attentive hunter, strong and silent." at the mention of his name, the giant tiger yawned widely, and lay down, takeing the sound of his name as time to relax.



"Next to Ivory is Ebony. Sometimes he's as big as a dragon, sometimes he's as small as a new born kitten. Somtimes he's black ,sometimes he's red, somtimes he's a mix of the two. Ebony has the power to kill, he's a bit of a....grim reaper if you will. He's like the hellhounds of folklore, able to kill by just walking by a bystander. This is cause for the large metal collar,and a large thick chainlink chain, which he breaks anyway." the girl chuckles as you look over your shoulder at the wolf like creature, who was still standing, his fur raised, and his eyes watching every twitch of your body, ready to pounce if needed.



The girl continues "As stated, any member can be caretaker of any number of creatures, I myself take care of 15 creatures. The youngest of my cartakees are Onyx and Jade. They're also my trouble makers" at this the two animals at her sides seemed to grin, showing off their incredible white and sharp teeth.



"Jade is the youngest tiger under my care, and she is about the feircest thing I've ever been bitten by, though when she wants to be, she can be the cutest most innocent looking kitten one would ever lay eyes on." at this, the small tiger at her side widened her eyes, and purred, looking every bit of innocent as she possibly could. The girl smiles, and pets the animals head "She shows great potential for the world of reaping, but may also turn her path to that of protecting. Who knows"



The girl looks up at you, and holds out an arm "Please, sit" she said, and you slowly take a seat on the soft ground.



"Now, this right here" she nuged the wolf laying on the ground next to her "Is Onyx. He is the youngest wolf I've trained so far, he is about 12 years old, and quite the arrogant thing. He is a joker, and is the only creature I've trained that posseses the talent to talk." She smiled slightly, and took two books from two pockets in her pants.



"This" she says "Is my journal. You are more then welcome to read it" the pages were held togeather with thread made from red wolf fur. "And this" she held up a black book, profeccionaly bound with a leather cover "This is everything you need to know about me." the girl rose "Now, I must be leaveing, I hope you enjoy your stay here in the forest" she said, and bowed. She turned around, and walked away. Before she was gone, she turned, and smiled again, but it wasn't her...it couldn't be. Her hair was now brown and curly, and her eyes were brown as well. She turned back around, and when she was out of sight, all four animals seemed to merge with the forest shadows, leaveing you alone to read what the girl had given you.



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Colors: male: white, female: blue

Compatible Signs:
Osiris, Thoth

Dates:
Mar 11 - Mar 31, Oct 18 - Oct 29, Dec 19 - Dec 31



Role: Goddess of motherhood, women, and magic; goddess of the South; protector of Imseti (the son of Horus who watched over the canopic jar containing the liver)

Appearance:
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I'm only going to say this once, I'm not here for a boyfriend, I'm here for friends. I don't want, nor do I need a boyfriend that doesn't live near my town, plus I just got out of a relationship, though it was only a month and two weeks long, I still miss him, he was great, but we agreed we should just stay friends. Needless to say, I'm not going to date someone new for a while, it's just the way I am. Live with it.



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Oh, And If You Can't Handle Me At My Worst, Then Theirs No Way In Hell You Desserve Me At My Best, So If You Don't Like What I Say On Here, Don't Bother Messageing Me.



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Hey guys, now, for a bunch of boring stuff about me! YAY! Ha, live with it :p



DO NOT ADD ME TO YOUR FRIENDS LIST UNLESS YOU'VE MESSAGED ME AND IF I WOULD LIKE TO BE YOUR FRIEND! ALSO, I am NOT a new member, I've switched accounts because of....difficulties....

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Me…what I believe, what I want, and who I am.

Relationships: I don’t need a guy to support me, though it would be nice to have someone to comfort me when I need it. I don’t want someone to treat me like a pet all the time, sometimes it’d be cute, but I want a guy who knows I can take care of myself, and who understands that I don’t want to be harassed. I’d like to find someone who will tell me when I’m being annoying and to clingy. I’ve broken hearts, and I’ve had mine broken. I love easily, though I will not actually say ‘I love you’ until I’m sure you will say ‘I love you’ back and mean it, if I say it at all. I’ve been told so many lies before, that it’s hard for me to believe the truth, so I need a guy who will accept me being a little nervous about him at first, but once I trust him, he could go to his ex’s house and I wouldn’t worry. Ignorance is bliss, and sometimes I find myself wishing to be more ignorant than I am because I tend to over analyze relationships, and I think of things that I shouldn’t, that would be why most of my relationships fall through. I wont fight for someone I know I will never have, that’s why I don’t fight for Rj, because I know I can’t make him want/take me back, though it’s hard to let him go, I’m getting better day-by-day. I wont lie, I absolutely adore Rj, and he treated me like gold when we were together, but I guess I was always bitchy around him, and I never meant to be. No one will know how sorry I am for that, I know we most likely wont be back together, and I do wish him the best. I’m a submissive person when it comes to relationships, and I will eagerly try and make my guy happy, because their happiness comes before mine. I wont lie, I can be a total bitch, and I have a bad temper. If I’m in a bad mood, I will most likely take it out on anyone around me. Don’t think you can handle that? Don’t bother trying then. I do NOT like letting on when I’m sad, I don’t like having people feel bad for me and in order to tell if I’m sad or not, you have to either be a close friend I will out-right tell, or you have to know me well enough to tell by my attitude changes, other then that, you’re s.o.l.



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If you want me, make your move, because if I want you, I wont tell you if I want you.



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I do NOT believe in long distance relationships anymore, I’m someone who needs to be held, cuddled and kissed, plus they never worked out for me, I’ve been through to many to have a go at it again. If we date over the net, that’s all you are, an internet boyfriend, nothing more, nothing less, and if I find a boyfriend in real life, you will know, and I will not flirt with you while I am with him.



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Me: As A Person/ Relationships

except one.



I am a extremely emotional person, my actions depend very much on my mood. I am shy when meeting new people, and generally quiet unless my friends are around, or if I’m not talking to someone new face-to-face. I believe myself to be cute, funny, emotional, careing, a good friend and a semi-smart person. I know I’m short, and I’m damn proud of it. I am of mixed origins, I am Native American, African American, and Caucasian. Those are only the ones that stand out, technically I am a little bit of everything. I can be a sarcastic bitch, but I don’t say anything I can’t prove (Unless I am messing around) I have problems, don’t we all? I can not stay in one place for a very long time, or I get anxious, I have to move around. I am hyperactive, and I can be loud. I find it hard to trust people because I’ve been stabbed in the back so many times. I am a proud virgin, SHIT YEAH! I adore animals of all kinds, and I do not believe in the useless slaughter of animals, I can understand for food, but for clothes and trophies, I see no point in it. I have seen someone kill themselves, and a friend tried to kill himself over a girl who isn’t worth it last weekend. If I know I am wrong, I will not make an excuse for it, for there is no excuse, I will admit it, and make amends. I'm not a hopeless romantic, but I like the little things better then the bigger. I enjoy holding hands, just hanging out, being able to spend time with someone. I also enjoy cuddling (I'm a big cuddler) the smallest things usually make a big difference with me. He doesn't know it, or doesn't until he reads this, but I really enjoy the fact that Rj will take me to the local park, even though it's a long ass walk, and just sit with me on the swing set, or on the slide.



I also enjoy watching scary movies with people I care for, those are the best people to watch them with, because they don't pick on you for being scared of the killer when you know he's going to pop out, but you jump anyway. Their are two things I always tell the people I'm with



1) Don't tell me you love me unless you are absolutely sure



2) You don't have to buy me the world to make me happy, just do little things for me, ask me how my day was when I ask you the same, buy me a rose, take me to the movies, little things like that.



I AM a 16 year old girl, so I'm allowed to be a bitch, and to be dramatic, and to be myself. Live with it.

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Music: I listen to anything and everything I can get my little paws on. Music is another big part of my life, for I love it, the sound, the lyrics, the thoughts it brings, and the way it calms me down.







Family: Like most of us, I have family troubles. My parents like to bitch about each other when they are both at fault, my brother talks shit, I bitch about my family, and my family bitches about one another. I don’t know more then 3 people on my dad’s side of the family, and I know almost everyone on my moms. Heather and Joey have the same mom as me and Anthony, but they have a different dad. My brother is racist, which he got from his father, and my sister is my best friend.



Friends:



My friends are a HUGE part of my life, and I am extremely lucky to have them. I wish them all the best, and hope they all have happiness in their lives.

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Correction: That's Why You Don't Want Me...Isn't It?



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******ASHYB! (Tomorrow4You) I LUV YA!

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Rj (Dick)*

John*

JJ*

Nick*

Sean*

Eric*

Tracy*

Robert*

Cassey*

Autumn*

Josh*

Dana*

Sean*

Destini*

Jessica W*

Heather*

Joey*

Steven*

Mike*

Machelle*

Jim

Mikeie

*= Friends From School, or family, The Closest Friends I Have



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Nicknames And Who Calls Me Them:

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Breakhisribcage, Cassey, Autumn, Josh, Lori, And People I Don’t Know



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WolfBlade, Robert



Amby- Family

Bam Bam- Anthony

Fumanga- John

Chihuahua- Friends

Fluffy- Dana, Sean

Squeak- Dana

Squidgit- Friends

Baby Girl- No one but Kip Lawrence Carter is allowed to call me that…and he wont call me that anymore….

(Lmao, please, don’t ask, I have weird friends)









quotes



"I Do Not Agree With A Word You Say, But I Will Defend To The Death Your Right To Say It" -Voltaire



"Man Is Born Free, and Everywhere He is In Chains- Jean Jacques Rousseau



"Don't Go Around Saying The World Owes You A Living. The World Owes You Nothing, It Was Here First"- Mark Twain



"It's Not What Happens In Life, It's What You Do With It"- W. Mitchell



"If Who I Am Is What I Have Lost, Then Who Am I?"- Anonymous



"One Kind Word Can Warm Three Winter Months"- Japanese Saying



"Listen, Or Thy Tongue Will Make Thee Deaf"- Native American Proverb



"What Harms The Victim Most is Not The Cruelty of The Oppressor, but The Scilence of The Bystander"- Elie Wiesel



"They May Torture Me, Break My Bones, Even Kill Me, But All They Will Have Is My Broken Body, NOT MY OBEDIENCE"- Mohandas Gandhi



"An Eye For An Eye And The World Would Go Blind"- Mohandas Gandhi



"Accept Responsibility For Your Life. Know That It Is You Who Will Get You Where You Want To Go, No One Else."- Les Brown



"I Didn't Do It! It Wasn't Me! I'm Innocent Until Proven Guilty....oh snap.... Wait.....No! That Bloodstain On The Carpet Proves NOTHING!"- Me



"Excuse Me For Interrupting, But I Believe The Point That Is To be Made By The Person Who Wishes To Make The Point Is, Why Should People Be Discriminated Aginst Because Of Their Skin Color? Are People Truly So Fucking Stupid That They Can't See That No Matter Our Skin Color, We're All The Same? And What About Eye Color? Just Because A Person Has Black Eyes Doesn't Mean Their Evil. I Find Their Is Only One Solution To This Problem, One We All Know, Ignorant Men Hate What They Fear, and Fear What They Hate, Therefore, Those Who Are Afraid, Need To Man Up"- Part of my racial rant during class last year.



"Mankind Is Doomed"- Eric Harris



Teachers Are A Government Conspiracy Hell Bent On Taking Over The World- me



Curiosity Killed The Cat, But Satisfaction Brought Me Back, Now I Sit On The Lap Of Happiness And Content, For I Risked My Neck For A Friend.- Old Proverb Finished by Me









You are The Star

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.



The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised



The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.



What Tarot Card are You?

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My Goals In Life:



-To Finish Highschool

-Get My Own Place

-To Live A year With No School, But With A Paying Job So I Have Money For Collage

-Go To Said Collage To Be A Vet

-Finish Said Collage

-Work As A Vet Somewhere

-Go On To Specialize in Exotic Animals

-Maybe Get A Pet Snake (Keyword, Maybe)

-Those Are My Goals For The Next 8-10 Years Of My Life







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THE WORLD THROUGH MY EYES



Do I believe in Utopia? Once people stop being idiots and arguing over race, color, religion, and things that shouldn't matter. I openly befriend those of different race, and religion, and everything else. Since that seems ultimately impossible, no, I do not. I have no hope for it, not with mankind the way it is now.



How might this problem be solved? Maybe taking away all our toys, our money, everything. Send us back to the stone age where people had to work for food, who had to fight for the right to live. Take us back to then, maybe then their can be a Utopia. I believe that if people shut the hell up, and just accepted people for the way they are, that the world would be a better place. So what if that kids weird, so what if that kids a geek, so what if that kid hates you, be the bigger person, and be civil.



Even if someone absolutely hates me, or if I hate them, if they were in danger, and didn't know it, I'd let them know, if they were about to be stabbed in the back, I'd take that hit for them. Kindness is a powerful thing. I also believe hypocrisy is another problem. I am guilty of this, I really am, but you know what? I admit it. I can be a hypocrite about allot of things, all of us are, and can be hypocritical, you tell me not to smoke, but light up yourself, booya, instant hypocrite.



The world is a beautiful place, with many nice people, and beautiful things. Nature is absolutely breath taking, and yet people destroy it for their own gain. People poach nearly exctinct animals, what happens when they are gone? What then?



The last thing I have to say for now is that the people you pick on are probably the nicest people you'll meet. The worlds idea of perfect, the worlds idea of a good looking body is fucked up. If half the people in the world IGNORED fashion, and the way media says people SHOULD look, then I wouldn't have to call almost all of the world posers. To you, I may be fat, I may be ugly, I don't give a happy hell what you think about me, about my boyfriend, or about the fact that I'm dating him, if you have a problem, take it, and shove it.



And I'm NOT saying I'm perfect, shit I've done half of the things I think is limiting the world, but I don't plan my day, I take it one step at a time, yeah I pick on people, but I don't do it constantly. Does that make it right? No, but at least I don't make them cry, throw up, or anything that's been done to me. I'm a hypocrite, why? Because I'm.Not.Perfect. If I was perfect, I wouldn't worry so much about Rj, I wouldn't always apologize when I don't have to, I'd be working my ass harder then I am to keep my BOCES at school, but you know what? I'm 16, and I've never been to a party. I'm not perfect, I'm going to slack, I'm going to be a bitch, and I'm going to worry about my bf. Why? Because I'm.Not.Perfect. And neither are any of you, so don't act like you are.



100 Things About Me:

1. Full Name: Amber Nicole

2. Nicknames: Poodle, Kitty Kat, Squidjit, Sugar Baby, Shorty, Chalupa, Fluffy, Evil Chihuahua, Crazy Bitch

3. Birthday: 10/21/91

4. time of birth: Sometime in the morning

5. Zodiac Sign: Libra

6. Male or Female: Female

7. School: North Rose Wolcott High

8. Grades: Honor Roll

9. Occupation: None yet

10. College: None yet, Might be going to ABC in California

11. MSN addy: Bigbratlillsis@msn.com (I use yahoo messenger though, Bigbratlillsis@yahoo.com)



__Your Appearance__



12. Hair Color: Brown with natural blonde streaks

13. Hair Length: when it’s straight, to my shoulders

14. Eye color: brown

15. Weight: 140lbs

16. Height: 5ft 1

17. Braces?: nope

18. Glasses?: Supposed to

19. Piercing: ears, haven’t had anything in them in…..12yrs

20. Tattoos: Will have a black panther on my back

21. Right or Left: Both



___Your best___



22. Best girl mate: My sister

23. Best Award: Presidential Award For Outstanding Achievement in English

24. Best Concert: Dir en Grey

25. Best pet: My Dogs

26. Best Real Holiday: Christmas seems to be the best

27. Best sport: Football

28. Best Relationship (bf gf wise): I’ll have to say Breakhisribcage, he’s better then everyone I’ve dated so far (Sorry Zankou, Sorry Wolfblade)



___Favorites___



29. Movies: The Children Of Men, Hannibal Movies, Miyazaki Movies, Flushed Away, American Werewolf In Paris, The Grinch, Big Mama’s House 1,2, Pirates 1-3, Fast And The Furious 1-3, No Escape, Phantom Of The Opera, Rent, Chicago, Camp, Happy Gilmore, and much more.

30. TV programs: Simpsons, Family Guy, Futurama, Inuyasha, Naruto

31. Colors: Black, Red, Silver

32. Rapper/male artists: None

33. Bands: Way To Many

34. Song Right Now: Fourth Drink Instinct- Cute is What We Aim For

35. Best Friends: Rj, Jimmy, Heather, Joey, Jess, Cassey, Autumn, Jen, Katie, Dana, Sean, Katie, Eric

36. Sweets: Snickers

37. Sport to Play: Swimming

38. Restaurant: Italian, Chinese

39. Favorite brand: None

40. Store: Wal-mart (Shit yeah!)

41. School Subject i choose: Animal Science

42. Animal: White Tiger

43. Book: To Many

44. Magazine: Shounen Jump

45. Shoes: None



___Currently___



46. Feeling: I Don’t Know

47. Single or Taken?: Single

48. Have a crush: Yes, Rj

49. Eating: Nothing…Wish I was Though

50. Drinking: Life Water

51. Typing: This

52. Online?: Yes

53. Listening To: Cute Is What We Aim For

54. Thinking About: My Boyfriend

55. Wanting To: Not Be Bored

56. Watching: The Little Letters Pop Up On The Screen

57. Wearing: My Blue Pj Pants, And My Orange ‘All Stressed Out And No One To Choke’ Shirt



___Your Future___



58. Want Kids?: As Of Now, HELL NO

59. Want to be Married?: When I Find My Someone Special

60. Careers in Mind: Vet, Animal Trainer

61. Where do you want to live: Somewhere nice

62. Car: Anything I can drive



___Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___



63. Hair color: any

64. Hair length: any

65. Eye color: any

66. Measurements: Doesn’t matter

67.Sexy or personality: Personality, Sexy is just a bonus

68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes

69. Hugs or Kisses: Both

71. Easygoing or serious: Knows when which one is better

72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Both

73. Fatty or Skinny: Doesn’t Matter

74. Sensitive or Loud: Both

75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship

76. Sweet or Caring: Both

77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Trouble Makers Are Fun, but I like Both



___Have you ever___



78. Kissed a Stranger: Yes (Rj)

79. Had Alcohol: Yes

80. Smoked: Yes

81. Ran Away From Home: Yes

82. Broken a bone: A few

83. Got an X-ray: Loads

84. Been with someone: Yes

85. Broken Someone’s Heart: Yes, but Mine Was Broken Before His (Because of Him)

86. Broke Up With Someone: Yes

87. Cried When Someone Died: I Cried When My Dog Died, My DOG, Of Course I Cried When Someone Died

88. Cried At School: Once





___Do You Believe In___



89. God: No

90. Miracles: Yes

91. Love At First sight: Yes

92. Ghosts: Yes

93. Aliens: Yesh

94. Soul Mates: Yes

95. Heaven: Not Sure

96. Hell: Yes, It’s A Nice Place In The Summer

97. Angels: Yes

98. Kissing on The First Date: Only If I Really Like The Guy

99. Horoscopes: Yes (They’re true! It’s creepy! I didn’t read mine one day, read it the next day, and it happened the day before……..)



___Answer Truthfully___



100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have?: Yes, He knows who he is, but we agreed we'd be friends.



Abortion: Being a woman, you’d think I’d be pro-abortion, well I’m not. Honestly, I see pros and cons to both yes and no, but I am against. Yes, I believe abortion is a way of murder, you’re destroying a life. Alls I really have to say is if you don’t think you can handle a baby, get cut, tied, fixed, and all of that before having sex, because the pill and condoms only work so well. My mother was on the pill, my father wore a condom, here I am, there Anthony is. Smarten up would you?



Iraq: Ask me if you want to know.



School: If it wasn’t for school, half of us wouldn’t have friends, now would we? I know I would have never found my love for books if it wasn’t for school. High school is only one bit soap opera if you let it be one. I was in the middle of shit for 2 years and it stressed me out, but now I’m not in any shit unless I put myself in it, and I’ve been ignoring retarded rumors, and everyone else’s bullshit, and I’ve been in a better mood since. My teachers are more like friends who take a general interest in my thoughts and opinions. I am taking Animal Science at a technical career center about 45 minutes away from my school, and I absolutely adore the people I’ve met and made friends with. You know, school food isn’t all that bad….but stay away from the mystery meat at all costs. (My school actually has mystery meat Monday…..) After high school I plan on going to college.



Gay Marriage: I am a proud supporter of gay marriage, because it doesn’t matter what your gender is, all that matters is that you’re in love. I SUPPORT PEOPLE WHO ARE IN LOVE!



Religion and Race: I myself have no religion, and I am proud to be more then one race. I am open to all views on everything for I find them all fascinating. Race is just ones origins, I couldn’t care less what you look like, your accent, or your eye color, you still have an equal chance of being my friend as everyone else. When you talk to me, you are equal to me, you aren’t below me, and you aren’t above me. WE ARE ALL EQUAL! DEAL WITH IT!





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You have come to the end of the leather bound book. She slowly close it, and look up at the sky. It seemed the moon hasn't moved an inch since you first arrived in the forest. You sigh, and look around, and your eyes land on the glowing eyes of a creature, along with its snarling teeth....'no, it isn't snarling' you convince yourself 'it's smileing' You then hear the echoing words of Onyx "Hope you enjoyed your stay, don't be a stranger....." As his words die away, you look back to where those eyes were, to find them gone. You stand, and slowly make your way out of the forest. When you reach the forest's edge, you turn, and again see those eyes and teeth, but this was different, this one wasn't smileing, no, it was threatening in a way, and makes you turn, walking away from the forest.



"Interesting person" the girl mutters from the back of a giant black dog with two heads. "Lets go Sitka" she mumbled. The animal turned around, and headed back into the middle of the forest, with the girl on its back.





life



You know, life can be told through icons, I love it. If you don't like it, oh well ^.^





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How Ash and I Met

12:07 Apr 17 2008
Times Read: 735


An 7 year old girl was sitting by herself in a local McDonalds. She had soft almost frightened brown eyes and the curliest hair ever. She sat by the window, looking around for her sister and brother who had went to the store across the street to pick up some things for their mom. The McDonald's manager said she could watch the girl.



The girl was torn from her thoughts as another one walked up. She had stright brown hair as well as brown eyes. 'Hey, whatcha doin sitting all alone?' she asked. The curly haired girl jumped, and looked at the newcomer. 'Sittin' she mumbled. She never liked talking to new people. Especially not other girls.



The other girl laughed 'I know that. Can I sit with you?' she asked, and waited for an answer. The other girl just stared out the window so she sat down anyway. 'What's wrong fluffy?' the little girls eyes snapped up at the sound of her nickname 'Nothin, waitin for my brother and sister.' she said. 'Well, I'm Ashlee Black.' she said, offering the girl a chicken nugget.



The other girl looked confused 'I'm Amber White....why are you holding a chicken nugget?' Ashlee laughed. 'Take it, it's my way of saying hello' Amber smiled, and took it, and ate half, then handed it back to Ashlee who ate the other. The two smiled at eachother. Just then Amber's brother and sister walked in. 'Come on Amber, mom's waiting' Amber sighed and stood 'Nice to meet you Ashlee, I'll talk to you later' Ashlee nodded 'Deffinately' as Amber walked out the door.



Amber sat in the car looking out the window her heart pounding happily. Amber was what other kids considered weird, a loser, or a freak. As an 7 year old, that was hard on her, but she was used to it. No one really talked to her because her hair was different. Amber was the quiet girl in 2nd grade, never talking much, keeping to herself and working on her own. Noone seemed to mind, and neither did she. Ashlee shared her chicken nugget with her, something no one does because she's weird. 'I guess she's just as weird as me' Amber thought, and smiled a little.



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That was 9 years ago. I was in 2nd grade, she was in 4. She went to my school until her freshmen year, then she moved. It's not perfect, but it works.


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