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Waves rush in from the vast ocean.



Relaxation and quietness with the soft tender motion.



The sun starts to set as the waves grow calm.



Mother nature sings out with her wonderful song.



Shadows creep across the soft sand.



The sun whispers, "Goodnight" to the sweet loving land.



There we lie on the night's beach.



A shooting star comes down, we make one wish each.



As time passes by, it doesn't phase us a bit.



For as long as we are together, right here we'll sit.



The stars overhead, the moon's soft glow;



No problems, no worries, no places to go.



Fulfilling contentness as we hold each other tight.



No stress, no hate, no reasons to fight.



I love you and you love me.



Forever together, just wait, you'll see.

No matter the time, no matter the place.



We will be in ecstasy when we're face to face.



Although at times we're apart, I'll still hold you near.



For you soon come back and that clears away my fear.



If I'm not around and you can't see me;



Just call out my name and right there I'll be.



You may not notice but my spirit followes you.



Its there for protection, its there to comfort you, too.



Its there to remind you that when things get bad;



There's no reason for sarrow, no reason to be sad.



Just take a deep breath and shut your eyes tight;



And if you really believe, you'll regain your sight.

I'm sitting here, remembering times.



What better way, to say, then with a few rhymes?



I've commited crimes, felt the grime when I did not shine.



but I vow to you now, I will not bow and run.



these times are to damn fun.



Let me show you a path;



to walk it, its your choice.



If you loose your way, listen for the sound of my voice.



Follow me on a road to freedom.



If you steer away, believe in me to come for you.



I won't let you go; not unless you say so.



But though you may leave me;



I will forever stand with you.



Five, ten, eighty years from now, say my name; I'll turn around for you.



A million miles could seperate



but I would never WALK it.



To hear you want me near,



would make me FLY over it.



Glide with the doves and migrate home to you.



Replace all the old and make room for some new.



I'm sitting here, thinking of the days;



that I'll spend eternity with this loving craze.

I have forever said that I must be myself.



I have always been true to myself.



I have vowed to rein my life free.



Free of boundaries, free to be me.



But Ive made a move today,



That made me hang my head.



A tear fell today,



Inside I feel dead.



I broke a heart, it was my own.



Ive torn myself, blood has shown.



Ive betrayed my friend.



The only one I have.



Made myself sad.







I hung my head today.



Cried a river of tears.



Felt the pain



Of a million spears.



Stabbed myself



In the back I bleed



Killed myself



When I was in need.



I never thought that I would be the one.



To ultimately blacken my own sun.



I cried today, drifted away,



I died today.







They told me I was to be a way.



They forced me to choose a way.



My choice was dark either way.



I died today.







The choice has already been made.



Cant reverse the option I made today.



Ive conformed to their deliberation.



Its a cold and dark sensation.



Ive lost the man who I was.



To practice what Ive resisted.



A tear fell today,



My minds been twisted.



I deceived again, turned on myself.



Sold out to riches, profit and wealth.



I betrayed myself,



I am all I had,



Made myself sad.







I hung my head today.



Cried a river of tears.



Felt the pain



Of a million spears.



Stabbed myself



In the back I bleed



Killed myself



When I was in need.



I never thought that I would be the one.



To ultimately blacken my own sun.



I cried today, drifted away,



I died today.







I hung my head today.



Cried a river of tears.



Felt the pain



Of a million spears.



Stabbed myself



In the back I bleed



Killed myself



When I was in need.



I never thought that I would be the one.



To ultimately blacken my own sun.



I cried today, drifted away,



I died today.







They told me I was to be a way.



They forced me to choose a way.



My choice was dark either way.



I died today







I never thought that I would be the one.



To ultimately blacken my own sun.



I cried today, drifted away,



I died today.

My poetry has been corrupted; Ive abused the gift.



Ive used it for evil but now Im ready to shift.



I should be writing about birds and streams.



Though what Ive been doing is covering my screams.



I am lost in love and confused on my path.



Ive been cussing and yelling at my own wrath.



Just because Im confused, I find my way to cover up.



Act like I am straight as I spill my silver cup.



But deep inside, I cant hide from my own mind.



No matter my performance, I still know Im in the bind.



And Ill conquer it alone like I always do.



I feel like Ive been doing it since I was two.



So here I stand with a smile on my face.



Laughing and joking, being a personal disgrace.



I am screaming inside, though youll youd never hear.



Im crying in pain but youll never see the tear.



Cause Im a fake, a phony, and a good performer.



I wont let it damage my spirits that are getting warmer.



I love my friends and my family alike.



Through this path of life; I am up for the hike.



Ill do it all and conquer my fears alone.



So I can be there for others and let my kindness be shown.

The meaning of life is to die.



You ask our lord, Why, God why?



You spend your days resisting sin.



Temptation after temptation, again and again.



You fill your mind with lasting memories.



Your mind clogged with numerous stories.



You travel around and see the world.



Appearance is everything with your blonde hair curled.



You give your tithing week after week.



Wealth based on property and the money you seek.



But what does this mean when you have your last breath?



When you lying in bed facing your own death?



You spend your life preparing to die.



Did I do a good job?



I laughed, I giggled, and of course I did cry.



But did I live it forever fulfilled?



I handled the stress from debts I was billed.



But I'm still in debt to all of my friends.



Please forgive me when my life ends.



Goodbye sweet souls, my life is now done.



Ill see you all later; its all been real fun!

From an ocean of madness, I look for you.



From aboard my ship, a one man crew.



Plenty of fish so I can take my pick.



I hurry to choose, I prey one will stick.



"Plenty of fish", thats what they say.



Id rather have just one, if I may.



The biggest and the best, thats what I want.



With my eager eyes I continue my hunt.



If I cant keep you and must throw you back.



Then Ill take a picture for memories;



And hang it up with a tack.

Rain can make one person sad. Another begins to smile.



Thunder for some is frightning. Yet some excited for lightning.



What is the cause for the yin and the yang truth.



One man cries while the other is soothed.



What is the cause for making someone cry?



When somewhere there's someone so happy they could die.



A single choice within the brain makes a man insane.



Just one memory can make you happy.



A broken heart can rip you apart.



Are these things for which we can choose?



Is it up to us wheather we win or lose?



Can we mold the way our life goes?



Life is a thorn, on every beautiful rose.



But a rose does not choose to cause pain.



Its all in how others grab the stem.



So maybe that's it...that's how our lives differ.



One man cries and the other is in laughter....



Based on the choices others make that effect us.



So the only option we have to remain free....



Fuck the others, I will just be me.



If you are sobbing, I might be grinning.



If you are laughing, I might be sinning.



I am me, and if you grab me and bleed...



Like the Rose, you see, its just my way to say,



"Don't Fuck with Me!"