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i knew it would come

i knew it was bad

i knew it was a concequence i couldnt withstand

i think i should

i think i shouldnt of

i think i could or mabey i couldnt of

so how can i how could i

be able to see these things

the world die

the things that are

the things that could be

the things that have been

what does it mean to girl that has nothing

and everything at the same time

mabey its not for me

The loss i feel already,

The scars i harbor,

The places ive seen,

The ones who have suffered,

Through my eyes ive seen.

Wanting to live but only dieing more each day.

The end of wonderful beginings is upon me only to carry me further into darkness and dispare.

Ignorance and stupidity rule in this undivided world of lose.

Rows and Rows of bodys piled high,

constant thought of the rentching smell.

A constant reminder of my dieing love for you,

constantly crawling on my skin,

crawling through my mind like a beautiful dream.

You will abandon me one day,

leave me cold,

ill be heartless,

ill be cruel,

the only one to take me home and turn me back to myself, make me whole again is you.

These people i feel so for the pain they have,

mine is so insignifacant,

i wish for these people,

i wish for my love.

For my heart is all i have and once it is gone away i will have no desire for anything but him the hunger i will feel,

the empiness i will face,

no one will care for me.