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I wished

for all my life

for all of you

with all my heart,



I wished

for you to love me

for you to never leave me

to never be alone

to never be apart,



I wished

for you to hold me

to kiss and hug me

to never let you go

to always take care of me,



I'm sad to say you frighten me some times

even though i love you

even though i care for you

with all my heart

with mall my soul

im glad that you are mine,



But please my dear

not today

no more tears

dont leave me this way,



I have done nothing wrong

i never would

id be to afraid

i never could

to lose you,



Never my dearest

please listen

no one i love more

i will never leave you

in the world to me,



My only plea

dont ever leave me

the only one i have

you are my love

my heart my hope

only promise me,



You are what i have left

What i've always dreamed

More then i've ever know

Loved more then life,



I am

Forever yours

Truthfully honestly

My heart

today i am alone

alone forever

alone again

on my own

never again will i fell happieness

never agian will i hope

hope is cruel

it does things to ones mind

im lost and alone

were is the hope in that

i am cold and alone

no one to hold me

no one to notice if a fall

no one to carry

no one to know

no hope

i am nothing

bits and peices

nothing

i am broken

hurt and neglected

i long for the warpth and beauty of a kiss

the love that only exsisted before i was like this

no hope

all alone

in the dark the only friend i have the only company i have

is me

me and my darkness

todays sorrow has come again

once or twice doesnt matter

once its in it presists to bug me

tear me

break me

feed me

once im up and down im here

and once im down i fall

once or twice can break my thread but i wont let it lead me

it carry me in

let it precede to anger me

todays sorrow come tomorrow

todays sorrow has cast me

when i am angry ill leave again to my silence

to my solitude

my lonliness come to me

hold me

my pitch little darkness come

the longer i wait and sit for my love the longer it shall hold back

it would not come and i am happy for my love the one that put a hold on sorrow