Have you ever watched "How the Grinch Stole Christmas" starring Jim Carrey??? Odds are you have, but in case you haven't....
The whole story is Basically him not being able to take it anymore... He was bullied, bothered, and just a downright outcast to the other whos because he was so different...
He then went on a rampage that lived on until adulthood, causing to be a spiteful, hateful, and cruel creature... and at the END of the movie, he finally found something worth being nice for... He had friends... and FAMILY at this point...
I've had the same life the Grinch has had so far, EXCEPT for ONE TINY DETAIL... The ending.... You see, instead of the happy unicorn rainbow vomit ending where I gain friends and the family all sings.... MY MOTHER DIES 5 DAYS before CHRISTMAS... I feel so numb... but so mad....
All my life I just wanted me and my own to be happy.... ALL I WANTED was for us ALL to be healthy... ALL I WANTED FOR CHRISTMAS WAS FOR PEOPLE TO LEAVE US ALONE... But they bothered her till the day she died of natural illness... WHY?!?!
I... HATE... CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!
Insane??? Perhaps... But that carries no weight to me... Insanity is far greater than stupidity, as I have always stated...
But, then again... How can I be SURE I am insane??? After all, I've only ever been called such by the stupid... And as we all know, the stupid are afraid of anything they don't understand, or what could be something more than they are... And so they demonize it...
So how can I be TRULY CERTAIN that I am insane??? Am I REALLY insane, or am I simply another man made demon, who accidentally upset the established order???
Both??? Well yes, I very well could be... THAT IS within the realms of possibility... But then again, that's a scary thing... I have the best of both worlds... I have the skill and intelligence to manipulate the "Normals", because I'm better... And I have the morals of a maniac... Hmmm... Now THAT actually COULD be a problem...
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I'd rather be insane than normal, at least insanity is something I can claim and embrace without shame...despite the trouble I get myself into, haha.
insane? Or mad with knowledge that the others around you do not know? I often find myself sharing clarity only to realize that they aren't capable to know what I know, see what I see, feel what I feel.
They think I'm beautiful, but off the deep end. They see my power, feel my pain, share in the fruit of my gifts, but when backs are turned, they doubt. We are unique creatures.
"I believe... Whatever doesn't kill you... Should give me a refund..."
"You can’t trust others. All you can trust is the work of your own hands."
"So THAT'S what they think about me??? Hmm... Tell me something... Why do they feel so comfortable telling YOU these things???"
"Dividing him from her and her from him... Would only be half as cruel as actually allowing them to be joined in holy matromony... Aey?"
"Fight fire with fire, by all means... Just take precausions to make sure you don't get burned..."
"You've run off the edge of the map matey... HERE there be MONSTERS..."
"I'm not locked in here with you... you're locked in here with me..."
"Yes... I am insane... I know... I pity those not fortunate enough to join me..."
"The voices in my head... Whiz on... and on..."
"Hmm? Oh HELL no... I'm not the onlyone that has these ideas... You see... I have what you call a mental round table... It's a tablew in my head where I invite ALL of my ABSOLUTE FAVORITE people, and we brain storm... Usually it works but someti- *explosion from 3 blocks over* .. That is SOMETIMES.. Things go estray..."
"There's a chance to leave forever... There's a chance to go for good... There's a chance that the souls of those left behind, are the souls of those who should..."
"You would think, that others would realize I have at least SOME intelligence, considering the fact I am, in fact, a warlock... But they see my size and strength and expect me to play on the ridiculous stereotype..."
"It's a strange thing... A friend who is always there... Undoubtably... VS a complete stranger... Everyone opens up to the stranger every time..."
"Amazing... I'm single... Nobody gives a shit... I'm with someone... People flip their shit..."
"One who treats you right, knows all that you love, loves you unconditionally, will do anything you ask, would probably kill everyone for you AND likes what you like??? Oh no problem you already know them...
- Really??? WHO!?!?! :D
You rejected them 2 weeks ago...
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"I am letting karma take care of things... Through ME of course but I'm letting her take care of it..."
"Never underestimate a man who can thoroughly clean the dishes... It takes a few skills... It takes the eyes of a hawk to see if you left any resedue... It takes the nose of a bloodhound so you can smell anything filthy and identify it thereby knowing how to clean it properly... It takes the hands of an angle to handle the delicate wears such as wine glasses and small fine china... and it takes time and patience to keep calm and do what needs done as well as not lose it with the tough things... These things alone should get thew job done... Sound like something needed in OTHER areas???"
"Remember... Music soothes the savage beast... Remember that next time you turn my radio down....."
"Don't you have to prove me guilty first???"
"Why??? "WHY" is not the question!!! "HOW"... Now THAT IS a question worth examining..."
"In a game of cat and mouse... The mouse cannot outrun the cat... He knows this for certain... So how does he win??? He squeaks in the Dog's ear whie he's resting and hides..."
"Let's agree to disagree..."
"My eyes are tired when the day is over... So I have my friends in the night air watch you..."
"If what you say is true... Then why does your voice... Tremble...Why do your eyes... Look so desperate... Why does your heart... Stop beating..."
"Fire doesn't cleanse... It blackens..."
"A deal with the Devil??? The only thing is I am NOT the devil... It only seems this way because this seems too easy... Now how we got here this day... As fate would have it we can help each other out..."
"But sir... I'm not in chains... I merely have weapons on my wrists..."
"Do not try to tear me down... I will simply take you with me..."
"I'm not saying I hate you... But I just don't have any positive emotion tward you...."
"Of course I love you... Why would you think different???"
"Those who cannot see what you see will never understand..."
"'Coincidence'??? I don't believe in 'Coincidence'..."
"You can't tear me down... I'm already ruble...
You can't burn me... I'm already ash...
You can't kill me... I'm already dead...
You've done all of these... But still I am back..."
"Would I sacrifice my reputation to see if someone was telling me the truth or not??? Umm ... Yes!!!"
"If you plan to destroy me you should make sure I am dead... If not then you will be..."
"I believe when life gives you lemons you should make lemonade...
I also believe you should twist things so life gives you some scotch whiskey maybe???
But when life gives you razorblades... Go get a baseball bat... And cover it in razorblades..."
"If every girl is crazy about a sharp dressed man wearing cheap sunglasses... I wonder how they feel about dressing head to toe black on black driving a cadillac..."
"If I'm so terrible... Why can't you people just leave me be? I would be willing to do the same but the fact is until you decide to stop we BOTH have a problem..."
"If you would trust me with your life... But at the same time NOT trust me with your story... I have reason to believe you have something to hide..."
"Even if you lose the fight... Go down laughing and smiling..."
"If you know you're going to loose... TAKE A FEW WITH YOU!!!"
"When all else fails... Ask your music what to do..."
"When someone disturbs them... Let your demons out to breathe... Don't let them possess you, just let them breathe..."
"By the time you figure out my next move... I've already made 3 more..."
"The game will play itself, regardless of whether or not I participate... The only things that ever change are the opponent and whether or not a game is called for..."
"Killing a deadman is easy... If you know how... That's just it he's not just a regular zombie or a ghost on the etherial plane... He's a deadman... If he has DIED... And he's come back... He has a goal... A reason to still be walking around... The only way to kill a deadman is to take away his reason... And if you do that you've just given him ANOTHER reason... You took his reason... Now YOU are his reason... It's really a no win situation... You're screwed either way..."
"If you're being chased by a deadman... RUN..."
"If a man gives you black roses to show you he loves you... He means it..."
"Fear? In a FIGHT??? I'm bound to lose... Insanity... Now THAT is something to have..."
"If it feels right it probably is... Cept for drugs... Don't do drugs... OR UNPROTECTED SEX..."
"If you don't put that cigarette down... I'm going to make you eat it while it's still HOT..."
"If you're looking for your knight in shining to pick you up you're looking in the wrong place... Once you ride shotgun with me you've pretty much signed away your sanity... And if you didn't have any to begin with then disregard what I say now and continue..."
"You like difference??? Just how "different" do you like???"
"Stay off of my back and shoulders... That's reserved for my GF only..."
"Why do I wear black??? Why do you wear freaking bannana republic shit??? ... Seriously though your clothes are disgusting..."
"If you want me angry at you, you want not to toy with me... But you want to toy with what is mine... I wouldn't recommend that..."
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What is the "there's a chance to leave forever..." one from?
awesome!! loved them, made me smile a lot, thankx :)
now I got to go clean the house, do dishes, laundry.. ya know what EVERY woman know HOW to do PERFECTLY :p
Yes Ma'am... lol
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