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I suppose today has been one of those days. A day of reflection.....but for what I dont know. Ive thought a lot about tears.....and about who I am and where I belong. When I read and research certain things I have a feeling of coming home. But is that really my path? Other things are so clouded in saddness, that I cant see what is going on. What is my point here? What lesson am I to learn? Who is to teach me?Many questions are left un answered. Where do I get these answers? You can say I am to find them on my own...yet where? How? Im not so much confused, simply dis contented. I feel like im missing something. Like there is a part of me that lays dormant, waiting for me to wake it up. What I dont understand is what is it? And what will happen if it does wake? How would I wake it?



Its most likely something of my mind, something of my imagination. But I cant help but think there is part of me Im not feeling. A blank spot that ive never noticed before. Maybe it is supressed, maybe. I dont know. Its bugging me. Like I should know the answer. Maybe Ill never understand it.