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Anxiety of the Unknown
21:28 Oct 07 2011
Times Read: 432




Lying awake in the middle of the night

when the world is almost dead

with the rain drops dripping one by one

it feels as if the sky is raining my tears;



fear, that’s what keeping me awake,

as i close my eyes and try to slam it shut,

it begins to creep and crawl all over my senses,

starting with the most obvious and

branching out to all corners of the mind;



why? what? how? so many questions,

yet very few answers, as the mind

spins its intricate web over my confidence,

leaving me high and dry, gasping for breath

and keeping me wide awake;



as i lay on my back with my

hands under my head,

staring at the darkened ceiling,

uncertain and confused;



it was not supposed to be like this,

no one mentioned a word about this,

staring vacantly at the darkened ceiling,

i could not sleep;



trying not to lose myself,

my mind keeps thinking about

the if’s and the probabilities,

without a care about the present;



and in the end, it was all a little too much to take,

as the fear of the unknown surround me from all sides,

and darkness creeping its way up slowly and steadily,

the nightmares loom larger and bigger,

blurring everything else before i collapsed into a restless sleep.

Paradise
21:25 Oct 07 2011
Times Read: 433

If only we could float away,

up, up and away to a new place

and start all over again

leaving all this chaos and confusion behind;



every night i close my eyes and

try to forget the life as it is

meaningless, void, confused and

stuck in a race that no one wins;



me versus the world,

fighting for what is not worth fighting for,

through chaos, underneath a stormy cloud,

for happiness etched only in paper;



so little time, so much to do,

walking on a tightrope (with the devil waiting to grab you) that sways with each step,

its a battle of survival, a battle of wits

and a battle to find happiness;



so every night i close my eyes,

try to forget the life i am living

and drift off to a paradise,

a Paradise of dreams!