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I've been struggling the last few days, with several deep issues. Some more personal than the others.



The whole religion thing for one. Now, don't get me wrong, I stand firm in my beliefs, I'm not struggling with that part. The problem is.. someone i care VERY deeply about, is struggling with HIS... and mine. I know, very cryptic lol



He wants so desperately to believe in christianity, but he's starting to see that its, at the very least, not all its cracked up to be. And it seems to be a problem for him that i'm not more open to it. He's understanding. He doesn't judge. But i can tell it bothers him that i'm not at least leaning that way lol



And part of me really wants to lay into WHY i do and don't believe the things I do and don't, to him, not just to make my point, but to hopefully broaden HIS views.



In the long run, I have decided to just love him and leave it alone. Just support him and be here for him, because to be honest, NOTHING IN THIS WORLD is worth losing a 30 year....(ok 29).. whatever it is we have lol



Still, it hurts me to see him in pain, of any sort. And if i could, i'd take it all away from him.



*sigh*