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You were right

You have saved me

And for that I thank you

You were there when i needed you the most

You never gave up on me

Like all the rest

You knew i could work through all this

You were persistant

And to be quite honest it bugged me

But now I'm really glad you were

I owe you my life

You saved me from myself

I owe it all to you

I just wish that in the processs

I wouldn't have fallen in love with you

You know that when I say i hate you

I mean entirly the opposite

And you figured it out

No matter how hard I try to hide my feelings

You can always tell

Your my best friend

And I dont know were I'd be without you

I just wish that in the process of all this

I would'nt have fallen in love with you

So now you know that when i say hate i mean love

And i really do mean it

I fucking hate you

I just wish that through all this

I would'nt have fallen in love with you

You know what i mean when i say these words

I dont know what I'd do without you

It's so hard to say

But it needs to be said

The things that are hardest to say mean the most

So I'll bite my tounge till it bleeds

to spare you the truth

Even though you already know

So just remember when i say i hate you

I mean something completly opposite

You've helped me so much

For so long

You saved my life

And for that I thank you

But i just really wish that through all this

I would'nt have fallen

Fallen in love with you

You mean so much to me

I'd be dead if it was'nt for you

I Love You

And thats the truth.



-Sam1

5/16/06

(math class)

That's all I've ever been told.

That's all I've ever been called.

Some say things happen for a reason.

Others say fuck off.

Well what the hell are we to do,

When that's all you ever say,

and thats all you ever do.

And this...

Oh this...

This is a great big presant.

Toped with a fucking bow.

Go ahead and open it.

I dare you.

Can you guess whats inside?

I'll tell you.

It's a great big,

FUCK YOU!

-Sam1





ahh science class. i seem to do my best writing in there. i wonder why that is?

Loved you.

I wished you would have loved me too.

But i guess it’s just not, meant to be.

Im not meant to be, fucking happy.

I dont want to the world to know me.

For fear that they wouldn’t understand.

If the world was on fire, the only one that could save me was you.

But i guess it doesn’t matter.

You weren’t there when i wanted you to be.

You weren’t there when I needed you.

I slit my wrists.

In hopes to send me to heaven.

Sometimes i feel so worthless.

Sometimes i feel discarded.

I wish that i was good enough.

Just for you.

I’d be happy.

But would you?

I think not.

You’re not meant for me.

No matter how hard i try, it’s just never meant to be.

2/5/06

sam1