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Long time ago, when ZSRR was still exist everybody told that USA is the paradise.

I'm not so sure about this.

maybe it's for very rich people not but for polish people :>

THE END OF THE AMERICAN DREAM :))

hiehiehie :>

Today it's saturday finely

, sleep to 12.00 and do nothing. Later in the evening :

I'm drinking

I'm drinking

I'm drinking

I'm drunk :>

(Nick Cave)



A teraz cos po polskiemu. Cala misterna intryge diabli wzieli... ale tak to czasem bywa gdy do jednego koryta jest 6 ...

Monday ...yeach...

Soon I will end my work and ET go home:>

Good :>

Who am I ?

Nobody,nothing,piece of shit

There are days in your life when you wake up and all that you could say it's "o!"

Everything is new and so pure.

But it's only an illusion.



I have 25... I'm so young and beautiful :> blehehehe when I look in the mirror i see old cynic....

When I reach back my memory I think that I always was 25:>

Nothing it's change.

Cos po polsku..taki swojski klimacik wypocin ...

Zastanawiam sie czy jest tu ktos z Polski....

Mozliwe, ze jest... lub nie.

W kazdym badz razie zostawiam ten wpis dla was potencjalnych Polakow zblakanych na tej stronce :)

Pozdrawiam.....

A dzis kolejny dzien w pracy... przebimbany na necie...wpadam w nalog czy co ?! :>

Perhaps my english is not very good. I can't write my thought as I want...

But I will try to change this......

Why it must be so cold here?

I'm sitting in my work, and doing a lot of silly things...hmmm very important blehehehehe :> If you become social worker you will change the world :>

Long long time ago there was a little girl. She loved flowers and ponies

, her world was simple and beautiful.

Then she saw a rock star... he was famous and very wise. She belived him. Probably she fall in love. After long years of expectation her Star came to Poland. He had a concert in Spodek in Katowice. In this great day she was stand near the scene, she was looking at the star and he was loking at her He was singing:

Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay

Were laid spread out before me as her body holds still

All five horizons revolved around her soul as the earth to the sun

Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn



Oooo, and all I taught her was everything

Oooo, I know she gave me all that she wore

And now my bitter hands shake beneath the clouds of what was everything

Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...



I take a walk outside, I'm surrounded by some kids at play

I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear?



And twisted thoughts that spin round my head, I'm spinnin'

Oh I'm spinnin', how quick a sun can drop away

And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass of what was everything

Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...

All the love gone bad turned my world to black

Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all that I'll be yeaheah





I know someday you'll have a beautiful life

I know you'll be a star in somebody else's sky

But why, why, why can't it be...how can I be more?



Nice isn't it?

Well the day after concert the little girl died. She was drug addiction.



The End???

She was 18.

I have started to write here something... We will see how it will look like :>