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I avoided another fight, woo. But why do I feel crappy? Why do I feel like I have to bite my lip each time, keep my opinions to myself because apparently each time I open my mouth, I say something stupid.



So I have come to the conclusion that I must just take it...or lose everything? I don't know. I used to talk to you about everything. You used to say I say good things, that I was right about some things...now I'm the one oppressing you, making you change everything so that I am right. I don't do that to you. But that's what you believe.



You never believe me. You always make me promise...and you know I would never break a pormise I make. Or make a promise that I couldn't keep. Each time you ask me that it breaks my heart, makes me wonder if you doubt me, and makes me wonder if you don't trust me. If you trusted me, you wouldn't make me promise. You wouldn't doubt everything I say.



Does that make your words seem hollow? Do I dare still believe you when you tell me you love me? I trust you unconditionally. I believe every word you say. I give you my opinions. I listen to yours...

And yet, you don't do those things for me. Do you?

I don't see it.



Have I finally become what I hate the most?