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The first time we met, I didn’t think much of you

I thought you were an arrogant jerk,

Who knew a sweetheart lived beneath the exterior

You show what you only want others to see

But I saw the real you

I thought myself to be in love once

Even gave up an attempt at real love to stay with you

To be able to talk to you

I never told you, but I really do love you

I even remember the first time you told me that

It took my breath away and wished I wasn’t with someone else

I wanted to say I love you too....but you said we were only friends

That’s when I knew...we could be nothing more



Now it seems we are drifting apart

I’m losing my connection to your heart

My ideal goal was to make you smile

Make you believe in yourself

It seems I have accomplished that

Now you don’t need me anymore

Cuz you have found someone better

She will make you smile

She will love you eternally like I will

But will she understand you...the way I understood you?

I will always remember your voice

It’s sweet melody, I never told you it was addicting for me

Now you will never know, cuz it’s time for goodbyes



You’ll probably hate me

But I know it’s the best for us right now

Cuz you are the only one that could keep me from Michael

You are the only one I consider to love eternally

I never thought this day would come

That the saying “Best friends forever” was true

Now I know it hurts to lose a loving friend

Maybe more so than to lose a love

Cuz you are..and will always be a friend and love

You made my days seem brighter

Made me fight to be different and believe

I never knew saying “Good Bye Sil” would be so hard

My heart is breaking...but I’m happy for you



Goodbye My love and Friend

Twisted inside

Broken on the outside

I lay tormented on the floor

Another shattered doll left behind

Only images drift by

Like crystal clear water running through my fingers

Slipping away from me

The dark tranquility has been broken

Now only sadness remains

Someone put me back together

Piece by piece

Another attempt at a cherished moment

Except you stole from me

Took what others couldn’t reach

And now I’m just dead

Please someone give me a smile

For I have nothing to smile about

Someone give me your heart

For no one loves me

The ice has been cracked

You have found your way out of me

Another maze discovered

Another escape route uncovered

The tears fall silently

Under the moon, in a darkened room

Another promise broken

Another heart torn and shredded

Only this time it was my heart

I lay crumbled on the floor

No more pain, no more betrayal

Instead I’m drifting off to a fairy tale

Where someone loves me

Where I won’t remember you

Because I could never forget you

Denial slowly settles into your mind

It eats away at your thoughts

Until all you can think about is the doubt

Running around and around your mind

It echoes and calls to your heart

Speaking lies and turning you cold

I try hard to resist the tempting

But I need to know that you will stand by me

That when you promise something, you keep it

That to you...loving is for all eternity

I just dont want tomorrow, or the next day

I want your life to be mine

I want you

And I cannot accept anything less

I refuse to give you me if it's only based on maybe

If I give my heart completely and you break it

I won't survive it this time

I may seem hard and frozen

But there's a fragility that exists inside me

That's where my heart lies and my weakness

No matter how I try to hide it

It comes out when you say "I love you"

Don't try and convince me that I will lose faith in you

Because I don't need another person to disbelieve me

I need you to fight my fears

That someday you will abandon me

I'm scared

That if I give you all of me and you leave

I'll lose myself and crumble into an empty shell