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I'm so fucking tired of people. I really am. I want to say fuck it and just give up trying to care about others. What's the point? All they will do is break you, take away what little dignity you had and lie to your face. Do all these things while smiling. How can you do that? How can you look into someone's eyes and lie to them, lie to their faces? I can't do such a horrid thing...have you no conscious? Don't you feel some kind of remorse? Regret? Why do I try? I'm fucking tired of people telling me, oh we can be friends. Yeah right, once they call themselves your friends, they turn around and stab you in the back. Another thing I'm sickin' tired of are these covens and their fake families. Stop pretending like you care about these people in your covens when in a couple weeks you will be rid of them because they weren't participating much. Bunch of bullshit. Just put on your main page that members are welcome but you have to participate or be kicked out. Don't lie about it and pretend like you care.

I hate people who pretend. I hate them with a passion. Stop fucking pretending!! All these people have made me cautious to even reach out anymore. I'm so...scared of reaching out to anyone anymore because I'm always wrong about them. I want to believe that people are good, that people who say they care and actually mean it, but...I'm always wrong.

I seriously hate people. They're all the same. So don't even try to tell me that you're different, that you mean what you say, shut the fuck up because I'm done. I don't believe you.

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Sabastianthebat
07:02 Oct 25 2009

Wow, you were most certainly passionate about your feeling this eve. Understandable me lady Syn. Perhaps a suttle healing feeling shall bring more promise to your hurt emotions of broken ways regarding others. ~Sabastian~

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LostDamnedSoul
16:38 Oct 27 2009

I'm really sorry how much hurt your feeling.

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