Well I feel like it's happening all over again. I think I met another Michael, and again, I like him. But this time...this time it's completely different because I get to choose first. And I made my decision. I just want the friendship...the best friend that I came to adore.
And he wants so much more.
But alas, my heart, hopefully anyway, belongs to another.
I want to write down these thoughts but for some reason I can't seem to put them into words. My creative outlet is still broken. I have no urge to...express. I'm actually kind of scared to. Every time I write something, its eerie how it seems to come true in twisted ways. And I don't want to mess this one up...
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BlitzKrieg
08:05 Mar 18 2011
Sometimes people fantasize too much and don't realize that they're stuck in a dream. Reality becomes a mirage and you can't clearly see anything.
People turn to animalistic states like cats and dogs and end up impusively doing what they wish not a lot.
To be human is to be merely animal although many argue we're here to be intellectual and socialize.
But I think we're just animalistic and use complex subconcious forms of manipulation to get what we want.
We just can't realize...