If I Changed My World For You...06:33 Apr 09 2009
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She stared into his eyes, such beautiful eyes. She smiled at him and he smiled back. He leaned forward and kissed her, such sweet lips. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her close. For now, he was content to hold her, to keep her safe and comfort her, because that’s all she asked of him and he would go to the end of the earth just to see her smile. Rue the day she cried, and steal the sun when she wept. He would buy the stars just to make her smile. And yet, she didn’t know that because he couldn’t tell her.
She curled up in his arms, feeling comforted and safe. He was so perfect, and yet she had thought countless others had been perfect. But oh no, he was different because she knew his faults and his flaws, but she adored him regardless. In reality, she loved him, but he didn’t know that because she couldn’t tell him. What if he slowly faded like all the others?
She stared up at him, and he smiled down at her. He tightened his arms around her and thanked who ever had delivered her right into his arms because he couldn’t go another day without seeing that beautiful smile. Her smile brightened his day, just as she cherished his stingy and rare smile. She believed in him and encouraged him to achieve above and beyond. She made him feel like he could touch the stars if he wanted to and that’s exactly what he wanted to do…with her right there beside him. But she didn’t know that, because he couldn’t tell her.
She burrowed deeper into his arms, wishing he wouldn’t leave her, hoping that this could last forever, but alas, everything comes to an end, but that didn’t stop her from wishing. She cherished his laugh, his sense of humor, the way he could coax a smile from her when tears were streaming down her face and all she could hear was his voice. She laid her head against his chest, listening to his heartbeat, exactly in time with hers and vowed to tell him how much he meant to her…but he didn’t know because she couldn’t tell him.
She smiled sadly as she was drifting off to sleep, just as he whispered he had to go. She wanted nothing more than to sleep in his arms, but he had to go. Before he left, she whispered, “If I changed my world for you…”She trailed off, wondering if he would answer. “I will change my world for you.” He whispered back. It was close…it was almost those three little words, but his answer meant more to her than those three words ever would. She smiled happily.
“Goodnight.” She whispered a smile on her face. “Goodnight.” He whispered back, the rare smile sparkling and flickering on his face.
They hung up the phone at the same time.
COMMENTS
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Blackheresy
17:13 Apr 22 2009
Hmmm, well don't settle for just any old advice and you are right to be wary. Besides everyone online is either an 'expert' or a creep in depression and how to fix you. I'd say, and this is just common sense talking here, find or go to a real life friend for this need to talk you feelings out. Preferable one with NLP training to help you dispell all of these negative limiting factors and beliefs you have. Much better walking around with your head held high as it is less stress on the shoulders ;)
Synster
18:28 Apr 23 2009
Thank you. Appreciate it. :)