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I keep waking up at 2 am the last few days and can't go back to sleep. I'm working 12 hour shifts and by the time I get halfway through the shift it's all that I can do to stay awake and I'm dead to the world by 9pm .. Going to be another long day.

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gszander
17:00 Oct 19 2010

Something is going on subconsciously with you. What kind of problems do you have which are not being solved.

Also, usually the mind is wide open for communications and the universe likes to do it between 2 and 4 am. I know it can be a pain in the behind when your trying to get some rest. Your working 12 hour days, you have got to be really tired. Have you tried power napes.

My best wishes, stay stonge.

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Is it to much for a person to want someone that truly loves you? Is it to much to expect people to be honest and love every thing about you and share your loves instead of just saying that they do for alternative purposes? I just want someone to hold me when I'm crying and sad and to tell me it's ok to cry instead of trying to belittle the reasons behind it. I want someone that enjoys the things I do as much as I do. Someone to share things with that I don't have to be afraid that they may judge me. I want love in my life. sigh maybe I'm just too damaged to have such a thing. Beginning to feel like Love is like a unicorn ,,, a beautiful myth that doesn't actually exist and Im just wasting my time searching for it.

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gszander
19:18 Oct 18 2010

Love usually comes when you lest expect it. Don't worry about it, live your life with joy and happiness. It's not to much to ask for. It well come to you and then hold on tight with both hands and enjoy. I have four seen it, and it shall so be.

You are a beautifull person.

Peace and Blessings.

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LadyDarkPhoenix
20:34 Nov 01 2010

I understand what you mean totally.I am also Wiccan and I know how it feels to have people always looking at you like you did something wrong.I am glad to have been able to meet others like me.It makes me realize that Im not so alone after all.Merry Meet and Blessed Be.

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